I had an urge to write a post and I'll go with it. It makes sense to me because my epiphany I had long ago continues to shine it's face right in front of me. For the longest time I couldn't believe it. When I first witnessed one piece of the "truth" I cried. Every waking moment my life becomes much more full and much better than the last moment. I have more living to do but I'm beginning to feel the force pulling me to the things that matter most. What I mean by "the force pulling me" is that my thoughts and present state of mind are becoming clearer and less clouded with judgement, lies and fear. Things are as they are and nothing more. I have to make huge strides to become stronger and that's what I need most. I owe it not only to myself but everyone else to do what I must do. I no longer cry from my own discoveries... I can't help but smile and tear up some (just a little now lol). It sure is overwhelming but no longer must I shed tears since it doesn't change anything. Haha.. part of me wants to feel sad for who I used to be but I also can't be any more proud of myself of making it this far. Andrew told me "I feel like I'm living in an alternate timeline". That could describe my feeling well. And I would also say that maybe how I feel is how we were meant to live from the very beginning. BUT that isn't so in this world so I must change it. I will not die without doing my part... for myself and most importantly for you. I'm moving forward with heart and soul doing what I must do in the face of fear and danger.
"The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is that good men do nothing." -Somebody..?
"The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is that good men do nothing." -Somebody..?
"To love completely and hold onto nothing-that is the only freedom." -David Deida
"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.
"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.