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(03-04-2018, 03:06 PM)swisston Wrote: [ -> ] (03-04-2018, 11:32 AM)Havana Wrote: [ -> ]Aren't you supposed to do the loops consecutively? I'm sure that's what Shannon had in mind when he said 2 loops.
Maybe, but it's not practical for me at the moment if I want to do one while awake.
I think that in my case it's about loading up enough brute force to knock down the resistance...
best to tell shannon this and see what he says because why waste your time on 2 seperate loops a day if he meant 2 together and thus youre getting the same as just 1 loop. good luck at work.
I'm guessing there is no way you can run it back to back without exposing your girlfriend? Why are you not using it back to back?
(03-05-2018, 07:28 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]I'm guessing there is no way you can run it back to back without exposing your girlfriend? Why are you not using it back to back?
I can usually find an hour or so during the day for a hybrid, loop but longer would be harder. And I'm trying to avoid exposing my gf at night, which again limits me sometimes.
If you think that doing them separately is a problem, I'll find a solution or revert to a single loop.
(03-05-2018, 02:12 PM)swisston Wrote: [ -> ] (03-05-2018, 07:28 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]I'm guessing there is no way you can run it back to back without exposing your girlfriend? Why are you not using it back to back?
I can usually find an hour or so during the day for a hybrid, loop but longer would be harder. And I'm trying to avoid exposing my gf at night, which again limits me sometimes.
If you think that doing them separately is a problem, I'll find a solution or revert to a single loop.
I fully understand not wanting to expose your girlfriend, so running them at night is obviously out.
If you don't have any other way to do it, I guess breaking them up is better than doing one loop, but... there's gotta be some way you can run them back to back?
Day 11
Too busy at work to think about it.
Going to try to get 2 loops together, even if it means exposing the gf at times. It won't do her any harm to get a bit more confidence. She needs A a lot more than B though.
Haven't fapped in several days. Getting horny, and I might need to release the pressure valve at some point.
No results yet.
Day 12
Managed two loops of US played on my S7 Edge last night. Will do that over my speakers tonight instead.
Had to get up really early again. Walking around like a zombie today. Could be work, could be the sub, or both.
I've cut right down on my caffeine intake too.
No external results.
Day 13
Two loops US over speakers last night. I went quieter with it than usual.
I am going to do two loops of hybrid over headphones today (I have made time).
Fapped for the first time in a week and it felt glorious. I'd love to get rid of fapping from my life again though, like on 3.1 (unless I am misremembering).
Haven't see anyone today yet for any external results.
The fraud inquiry thing is a bit stressful and still not over yet. There's no fraud, but the c**ts who run the company seem to like to wage war on their employees and may still take disciplinary action to make a point about not following a rule I wasn't aware of.
Either way, it's damaged the job for me. I no longer feel any enthusiasm for it and don't feel safe or supported, so it's time to change things up.
Day 14
Last day of the first cycle. Tomorrow is the day off. I just completed two loops of flac hybrid over headphones. Fell asleep for an hour in the middle.
No external results today so far (going out out later though).
I felt very confident this morning. I was showing a new attractive, age appropriate female PT the ropes today and took two really good classes and a client and I was really on top of my game. Not trying to impress her as such, but trying to show her how to do them well.
Is it possible she's a manifestation? Yup.
I'm looking forward to get back to a more normal sleeping pattern next week. It's been knackering this week.
Day 15
No loops.
Received a summons to a disciplinary hearing over this procedural nonsense. I have to go to a meeting on Tuesday. I am swinging between anger at being treated like a naughty child and absolutely not giving a f***.
I'm probably going to hand in my resignation tomorrow and step down from my managerial role. I'm not enjoying it like I used to, and it's time to move on. This has simply sealed it.
In the evening a group of us went to a comedy night, then on to a bar, where we bumped into another couple we know and stayed with them.
There was also a group of three women next to us, two of whom I vaguely know from the gym so I said hello and chatted to them for a bit. They were pretty drunk, but the conversation was fine. Nothing flirty.
When they left, my gay friend referred to them as the 'slutty bitches' and pointed out that they had been checking me out. As they were leaving, they apologised for monopolising my time. One of my lot joked that I'm always in demand and one of them women replied "I wonder why" and ran her hand down my back.
My gf, who was also drunk asked me four times "so what did you talk about with those women?". That got very tedious.
Day 2.1
Back to two loops of hybrid over headphones.
No external results at work today.
Day 2.2
Did two loops US over speakers while going to sleep.
No external results.
Day 2.3
I'm currently waiting for my disciplinary meeting. I've got a pretty solid defence lined up. If they still want to punish me, it's going to be just for the sake of it on their part.
Just ate some porridge and I'm willing the celebrity aura into action to assist me. I'm sure that it doesn't work like that.
Still keeping my caffeine consumption low.
(03-13-2018, 04:05 AM)swisston Wrote: [ -> ]Day 2.2
Did two loops US over speakers while going to sleep.
No external results.
Day 2.3
I'm currently waiting for my disciplinary meeting. I've got a pretty solid defence lined up. If they still want to punish me, it's going to be just for the sake of it on their part.
Just ate some porridge and I'm willing the celebrity aura into action to assist me. I'm sure that it doesn't work like that.
Still keeping my caffeine consumption low.
Involving the conscious mind in executing the script can in a lot of cases help a lot.
Day 2.4
Going to build in some conscious "Execute the script" statements.
Woke up at 5am and couldn't get back to sleep. Some pressure in my head. Did 2 loops US over speakers as I went to sleep.
I still feel that I'm waiting for something to happen with regards to my career, rather than taking action. That needs to change.
I'm off to the Cheltenham Races today. It's mostly men there, but we shall see what happens in that environment.
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