Subliminal Talk

Who cares which one is stronger? Everyone has the right to do and think whatever the #### they want. There is no need to prove anything to anyone, I really think we should be past all this.
Im really happy that Kol is running DAOS though. Nice to see many people doing many different things.

AM7 needs to have a DMSI lead in

(04-02-2017, 11:01 PM)Kol Wrote: [ -> ]As a last remark, the place where I came from was rock bottom, as in, total going to shit. Entrepreneural endeavours, getting to the point of ferocity unleash and having this clean vision that becomes a reality was unthinkable and unknown to me before running AM. now Im more then ever about it. Call it navel gazing all you want. Its significant and am not settling any time soon.

I came from rock bottom too. Almost killed myself multiple times a few years ago. Then I found AM6 and the rest is history. $100k salary now, training martial arts with pro fighters everyday (on my way to Muay Thai in about 10 minutes) and the sky isn't even limit.

The point I'm trying to make to you is: it's easy to run these subs and fall into a state of inaction because they make you feel so bold and powerful. And the ideology that people like Sickologist promotes often strands men in a state of indulgence and inaction because you're just reveling in that internal sensation of raw masculine energy, but doing nothing with it. Don't make this into a, "chaos wants me to be a ZAN MASTAR!!!" because you already know I'm not about that crap.

This is about action and inaction. This is about exerting your will on this world and making things happen. If you want to be that dark triad badass, by all means, do it.

You have every right to say, "fuck off chaos," just as I have the way to say, "lol Kol you cray." But regardless of any of that, the fact remains that you're twenty something days in and have taken NO ACTION yet toward those goals. And until you have taken action, you have already settled.

Yeah while im ferocious in killing it in life. To fall into inaction is something I really cant find myself in tbh. To much of that and been there done that. Never again. Im not about the not doing anything and indulge in the sub. Simply writing down some changes. Like today ive been called out at wotk due escalation lol. Another model is pursuing me and the bambi eyes where the most obvious Ive seen. She couldnt stop smiling and looking down and felt the attraction pull as a sort of energy. Engaging her felt enough to set all the shit in motion. Then another redhead is showing signs of attraction. Its crazy whats happening yet i cant leave it at this. I crave to pull the fucking tfigger and take it up to myself to get the number, settle down the locations and close it. At this rate I will drown in pussy

Entrepreneural life and world domination flow through my veins and having the vision is here. Am sort of setting up the plan and plan on launching some stuff soon. Its all about that and creating.

Im currently 15 days in and only now feel it truly take off. Im result driven instead of ideas and it liberates me. These are perhaps just writings but whatever. Its the prime of me now and this will launch to big things.

Its basically split for me. As in, one part of me is seduction orientated other part of me is out to dominate everything and the world and launch one after another and I refuse to let the momentum slip. Its glorious to ssy the least as how to kill it in life force of nature level.

Im embracing chaos as of late, like, adjusting to craziness and being in the moment instead of projecting as to "how it should go a b c" . The AA I had is being replaced by agressive approach as of now. Shittests are now out of order. Rather polarizing as of now. IOI's seem to somewhat decrease, yet when in my vicinity they are there, such as touching, hairflips, hot girl at work putted ny phone in my ass pocket and have some moments of strong eye locking. She gets giddy and slight submissive around me now. Not to say I feel pretty dominant like right now. As Im been called out at work for being escalating im somewhat under the radar. Eye contact takes place and I seduce naturally as of now. Another girl who I lost somewhat contact with, is coming back. Older lady at work and I are flirting pretty strong and Ill give her orders now in teasing playfull manner. Not to say, another somewhat "higher ranking women" at work was being fucked by me in my dream and ut was full on calm. Getting used to discomfort and ovdrride that shit. Like, acce0ting it and fully embracing it. Sexual tension and slight discomfort are great, I want the full package.

Girl at the gym seeks excuses to come to me aswell. Now Im having a flow of women in my life and I will fuck some of them. Internally stuff is starting to in overdrive like wildfire.

Im way less about updating now. I have more moments of admiration of myself when looking in the mirror ydt notice I softened in comparison to some pictures I took on AM6. I looked really good there.

In no way Im about sitting idle and the such. Im about getting full out of life what I want and the hunger I do had on AM seems to be lessened in some sense. Also actions over ideas. I inspire myself. Planning another date for in about 2 weeks and Im not going to take it up lightly. Gonna make things happen. Uts my default mode.

In ways I feel many things are coming together like black hole and people drawn to it and falling into it. Not to say I now am awsre of my attitude and overal demeanor which comes out as I write this.

Through the journal of Illumi and reading about allowing everything, insecurities, pain, feelings or whatever it is, caused something to explode like back in my AM6 run. Its pretty much being in the dark and all gets to me as if I am crumbling and somewhat rationalizing it fuells my anger more. Even if I say that rejection doesnt faze me, I lie. It does, its there and am sick and done with it. The memiries if the girl I would date I feel resentment to her atm in a way.

Im really getting to the nitty gritty. Fuck nice faces, fuck the sweet boy that once was there, its like tragedy all over again. Im going and just let it allow for a while, even if it burns me up. Time to get real and let these cycles play out. Im sick, tired and done with all and its setting me on edge and physically shaking. I can feel the energy surge through my being, my bones and cells. Time to commence total meltdown.

I do somewhat suspect all this shit repelled on a subconsvious level. The hurt that was there that cycled and fuelled neediness. Its my own dark period again and dont need anyones permission for it. Rather reconnecting with agression, the primal and instinct which happened also in the gym today, aswell as being physical active today again like a realisatio on a mord beastly body level. Im half blind going thrpigh this shit, like slight vision blurr.

I want to feel.this all full and am awsre of caution layers right now, like a slight pull away from it including agression that is slightly dominant. Im not going to hold back in this like a fucking failef coping mechanism. Time to get real. Even if this is all full collapse of all I fucking know. Full on negativity, judgment and easily triggered by remarks as of now. Such as being called weak. Vengefull is an understatement ydt its an re-enacting if all. Total cobfusion and experiencing.

Kol, how many hours do you listen to daos4g per day? Ultra or masked? Just keep going m8, maybe run it with another 4g type b or b/d like ultra success or watever you want

Currently ultrasonic and masked, when the time allows it 20 hours. Otherwise only at night for 8 hours.

Day something. 28 I think.

My consciousness is lifted to a daydream like state of some sort of sexual lalaland atm.
last few days/weeks:
Tons of realisations, in the area of instant manifestation, intense rapid shifts going all around in me. confidence, abundance, women area, succes has being exploded, lots of locks being dissolved, my vision has become more then ferocious and solidly certain. I create almost instantly at this point and rather welcome all manifestations. Statements are directly put into practice like there is no tomorrow,. There is no stopping now. I am succesfull, rich and abundant.
Been binge watching arash dibazar stuff and this has boosted my game ridiculously till the ranks of euphoria and almost manic like proportions, which is nothing but beneficial.
having a flow of women coming (cumming) and going, totasl abundance. One lead is replaced with 5 others.

Feeling incredibly sexy. IOI's are still subtle, had a mother with a kid following me like I had honey at my ass. kept talking my ears off.

Broke my no-fap streak today after 29 days. still feeling horny and like I'm a sort of rape scene about to happen by women wanting my cock.

Resistance has been minimum, still the pulling of the trigger is a new one to do so, as I feel no drive? something to work on. having several projects waiting to happen which are in the process of being manifested, intensely sure about this, swimming in a quatum sea.

Total focus on the mind and its powers including strong ways in communication and the perceiving of it. mindblowing. thank you Arash.

Writing this is highly intense and floods me. some stuff I will not talk about as I feel silence is golden in that area. setting boundaries, decisions, and greater extention of my environment, all is pulled straight now.

Had some thoughts revolving around being gay, can only conclude this is part of the shift.

In ways I feel neediness is further killed off, till the point of women not being a high priority as in, not my centred focus or going pbsessed over them, which throws me in a clutch, yet also in a clamth. where the fuck did this go all those years. simultaneously I feel Im becoming abundant and worldview shifted that I will eventually have it kick in. scarcity vs abundance?

Journalling has been lowered strongly. couldnt care less.

Today at the gym I had a, I think, arabic girl display overt signals of interest. Moving in my space, eye contact, 10 second butt display, giving the eyes, hair flips, neck exposure. Yesterday I had a strong loss of control, resulting in getting alcohol, which is very out kf character for me. Still struggling with strong anxiety and feeling downright tense and anxious. This has to go and getting angry at not acting on the oppurtunities pisses me off. I know its a matter of time before I will do it. At the gym I was aware but the anxiety/depression/unessyness and confusion is really harsh and is strongly in my body. Not to say its like hoovering on break down.

Notice aswell some blocks in my psyche I thought 2 runs of AM would have solved/dissolved which is anger expression. Like some helding back and unable to have the energy to let the rage come out is back. Wtf. So many re-encounters.

ION; this can become really killer. Lots of realisations have taken place. Attitude shifts, mentally and mastery. Coming to terns with unfiltered expression. I know its all damn easy to just go out and kill it, and its all blown out of huge proportion. Sex is easy. Its p to v and philosophical crap is inferior to triumphing ecperience a 1000 times. Im in a mix of anger, sadness and frustration, aswell as anxiety and fear. The joys. Fuck this shitty focus.

More and more women show interest. IOI's mean less and less to me. It feels dependent and permission seeking. Like 'needing' IOI's is limiting bs. Just go fucking in. Its my game, my stage and so much oppurtunity. Like a whole new level of game beyond women, applicable in everything. IOI's and all are dandy but they are no ultimate need.

Dealing with one-itis aswell.

Experienced deep connection that caused my body to go fully 'on' energy wise. Very surreal. No explanation needed. Notice a drop of the authority vibe in my social circle. Before one friend became tame and more 'in line of the hierachy'. Now he's starting to get a sort of attitude.

Communication is key. No difference between stage work and dog training. Dogs test just like girls/women. Its all the damn same.

Its a nice sub overal, yet feels not fully complete. Having fear of invalidating and resistance and re-occuring urges to run stage 7 AM6. Might run BIATBWS alongside AOS.

One 24 year old is teasing another 53 y/o is more and more touchy. The lost lead is re-engaging. Another is more mocking. Realisation of NGAF and just blantly go all in with like idc at all. Agressive right? Fuck hurt, considerations and hatefuck the shit out if her? Game oooon.

Also thinking of getting SM. I want to go full in, not being right and shit. I embraced death already and give no shits. If I go fully down so be it. Call it fanatic IDGAF. The fires make it stronger. I want to be more dominant again as I have the feeling of it slipping lately and have a idea ad to how it will be when running SM. Dominant sexual guy in all ways. Pursueing and being pursued. Might be a congrugence thing to me. I want next level dominance attraction.

Shifting towards more and more practice and applying directly including deeper goal setting. Game on.

Yesss i believe SM will be exactly what you need!

Im seriously considering it while im in a pretty awesome place right now kind of mix between stiffler and full on serious absolute attraction without much emotion. Like my horizon has broaden suddenly up. Not much more to add to it only that the funk I had is pretty much passed although using the environment and playing the fuck around with people and all of it is still a mental knot to me. Like a massive tie of several beliefs tangled on eachother. I have glimpses of posdibilities and keep hoovering around certain places such as the stfu attitude/agression in your journal Illumi

Selfworth and beliefs that are stirring up. I will be there and considering it already now as that will internally manifest it thus. The glimpses are damn obvious, only not consistent.

ION: having very detailed attraction visualisations the last couple of days involving a blond curled girl that cant leave my dick alone and is ferocious wild and just playfull. Good stuff as I like them. Not the sea-star girls although I can ravage those aswell and desecrate them in all kind of ways. Allignment and consistency aswell as congrugence is the key. Also, life is pretty awesome. Attitude is mandatory. My sense of flow of women keeps improving and keeps intensifying till the point it adds to it more and more. Now, my focus goes beyond women and all is getting ingrained absolute till the point I leave it there and it only gets better. A field covered.

The reoccuring sensation that is coming more and more s being fully energtically aroused till the point im fully immersed in some sexual state. aroused and incredibly intense. No desire to fap, rather being full on sexual energtic aroused and out of my body sensation. Im pretty sure this transfers when out to the other person im interested in and it is effortless. Its intense and am not even knowing how to handle it, but I let it be this way, Im experiencing the full on hot flashes and sensations, the sexual nirvana so to speak and it escalates rapidly.

It makes me sleepy as fuck, like I imagine benzo's to be in a way ( never done them ) its a state of being full uninhibited and any possible thoughts being non-present. full body arousal, like some full next level stuff with slight bouts of euphoria and release.

my vision is blurry as hell. wonder if it similar to what some members who run DMSi refer as the morphine drip.

Im leaving dating feame behind and it is liberating. Full on dominant frame and letting them chase me which makes me fire up like crazy. One women at work is shittesting me but looks like "i want your cum eyes".
Talked with green eyed red head at work. Im shifting as I write this now. She initiated kino and kept talking about how I hit the gym to much which didnt faze me at all. Also playfully sorted clothes for me with a playfull vibe. A went along with her in those playfull snides and I love it. Redhead kept hoovering around me, licking her lips. A did aswell. Redhead kept prolonged eye contact. I remarked her look and those heels she wore were killing along with those leather like leggings. How her hair changed and full on injected myself in her space walking up without any doubt nor flinch.

Its getting more intense and letting go of control is a thing. I remarked the women who left today and how she is a tease, even for her age. Ofcourse women are pro's in saying the opposite while their bodylanguage screams and their nature shows screamingly.

S ( the lead that goes hot/cold ) is back showing intetest and trying to get my attention. One hour from here yet I get how she might see me as a option amongst orbiters. Not playing her game and playing in her frame. Unwavering selfrespect from my side which is a strong shift and let things fall in places for me now including unlocking some internal stuff.

Whole different level.
I notice NLP qualities in my language. Language and communication empathizes. Again, im at the brink of something.

This morning i the car had a strong realisation around confidence and how the rest is taken care of already by the sub.

Been learning from vince kelvin and arash about no compromises and it is key. Frames are important. Coming from a sexual frame and owning it. No dating frame nor friendly frame. Going to new extremes and extreme myself.

Gonna apply good girl bad girl frame. Its set and clear.