Subliminal Talk

(03-30-2017, 10:30 PM)Kol Wrote: [ -> ]I think a 3rd run would be beneficial for me. AM6 has helped me massively yet do not fully meet my expectations. Im not dissapointed. There is still much beneath the surface.

Running AM only for a long time/years would make you elite and a beast.

My AM6 run was hands down one of the best things that ever happened to me, I regret not giving it a second run instead of jumping into the early versions of DMSI. Once AM7 is out i will be run it an for an entire year!

Sexdrive up.
Stronger magnetic.
Solidifying of will and increase.
This one brown haired girl eye f#cked from afar massively. Great ass, brown hair, light brown boots, light jeans. F#cking is f#cking. Rest is bs
Aura fires up further. Im starting to get more and more go get agressive and in the/my zone/state. Walked in the gasstation in training pants and tank only. Back from the gym. Guess I also ooze pheromones.

Its easy and simple.

Notice also the redhead pops up in my head. Im starting to playfully mock slightly and know im abundant. Also drowning in pussy becomes a stronger mindset. DAOS, soak through me wholly. Do it.

Smoking kills sexdrive. Yes im back at it. Daos deals with it aswell. Turned off more and more. Realize my tsste aswell. Im the king, im the prize f#ck me.

Current girl is a mindfuck tho. Hot and cold. Gonna treat her as a little sister without giving any f*cks.

I do have a very strong sense and knowing many good things will come my way such as 250k. Dont ask me why. Its only a logical next step. I deserve lots.

Also start to get annoyed with a friend of mine. He hasnt got laid yet cries over desperation, hookers and still his break up from 3 years ago. Also seems to see negative shit only like 'if it only doesnt rain this evening' its very obvious for some reason. Getting really selective as of now yet brutally beastly.

(03-31-2017, 04:34 AM)Illumi Wrote: [ -> ]

(03-30-2017, 10:30 PM)Kol Wrote: [ -> ]I think a 3rd run would be beneficial for me. AM6 has helped me massively yet do not fully meet my expectations. Im not dissapointed. There is still much beneath the surface.

Running AM only for a long time/years would make you elite and a beast.

My AM6 run was hands down one of the best things that ever happened to me, I regret not giving it a second run instead of jumping into the early versions of DMSI. Once AM7 is out i will be run it an for an entire year!

My first run scratched the surface. Next run solidified me. Not fully there yet. Instead I still have many things coming up about it after 2 runs. I do wonder if it was wise to bite the bullet back then and purchase DMSI.

(03-31-2017, 04:42 AM)Kol Wrote: [ -> ]

(03-31-2017, 04:34 AM)Illumi Wrote: [ -> ]

(03-30-2017, 10:30 PM)Kol Wrote: [ -> ]I think a 3rd run would be beneficial for me. AM6 has helped me massively yet do not fully meet my expectations. Im not dissapointed. There is still much beneath the surface.

Running AM only for a long time/years would make you elite and a beast.

My AM6 run was hands down one of the best things that ever happened to me, I regret not giving it a second run instead of jumping into the early versions of DMSI. Once AM7 is out i will be run it an for an entire year!

My first run scratched the surface. Next run solidified me. Not fully there yet. Instead I still have many things coming up about it after 2 runs. I do wonder if it was wise to bite the bullet back then and purchase DMSI.

Speaking form my own personal experiance id say that i should have done E2 or another run of AM6 instead playing around with the early versions of DMSI. That's why i have massive respect for you and Frosted for making the right call.

My own run of AM6 the second round was brutal yet profound. From what I read in your updates, nothing but respect. You respond very well to the program if you ask me and at times I do envy your results, like its a image I have held for many years myself as a outcome. Your attitude is in the right place if you ask me.

Feeling so desired and like a piece of meat its not even funny lmao

(03-31-2017, 04:57 AM)Kol Wrote: [ -> ]My own run of AM6 the second round was brutal yet profound. From what I read in your updates, nothing but respect. You respond very well to the program if you ask me and at times I do envy your results, like its a image I have held for many years myself as a outcome. Your attitude is in the right place if you ask me.

Much appreciated Kol, being honest here for the most part i have no ida what im doing. The only thing i feel proud of is that no matter how hard it was i kept going forward. So this " refuse to give up " attitude is part of who i am.
Also i have found a powerful ally. My natural friend. I have been rubbing off him since v2.3 He used to tool me every time i show weakness. No kidding like if im being sad he be like " Stop being a whiny b1tch " and procceds to humiliate me.

Unlike what many would do, i did not unfriend him instead i had him by my side.
He might very well be one of the top 100 men in the world when it comes to getting chicks and being IDGAF. This guy is so dangerious and fierce no one looks him in the eye when he is in a bad mood. Im not copying him in any way, more like observing where he comes from with his attitude. He is my best friend and more or less my mentor.

Even today he continues to test my frame, and i always win. One time we had a party and he had a fight with his GF, he litterarly pulled 2 chicks the same night.
He starts talking to them with his broken swedish then they dissapear for one hour, comes back and continues to party. Does it again THEN comes back and a third chick was into him, he shoved her on one of our beta friends saying " Im done for tonight, you guys can have the left overs "

Next day he shows me his phone and both chicks he banged were texting him saying we should hang out again. Crazy mofo

Dope attitude changes and attraction. Any sexual encounters yet?

Not yet but it feels inevitable. I feel that AM made me oblivious in ways, so idk, I could already walk.around in paradise without me being aware. Guess I make some pussies wet already. Internal the changes are clearly happening. Its all working out well.

Edit: clearly im craving intimacy and a fuck buddy. I know make outs seem to be less special or she/they have to rock my world. Like, I forget almost instantly like some event like any day else. The magic is gone about it yet I know I can rock their world. Sex is the same. 'Iss so speciulllll' afterwards: 'lol thats it? gtfo bishhh' i notice im more cold and calculative instead of cuddly and shit, spiking my attraction once more.

I do crave intimacy now, someone to f*ck aswell. Like a primal animalistic need or some sorts, yet the attitude of gtfo still stands with it.

Call me an asshole, idc. Better then bein called nice as that lacks amy fucking tension. Also getting high on the downright ignore and what not. Like 'im the alpha male, i do as I please, please me' freaking barbaric and primal overdose

The thought of mindless sex is something that appeals to me. Embracing it is the right thing to do. Even tho some have said they want passion and feelings to it, I keep my dominant frame. Its almost like hitting their secual and primal gears in that. I understand game. Speak to the depths of their soul. Its like they want to be f*cked and thats about it. No vanilla shit. Pure brutal hate f*cks at times. Switch it up. Know whats up. Bring the thrill. The awesomeness. F*ck them and make them hooked. Harem 101 stuff yet aloof as shit.

Edit2: Im rocking a beard now. Never been this pleased with it.

Strongly want to switch back over to AM6. like it posessing me and urging me to do so as if it is unfinished business. My core revolts against the women thing and pushes me/drags me/forces me back to AM6. like a strong futility and fuck women accompanied with badass mental imagery of the alpha male as a finishing outcome. Totally tearing apart now. Wtf. It would rise me above elite level to run a 3rd time. It even gives me anxiety to feel this pushed/forced like smoking withdrawls. I feel it straight up in my bones. Guess some blooming takes plsce and crushing through of AM6 programming.

Standing up for myself/calling out is something that blocks in the form of inner tension. I want it baaaadly. Badly breaking through and overwhelming urge like a battle/war is fought out. AM would crush the left overs and bring it to spring. Attraction subs feel futile. I want full on self developmemt internally.

Im pretty much hopefull again. 4G seems to work slower then AM6, or, atleast AOS. im hopefull and the mental imagery which is somewhat akin to manifestation/visualisation keeps popping up more. Lots of seductive imagery going around. Also countless levels AOS penetrates through. Im ready to let go and fly. Time to set some things up.

Im also pleased in now fulle express my sexuality in terms of non holding back. Its overtaking conscious and alligning for sure now. Like something to handle with. Insigh, clarity, knowing, certainty.

Talking sex is taking place more.

Masturbation is completely dead. Its all taking place like a ingraining something. Daos digs through merciless

Hung out with some friends yesterday. The gf of one of them was pretty much distespectfull nagging but did place herself at me. In my space, legs in between mine, eye contact. I was very polarizing myself. Remarks, on edge, lack of empathy and giving jabs while being ngaf to the point a thought crossed me that in this hostility I repelled all.

On AM she was pretty respectfull. This time not much at all.

Back from the gym. Straight up direct forward. Some guy was with a 9/10. She kept glancing over multiple times. Im veeery much IDGAF in my own world yet oooooze now. The guy was pretty alpha yet im above him. Hypergamy will be a bitch.
Made me think about arash dibazar and stealing ya girl. Comnection to the body is vital in sex. Also hyper confrontational through presence now and it increases strongly. Have a strong affilation with the scorpion.
Hoes aint loyal yet when they desire and see you as alpha they hook. If they aint loyal idgaf yet also back burn them. Its all about me. Me in demand. Me being the prize.

Girl at the desk licked her lips. I also ordered her to surprise me when getting a proteine shake. Approach sense is drilled in. Its like devouring them and their pussy. Other then that, im pretty much in my own and on my path and missiom, being all about business and not wasting my time including having a poisonous touch and stingy.

Im dreaming about game, about hot cold and belief I dreamed about seduction, about hitting the hardwired nature of girls aswell as my dreams blending with reality, taking it with me in my sleep triggering some anxiety. Wtf, it feels way to intense to be that derranged.

Other then that, im feeling like a boss, am clear and having clarity. Chitchat is something to develop as I believe AM killed that part of me to an extent due grand vision

I like my women a certain way. Make up, status, succesfull. Feminine and beauty in them. Thinking about Ben's post about parts of myself sticks with me. Yes, I like beauty, also tell them.to dress good. I expect that. Otherwise, next.

Having my taste in women growing aswell. Many mental images are conjured mainly by facebook and its so easy to have no response bevoming genuinly more confident and its mindblowing to have so many diffetent types in my awareness its matter of time it becomes a reality and what not. Very fast manifestations and accelerations. Many habits are tackled and am hopefull to reorganize my life in a sure beautiful fashion.

I like blonds, brunettes, petite ones, models and the such. Also character and energyvis a important factor. That she turns me on and knows it, yet without becoming pussy whipped. My character and strength aswell as pride is to stubborn for that. I rather blast burn them out in that, showing who is boss. Its a way of free falling and freedom to have all attracted to me. Lots of traits, character types that appeal to me. I also feel more rejective. Still have internal work to do around how I view things but Ill get there

(Day 13 )

I feel like I completely lost it and have f*cked my mind good. This sub feels more demanding then AM did. Its crazy. Its like a mixture of violent rage episodes mixed with sadness, longing and at times hopelessness. Not to say some weird mental stuff surfaces that makes me question my sanity and filters of my mind. The highs are awesome and mindblowing, but the lows are killing me. Tired as f*ck at the moment and loss of interest in journalling increases. Also some weird shit about self fulfilling prophecies.

As quick as this came up, it went. Needed changes although I feel still very much sad, in a way im confident as fuck. Like my sexual potential is growing with not giving much shits about it, each time growing and glowing and nearing the goals of the sub at all times and costs. I am sexual desired. Feeling it and naturally feeling it like smoothening out. There is this nagging knowing anger is vital in this. Like its setting me up for different range of emotions and spiking. The anger isnt there for nothing probably.

Im out of giving a crap of anything yet this attitude shift centres me. I am the alpha, i am the sigma, i am the prize. Im like a magnet and geavitayion pull. I now see the potential increasing. Its almost tyler durden on steroids yet so calm and grounded its absurd and yet very badboy-ish stylish. Like knowing whatsup, owning it and flowing without having filters and the such. The outcast even yet all is certain in attraction. This gonna be so good and so easy to spike attraction. Getting to the point my mere presence make the world slip in wet pusdy everywhere. I love being my cocky self and there is so much to do, be and see. Im feeling pretty much open to ecperiment. Something high value men know when they know their SMV. its a sexual baseline in confidence and am among the stars and supernovas.

Jewelry, piercings interest becomes back aswell as tattoo's. The sub is full on change for me now. Being bland feels kinda mundane and crazy experiences are my field, like kinky shit indulging, almost goth like bordering sm shit. The sex is and will be wild, I shed lots of layers and inhibitations.

Oh well. Enough writing about all of this..letting it happen.

(04-02-2017, 03:32 AM)Kol Wrote: [ -> ]I feel like I completely lost it and have f*cked my mind good.

This statement alone says it all. Takes me back...

The idea is that you express what it means to be a sexy motherf*cker by your own standards. The cockiness, urge to get tattoos, kinky sex and the imperfect bad boy attitude are all there for a reason. It just makes sense, and that's without all the spiritual mumbo jumbo and useless contemplation that comes with some other stuff.

DAOS - "Vanity is my favorite sin".