Subliminal Talk

Thank you for verifying what I have been saying about avoiding that stuff.

(04-27-2017, 05:48 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Thank you for verifying what I have been saying about avoiding that stuff.

This effect is present (though not nearly as pronounced as how OP described his experience with MJ) with modafinil as well. The substance hijacks the neurotransmitters that the sub is trying to use to put the brain in the optimal state for script acceptance/execution.

Working with ver. A has become quite the roller-coaster.

F. in. usually several hours after listening to my loops of the day, and eating a good meal, I will be facing several hours of total hopelessness, depression and mental tiredness - you know, feeling like I'm tired of life, myself, etc. Sometimes accompanied by suicidal thoughts or ideation even (worry not, I don't think I will be offing myself anytime soon. Still too much to do in this life )

And, after this passes, I feel much better. Lighter. Physical sensations I associate with auric production outta the wazoo - and, for instance, today for the first time I'm feeling a pleasant coolness surrounding me: in my experience, this means that something has been cleared from my aura.

And then I will usually get something that would indicate execution of the script, f. in. a text or facebook message from a woman I find sexually attractive, indicating interest, "out of the blue" so to speak.

How much more clearing and healing is there left to do? Who knows. I'm fucked up to no end, unfortunately, but I do not want to be so anymore and thus, this WILL change. It must change, after all this crap - there must be a reason, a lesson to be learned out of all this, and I will rebound.

I might write a detailed post regarding some of my findings and issues I've been facing internally at a later date (f. in. tomorrow - right now I'm in too good a mood to go into it), which I might then delete at a later date. Will post it to a) work through that stuff, and b) it might help someone who has faced a similar situation.

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Also, libido - which has been kinda low lately, esp. on ver. A - is now back with a vengeance.

Still a rollercoaster, though with moments of pure bliss in-between.

I have noticed that I actually feel physically ill when faced with falsehood, manipulative behaviors, lies, etc.

I am instituting a new rule in my life. If I catch anyone lying to my face, they're out. One strike.

Gonna try version B tomorrow, big night out planned. Let's see what happens.

(05-11-2017, 04:34 PM)Have at ye Wrote: [ -> ]Still a rollercoaster, though with moments of pure bliss in-between.

I have noticed that I actually feel physically ill when faced with falsehood, manipulative behaviors, lies, etc.

I am instituting a new rule in my life. If I catch anyone lying to my face, they're out. One strike.

Gonna try version B tomorrow, big night out planned. Let's see what happens.

I'm with you man. I once approached a gorgeous girl in the supermarket. She was really sexy in her demeanor too. not slutty but sexy and seductive. Like a high class woman that isn';t afraid of being a sex symbol because she knows who she is. Just thinking about her...!

Anyhow, I was trying to pick her up of course and she was responding pretty well but then she was like "I don't do that" (in response to her being married and me not caring) I was like "oh don't even lie to me" and got so turned off by her I started walking away.

She was like "your loss!" (Thus confirming my suspicions that she sleeps around) but I told her lying was no good for me.

Anyhow yeah.

Zero tolerance is where it's at for lies. Your loss? She doesn't even know what's happening.

(05-11-2017, 06:35 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Zero tolerance is where it's at for lies. Your loss? She doesn't even know what's happening.

Lol yeah that's another aspect of it for sure. Most people are just going through the motions and I bring a possibility of escaping that.

"Hot" women get away with whatever they want with 99.99999% of guys. That teeny tiny remainder, they usually screw up with because of that. I have had to toss many a "hottie" out of my life for being unruly, disrespectful, untrustworthy, drug using, lying, thieving, backstabbing, success destroying, time wasting, psychotic, arrogant, manipulative, controlling, demanding, sexist, racist and on and on.

Currently I am watching with amusement as one flounders to get my attention and interest back after signalling interest and then when I responded, slapping me in the face (proverbially) with "You're not good enough for me" attitude and actions.

My response was to simply ignore her. Now she can't seem to figure out how to get that interest and attention back, and it's driving her nuts. And I am simply amused while I continue to ignore her.

The only figure it out when it's too late if they're smart... the rest never do.

(05-11-2017, 06:51 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]"Hot" women get away with whatever they want with 99.99999% of guys. That teeny tiny remainder, they usually screw up with because of that. I have had to toss many a "hottie" out of my life for being unruly, disrespectful, untrustworthy, drug using, lying, thieving, backstabbing, success destroying, time wasting, psychotic, arrogant, manipulative, controlling, demanding, sexist, racist and on and on.

Currently I am watching with amusement as one flounders to get my attention and interest back after signalling interest and then when I responded, slapping me in the face (proverbially) with "You're not good enough for me" attitude and actions.

My response was to simply ignore her. Now she can't seem to figure out how to get that interest and attention back, and it's driving her nuts. And I am simply amused while I continue to ignore her.

The only figure it out when it's too late if they're smart... the rest never do.

It's a shame really, especially when women can and do try their best to be the girl a guy wants at times. I do hope dmsi will increase this so that even those girls come around.

(05-11-2017, 06:59 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-11-2017, 06:51 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]"Hot" women get away with whatever they want with 99.99999% of guys. That teeny tiny remainder, they usually screw up with because of that. I have had to toss many a "hottie" out of my life for being unruly, disrespectful, untrustworthy, drug using, lying, thieving, backstabbing, success destroying, time wasting, psychotic, arrogant, manipulative, controlling, demanding, sexist, racist and on and on.

Currently I am watching with amusement as one flounders to get my attention and interest back after signalling interest and then when I responded, slapping me in the face (proverbially) with "You're not good enough for me" attitude and actions.

My response was to simply ignore her. Now she can't seem to figure out how to get that interest and attention back, and it's driving her nuts. And I am simply amused while I continue to ignore her.

The only figure it out when it's too late if they're smart... the rest never do.

It's a shame really, especially when women can and do try their best to be the girl a guy wants at times. I do hope dmsi will increase this so that even those girls come around.

Ironically, this girl I mentioned... woman, really, she's 21... wasn't giving me anything but attitude after I made it known that I was interested also... until I started using DMSI.

DMSI seems to have her interested again. I guess now I am good enough for her. Which only makes me shake my head and ignore her. But the point is, it will make even those girls come around, if you execute.

(05-11-2017, 08:32 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-11-2017, 06:59 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-11-2017, 06:51 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]"Hot" women get away with whatever they want with 99.99999% of guys. That teeny tiny remainder, they usually screw up with because of that. I have had to toss many a "hottie" out of my life for being unruly, disrespectful, untrustworthy, drug using, lying, thieving, backstabbing, success destroying, time wasting, psychotic, arrogant, manipulative, controlling, demanding, sexist, racist and on and on.

Currently I am watching with amusement as one flounders to get my attention and interest back after signalling interest and then when I responded, slapping me in the face (proverbially) with "You're not good enough for me" attitude and actions.

My response was to simply ignore her. Now she can't seem to figure out how to get that interest and attention back, and it's driving her nuts. And I am simply amused while I continue to ignore her.

The only figure it out when it's too late if they're smart... the rest never do.

It's a shame really, especially when women can and do try their best to be the girl a guy wants at times. I do hope dmsi will increase this so that even those girls come around.

Ironically, this girl I mentioned... woman, really, she's 21... wasn't giving me anything but attitude after I made it known that I was interested also... until I started using DMSI.

DMSI seems to have her interested again. I guess now I am good enough for her. Which only makes me shake my head and ignore her. But the point is, it will make even those girls come around, if you execute.

Yeah the executing is tricky. I feel very clear some days but it seems like I can't connect with people, rather, it seems like THEY are resisting connecting with me. Elusive almost.

Anyhow, maybe you could train that girl to show her how you wish she'd be?

Nah, not interested. She blew it. lol

Lol, fair enough.

I've switched to ver. B the day before yesterday - now I will try two weeks of it. I have not done more than 5 days of ver. B at a time, always got cold feet and switched back to A after starting to get proper results - I think it's time to try it out for real.

Gonna proceed with the 'ol switcharoo from now on - two weeks B, two weeks A, until ver. 3.2 is released.

Also, I upped the volume a bit (by about 10dB) last week. Seems fine for now.

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Also, a very interesting article I chanced upon today: https://aeon.co/amp/essays/consciousness...-inference