07-01-2017, 06:33 AM
So, nothing happened during the road trip. We were at a concert and had a great time together. Just that nothing happened. This was on Monday-Tuesday, I had been doing A over the weekend and switched to B night to Monday, which I've been doing since.
When we were on the way home, I got accused of manspreading where I just said: "Sorry, can't do anything about my biological functions giving me balls that I don't wanna crush." They responded with spreading their legs and asking if they could do that as well, where I just responded with "Sure thing". They immediately stopped spreading their legs, started being apologetic towards me. 30 minutes later I feel how something has cleared. I start projecting Aura and go into a Euphoric mode. Shortly afterward both girls start touching me in subtle ways, leaning towards me and everything. *Couldn't the aura started projecting while we were at the hotel, not while we're in the car*
On Wednesday I went and played football with some of the guys, nice time. I could feel the aura projecting the whole time and celebrity effect was nice. Girls were obviously looking and attracted to me, they "just" physically avoided me.
Thursday I did 7 loops, again I could feel the aura projecting during the majority of the day. Never went outside so can't say for sure though.
Yesterday (Friday) I woke up with a headache and a sore throat. Ugh. Was freezing the majority of the day, and just generally feeling bad. Thinking I had gone into a clearing cycle or resistance. Couldn't feel the aura at all, had a bad appetite and didn't wanna eat anything.
I arrived at a place and chatted with some friends, conversations were just flowing and I had a fun time. Nothing extraordinary but it all just flowed, regardless of who I started chatting with. Can't say I noticed any IoIs or such.
I was tired so I went away from everybody else. Just sitting down and enjoying being alone. More or less at least. One at a time people came and talked to me and before I know it I have my own lil group of people which I have a great time with. All in all 5 new people approached me that night, 3 girls. Can't remember interacting with any of these people before, having seen them before but not even introducing ourselves. 1 girl was completely new to me.
I needed this experience for myself. I have never had a problem with attracting girls, just getting further (rapport, connection).
I see now that the reason for that was that I never gave them any opportunity, I have always been after finding the "funniest" group, figuring out which people of which I will have the best time with. Going from group to group to group to group without ever really getting that deeper interaction one needs for a deeper relationship, regardless of what kind of relationship. I have been too reliant on other people to create my fun, instead of having fun by myself and allowing people to come to me.
It's harder for girls (but also for men) to approach someone who seems to just move around all over the place, from one group to another. Where they will lose sight of you from time to time, they're all waiting for the "right time, right opportunity" to engage with someone. I personally have done that myself. So when they feel like it's "the right time", I will screw it up "for them" if I move from point Z to point X.
The reason I got approached yesterday was not that the aura was stronger because I was more cleared or such, at least that's not what I would say, that had an indirect effect. It was because I gave other people the opportunity to approach me and reach out to me. Because I wasn't moving all over the place.
I was validating myself by going to a place where I initially was alone. I wasn't seeking other people to provide me with the happiness/validation I needed/wanted to have a good time. I gave it to myself and allowed other people to join me, allowing us all to have a good time. They just had to take the first step towards me.
When we were on the way home, I got accused of manspreading where I just said: "Sorry, can't do anything about my biological functions giving me balls that I don't wanna crush." They responded with spreading their legs and asking if they could do that as well, where I just responded with "Sure thing". They immediately stopped spreading their legs, started being apologetic towards me. 30 minutes later I feel how something has cleared. I start projecting Aura and go into a Euphoric mode. Shortly afterward both girls start touching me in subtle ways, leaning towards me and everything. *Couldn't the aura started projecting while we were at the hotel, not while we're in the car*
On Wednesday I went and played football with some of the guys, nice time. I could feel the aura projecting the whole time and celebrity effect was nice. Girls were obviously looking and attracted to me, they "just" physically avoided me.
Thursday I did 7 loops, again I could feel the aura projecting during the majority of the day. Never went outside so can't say for sure though.
Yesterday (Friday) I woke up with a headache and a sore throat. Ugh. Was freezing the majority of the day, and just generally feeling bad. Thinking I had gone into a clearing cycle or resistance. Couldn't feel the aura at all, had a bad appetite and didn't wanna eat anything.
I arrived at a place and chatted with some friends, conversations were just flowing and I had a fun time. Nothing extraordinary but it all just flowed, regardless of who I started chatting with. Can't say I noticed any IoIs or such.
I was tired so I went away from everybody else. Just sitting down and enjoying being alone. More or less at least. One at a time people came and talked to me and before I know it I have my own lil group of people which I have a great time with. All in all 5 new people approached me that night, 3 girls. Can't remember interacting with any of these people before, having seen them before but not even introducing ourselves. 1 girl was completely new to me.
I needed this experience for myself. I have never had a problem with attracting girls, just getting further (rapport, connection).
I see now that the reason for that was that I never gave them any opportunity, I have always been after finding the "funniest" group, figuring out which people of which I will have the best time with. Going from group to group to group to group without ever really getting that deeper interaction one needs for a deeper relationship, regardless of what kind of relationship. I have been too reliant on other people to create my fun, instead of having fun by myself and allowing people to come to me.
It's harder for girls (but also for men) to approach someone who seems to just move around all over the place, from one group to another. Where they will lose sight of you from time to time, they're all waiting for the "right time, right opportunity" to engage with someone. I personally have done that myself. So when they feel like it's "the right time", I will screw it up "for them" if I move from point Z to point X.
The reason I got approached yesterday was not that the aura was stronger because I was more cleared or such, at least that's not what I would say, that had an indirect effect. It was because I gave other people the opportunity to approach me and reach out to me. Because I wasn't moving all over the place.
I was validating myself by going to a place where I initially was alone. I wasn't seeking other people to provide me with the happiness/validation I needed/wanted to have a good time. I gave it to myself and allowed other people to join me, allowing us all to have a good time. They just had to take the first step towards me.