04-02-2010, 08:12 AM
Thought I'd start a journal on this sub. I listened to stage 1 and 2 for 32 days each and I'm now 19 days into the third stage. The upshot of this is that I now feel like I'm finally developing and polishing of the mindset I have worked so hard on the past 2 years. I've explored so many different avenues and approached 'self improvement' (I hate that phrase lol) from all different angles, but none of them have been as effortless as listening to this sub. I've never had to put in such little work for as much reward. Only one other area has been as successful for me as subliminals. I'm sure Shannon knows which one I mean.
The 'Fight Club' phase from stage 1 and 2 is now over. I'm no longer the narrator over compensating by being Tyler Durden. Like the Narrator I found a better, healthier medium between the two polarities and no longer needed Tyler. So I shot him so to speak. My 'Fight club' phase was simply becoming irritated regularly at peoples basic commands or behaviour. I was on guard, almost looking and seeking for someone to ask me to do something so I could say no. This is gone, I'm now cool and laid back, completely indifferent to saying yes or no to people - whatever I feel like doing I'll do. Ironically people are now asking me things to do less and less - instead they now look to me for direction.
If I'm not confident in every situation just yet, I'm at least comfortable. No real fluctuation in my over all attitude and self esteem. Even if I have a bad day and negative thoughts creep in, this doesn't seem to effect my external attitude. I'm now at the stage where external reactions and effects are starting to appear more obvious to me.
This sub is great. My only concern is that the sub will make me rely on attracting women purely because of my dominant presence. I want to have that aura plus a sexual aura too (you know the squint in the eyes, seductive look aure). No problem, once I've finished stage 6 I'll replace it with Develop and Aura of Sexiness for a few months along with the 'live in the moment' sub I can't wait for.
The 'Fight Club' phase from stage 1 and 2 is now over. I'm no longer the narrator over compensating by being Tyler Durden. Like the Narrator I found a better, healthier medium between the two polarities and no longer needed Tyler. So I shot him so to speak. My 'Fight club' phase was simply becoming irritated regularly at peoples basic commands or behaviour. I was on guard, almost looking and seeking for someone to ask me to do something so I could say no. This is gone, I'm now cool and laid back, completely indifferent to saying yes or no to people - whatever I feel like doing I'll do. Ironically people are now asking me things to do less and less - instead they now look to me for direction.
If I'm not confident in every situation just yet, I'm at least comfortable. No real fluctuation in my over all attitude and self esteem. Even if I have a bad day and negative thoughts creep in, this doesn't seem to effect my external attitude. I'm now at the stage where external reactions and effects are starting to appear more obvious to me.
This sub is great. My only concern is that the sub will make me rely on attracting women purely because of my dominant presence. I want to have that aura plus a sexual aura too (you know the squint in the eyes, seductive look aure). No problem, once I've finished stage 6 I'll replace it with Develop and Aura of Sexiness for a few months along with the 'live in the moment' sub I can't wait for.