Subliminal Talk

Be calm. It wasn't aimed at you. All in good taste

The thing is I still cant believe this woman fuck up her chance to know me when she was so attracted.

Don't know. Seems like the subliminal or external world has some catching up to do to match your concious thinking

Day 16:
I'm bored, I'm trying to find something that doesn't bore me to death. I even used pheromone today. I almost forgot that one crazy girl called me “handsome guy” in a library.
My motivation is at it's lowest, I still do things that need to be done but it's like everything is meaningless. I lost almost all interest to read the forum, it's boring to read it, some AM6 and SM3 journal are still interesting but mostly boring, it's like reading pua, it's boring. I'm wondering why I'm still writing all that, I should live my life instead.
While I still like to talk with women and interact with them there has been a huge drop there too, mainly neediness and a part of needy motivation. It's like there is a good motivation to get things done that came from AM6 but now I'm bored and everything seems worthless, a waste of time. What I like to do right now is creating perfume, I like to go out but most of the stuff are boring.

Day 18:
My mood is strange recently, it's like I'm social and not social at the same time. I'm happy and bored, my mood fluctuate from very good to bored. I'm motivated then I'm not. I'm happy to get out then I get bored and it feels really boring.
I have a lot of dreams around women, story unfolding in all kinds of way. I ask myself a lot of question about women, about self worth about neediness. This stage is not the most pleasant to me at least as of now, it could be some resistance.

Day 21:
It's seems there was some resistance and it's gone now, I wake up more motivated today.
I approach a girl it was cool, didn't do it for long time so maybe it was time.
She reacted good, she was pleased, she was reading a book near the beach, older than me it seems but she was beautiful enough. So I talked to her for like 4 minutes. I ask her what book she is reading, she laughed and said a very stupid book( Meaning that the books sucks thank you for talking to me)
At the end she went away, but said “A plus” which mean something like “see you next time”. It seems she was intimidated, it was weird to hear that as I don't know her and I didn't ask her number. I didn't want to, I wanted to see what she would do. Strange maybe she wanted me to ask for a number. Well I didn't want to ask for it. I don't want to be nice with girls right now.
20 minutes after that a guy approached me, a bisexual guy. I talk to him for 20 minutes. He said that girls are beautiful today at the beginning to draw my attention. Then he talked about orgy, he said he organize orgy, to impress me. Then at the end I realized he just wanted sex with me.
He invited me to his house tomorrow and said he will suck my d*** . Lol I'm not into gay thing but it was interesting to see his approach.

SM3 works, I manifested a gay guy . I will keep his contact, we never know maybe he has a lot of friend girls and we could do an orgy. I told him I'm not interested about gay stuff but he didn't stop proposing me. So I took his number and I said I will think about it.

Hahaha You can have them!. I'll go down the river and find that old man and give him your number! hahaha

I also attracted a gay guy while doing AM once. There is one thing I see as useless in the script is the part about homosexuality. Something signaling that you don't like them. It seems useless to me. A part about being attractive is that you will attract them also. Why waste the script for that. I'm sure this was ask due to some guys who was afraid to attract homosexual.

I won't be talking about the dream I had the day before I attracted that gay. I'm sure some will freak out otherwise.

Day 23:
I don't notice it but I can become angry very easily if someone disrespect me. SM3 makes it hard to focus on something boring. Life can be the greatest joy or the greatest boredom depending on what I do, going out is fun, reading a book is boring. It's bees a very long time I didn't read a complete book, just after 30 mins I get bored, this is very different from who I am, I used to be very patient.
Strange the way I learn with subliminal. I was thinking about something during the week, I was looking for something and today I finally found what I was looking for. It was in an old hard drive that I forgot it was there. In there I found a book that I downloaded 3 years ago that I probably didn't read or didn't understand. There was something about the difference between how women see sex and how man see sex. Even about men being more idealistic than women in a relationship.
This book is written by a female who seems to really understand the male point of view without degrading him, it's even the opposite, she says that men are more loving than women are, they get more needy, loving, and usually it's the women that break the relationship.

Day 26:
It seems the last resistance is gone and now I'm fully enjoying this stage again.
Attractiveness seems to have increase again. I went to a club yesterday, there was a cougar woman who came next to me at the bar. She engaged the conversation at lot of times, she also touch my body in a very obvious manner, she touch me with with her back (ass), her hair, she bent over near me. She talked a lot about stupid things around, it seems she wasn't completely sober. I went away after 10 minutes.
Before that cougar came the girl that was with my friends and I met the last time I wen't to this club saw me and came talk to me. If you remember this girl was very attracted to me the first time I met her. This time she came and I didn't recognize her, she asked me if I knew who she was and I didn't know. We talk a bit and she was with a group of friends girl. But they were too timid for my taste, boring girl even if they are not ugly.

Then I went dancing and I saw a lot of girls checking me out more than the last time. They are not like men though, they don't chase their prey, some of them don't even try to seduce me but I know they are interested by the way they look at me. It was unbelievable at one point how much women were looking at me. It was around 1pm, and every time a girl was passing near me she did the same thing, came to the same angle and look at me with the same look, the same gesture. It was crazy.
The last hurdle to me is to find a way to dance with them in a good manner other solution is to talk to them. I talked to one of them outside and she liked it, there a good smile on her face, we lock eyes also, but I didn't continue the conversation, and her friends came 1 minute after that.
I use IMPI red after 2 hours and it seems to improve things even further. I added some NPA after 3 house but it didn't seem to do something useful to me. I was a bit more alpha. But around this time there is not enough girls and most of them are tired, and I get unoticed.
Today I noticed a lot of young women looking at me. I lost a chance to approach a very beautiful girl. But the checking out in town has increased too, I was talking with a friend in the street and very women passing by was looking at me.
SM3 is back at full power, it's intense. I still have a lot of shyness to remove, I hope the next stage will help with that.

edit: I also noticed that I'm very cold to women, there was one women a bit crazy that was dancing all over the place and she danced very near me. And she did it repeatedly, the other women around were watching how I would react it was so obvious and funny. This women was a bit older than me. She came to dance near me a lot of time. At one point she completely touch me with all her body and said sorry like she didn't do it on purpose. I look at her with a bored look, and I didn't say anything. She said sorry again but she just wanted to engage conversation. But I wasn't interested in her, I was just bored and even angry I guess because she kept excusing herself, I didn't want to talk to her. It's repulsing when a women behave in a crazy manner, she was attractive though but not enough.

Interesting that you mentioned the bored thing lately man poeple tell me you look/sound bored


I am also loosing interest in this forum, i might take a longer break from it

A few things I forgot to mention:

-I don't drink in clubs anymore, if I drink it's only one beer. It's certainly the reason why I can't dance with girls in the dance floor anymore. Though there is a good improvement I don't feel completely at ease yet.

-I don't smoke either, I don't like the feeling I have when I smoke, it makes me feel beta (normal cigarette).

-I noticed I have a look in my eyes, a deadly look, it's very powerful and intense, exactly like Dzeemo in the pictures he shared. It might be what is called "Raw animal magnetism" . It might have been present since the beginner of stage 2 because I remember one of my teacher shocked said "wow what a look" when I looked at him because he was talking about me. It seems I do it automatically when I walk but I don't do it when I look at myself in the mirror that's why I didn't noticed it at first.

-When I look myself in the mirror I feel much more handsome, it's like there is a glow on my face, like it's pure or something, like some very beautiful women skin/face. I know why women are so attracted to me now. In stage 1 and at the beginning of Stage 2 I didn't understand why.

-I also couldn't use some cloth I had anymore, it felt not attractive enough to me. It didn't fit my vibe, like it was some kid cloths. This were the cloth I used to wear in clubs.

Can you explaoin the thing with cigarettes further because i also noticed an increase in betaness from some cigarettes.

I never smoke a lot, just for fun when I'm with some friends. But recently I noticed that just one cigarette and I lose my frame. I feel very weak and I do stupid things, even worst than alcohol (feeling is different though).
I was playing poker once with friends and I smoked a cigarette, I felt very weak then and played poorly. I was like a little girl making stupid jokes about stupid things.
One time I smoke a cigarette at a club and then I was weak again, It was hard to walk confidently. I couldn't believe one cigarette could make me so weak, I don't smoke often so I notice more effects when I smoke like when you don't drink alcohol often.

(04-24-2016, 02:30 AM)Alpha360 Wrote: [ -> ]I never smoke a lot, just for fun when I'm with some friends. But recently I noticed that just one cigarette and I lose my frame. I feel very weak and I do stupid things, even worst than alcohol (feeling is different though).
I was playing poker once with friends and I smoked a cigarette, I felt very weak then and played poorly. I was like a little girl making stupid jokes about stupid things.
One time I smoke a cigarette at a club and then I was weak again, It was hard to walk confidently. I couldn't believe one cigarette could make me so weak, I don't smoke often so I notice more effects when I smoke like when you don't drink alcohol often.

Exactly like my experience amazing do you remember which cigarette it was? Marlboro maybe

Philip morris, Malboro seems to do the same.

I used to feel the same way having smoked for 2 years. The reason you feel that way is a bit of guilt because you're going against you're principles ; cigarettes are a sex magnets worse nightmare in my view. Although rolling your own cigarettes without all the commercial chemicals is an entire different story.