Yeah I sense a new mode has been unlocked inside of me..
Go see Dante's Inferno thread for more details
Ya liquid. AM6 made me love work. Now SM3 made earning money effortless. I wake up when I want. Work when I want. Play when I want. Any time of the day and night. No one to answer to except myself. The changes are quite huge especially in the first half
Short update on past few days
Noticed more present to the moment and being more myself.
Feel eyes of women are more on me. Had two teenage girls follow me around subtly in the supermarket yesterday.
More smiles and interest too. Not as much as I'd like but since ready Dante's post he mentioned getting over any emotional problems and anxiety, things like that. I did run into someone I knew today and usually when I am out and I see people I know or used to know.
Past me would ignore them or walk on by without acknowleding them. I'd pretend to notice the ground or something else and just plain ignore them. That was an issue of mine for years. I would also be like this around my own family. I am not sure what exactly contributes to this behaviour but it was not healthy i know that much.
Present me - since using SM3
As I said I ran into someone today and instead of my past self behaviour I acknowledged the guy. I said "hey man hows it going?" we had a brief convo. I could tell he felt awkward because like I said I never usually engage people so he's new to the new me. But it was a good convo and we mentioned catching up sometime so in terms of improvement in this area it was like 1000% better.
I feel like knowing more about myself internally will make me a better person. I am truely blessed to be who I am and I am excited for the future. Let the good times roll
More to come
LM
Family is awesome for anxiety man. No one else has had as much time to scrutinize your mistakes and crush your dreams as a member of your family lol. Awesome progress man. Keep kicking ass!
Just wanted to post something I forgot a while back
Since nearing end stage 1/ into stage 2 I have not masturbated. Not once. I's been nearly over a month and I only just noticed the other day lol
A weird feeling. I am horny but I refrain from doing it for whatever reason. It's been a nice build up and I've read many good things from no fap and sperm retention posts. These guys say it helps improve a lot of things for them. I've noticed some improvements such as energy and social abilities etc but could be the sub too. Either way I've decided since I've made it this far I'm going to go all the way and try not masturbate for the remainder of SM3...maybe longer. I will only release my loads on a girls face/ass/breasts or inside her so...she better bring her brolly!
Anyways with regards to updates on the sub I went out with my best friend, his gf (who is another best friend of mine) and his parents for meal/bowling.
Noticed I was getting a few looks from girls here and there and the bowling ally was FULL of them everywhere. Was nuts.
Also in the restaurant as we queue up by the door, an attractive blonde kept nudging me with her elbow. it wasn't an accidental nudge, it was deliberate - as if she was trying to get my attention in a very blatant way. It seems girls are still a bit shy around me but thats okay.
Also restaurant full of girls too. I really do need to go out more. Increase my exposure around areas where girls could be.
There was a table full of 4 girls next to ours and one of the girls kept looking over and when I glanced back she was like DIHL. 
leepy:
It seems SM3 draws more power when I actually decide to f**king leave my house and do shit hahaha might have to plan a trip into town soon.
This is good for me because it shows you cant let the subs do everything. You actually need to get up off your ass and go out into the world.
I'll do just that
LM
I am nearing the end of stage 1 too and i confirm the decrease in the urge to masturbate. It is like yiu described it "you are horney almost all the time, but simply no williness to masturbate. It struck me that even the way i m horney, is different:-)it is like some deep-seated horney feeling, if this means anything!
I am still feeling very tired. And i do not remember in my entire life that i sleep this much.even when i wake up afetr 12 or 14hours of sleepm im still tired.
the best thing i m getting from stage one of SM3 are the dreams.they are awsome but i can not remember them all. One patern is clear , though:i dream of girls that i know in my life and i m willing to f***k. In the dreams they are naked and making out with me.sometimes some weird sex positions. May be it is a good way to start making out with them in my dream as a kind of warm up:-)
Just did another personality test. I like to do these every so often as using the subs can often change a lot without you realising. Therefore I wanted to try see if it was still the same as it was during AM6
I am ENTP which is still the same as it was. A good thing as I believe this is what I am deep down inside too. Going to research this type a lot more and base my life on how they are supposed to live. Including career types, entrepreneur ideas, life styles etc.
Anyone doing a new sub I encourage you to do the same. Never know what it might do to help you move forward! Try it and report back with your results! I'd love to hear
LM
Woke up today feeling a bit differently. I feel wiser somehow. Somewhat smarter in a way
Whether this is the no fapping or subs I am not entirely sure.
I do remember thinking about how jobs agencies in the UK are awful. I'm currently on an agency who rang me up about a new job last year. Well they not only f**cked it up for me which meant I couldn't start my new job but have to wait until april to start and they haven't gotten off their arse to find me any other work until then. Complete joke. I remembered thinking how telling the truth on CV's and sending them to places who require "Oh yes you must have 50 years experience to work for us what ho!" is just getting you no where. I'm tempted to fake a CV to look really well and apply for a managers job or something (my friend did that and is now a store manager at holland and barrett)
I was also just thinking more clearly and feeling a lot better despite my circumstances (im the unluckiest person with regards to finding jobs i swear)
Also not been thinking about women as much which means I'm less impressed by needing women to fulfill my life and to have sex with to feed my ego. I really don't care that much. If I have sex, I have sex woo. No real big deal for me currently.
Issue is I've been buying the subs in stages and I may not have enough to buy stages 3 and 4 in a few weeks time. I'm not sure what to do if I can't get them in time. Anyone got any ideas how I don't imbalance myself?
Be much appreciated
LM
(02-04-2016, 10:25 AM)LiquidMind Wrote: [ -> ]
Woke up today feeling a bit differently. I feel wiser somehow. Somewhat smarter in a way
Whether this is the no fapping or subs I am not entirely sure.
I do remember thinking about how jobs agencies in the UK are awful. I'm currently on an agency who rang me up about a new job last year. Well they not only f**cked it up for me which meant I couldn't start my new job but have to wait until april to start and they haven't gotten off their arse to find me any other work until then. Complete joke. I remembered thinking how telling the truth on CV's and sending them to places who require "Oh yes you must have 50 years experience to work for us what ho!" is just getting you no where. I'm tempted to fake a CV to look really well and apply for a managers job or something (my friend did that and is now a store manager at holland and barrett)
I was also just thinking more clearly and feeling a lot better despite my circumstances (im the unluckiest person with regards to finding jobs i swear)
Also not been thinking about women as much which means I'm less impressed by needing women to fulfill my life and to have sex with to feed my ego. I really don't care that much. If I have sex, I have sex woo. No real big deal for me currently.
Issue is I've been buying the subs in stages and I may not have enough to buy stages 3 and 4 in a few weeks time. I'm not sure what to do if I can't get them in time. Anyone got any ideas how I don't imbalance myself?
Be much appreciated
LM
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(02-04-2016, 10:53 AM)Alpha360 Wrote: [ -> ] (02-04-2016, 10:25 AM)LiquidMind Wrote: [ -> ]
Woke up today feeling a bit differently. I feel wiser somehow. Somewhat smarter in a way
Whether this is the no fapping or subs I am not entirely sure.
I do remember thinking about how jobs agencies in the UK are awful. I'm currently on an agency who rang me up about a new job last year. Well they not only f**cked it up for me which meant I couldn't start my new job but have to wait until april to start and they haven't gotten off their arse to find me any other work until then. Complete joke. I remembered thinking how telling the truth on CV's and sending them to places who require "Oh yes you must have 50 years experience to work for us what ho!" is just getting you no where. I'm tempted to fake a CV to look really well and apply for a managers job or something (my friend did that and is now a store manager at holland and barrett)
I was also just thinking more clearly and feeling a lot better despite my circumstances (im the unluckiest person with regards to finding jobs i swear)
Also not been thinking about women as much which means I'm less impressed by needing women to fulfill my life and to have sex with to feed my ego. I really don't care that much. If I have sex, I have sex woo. No real big deal for me currently.
Issue is I've been buying the subs in stages and I may not have enough to buy stages 3 and 4 in a few weeks time. I'm not sure what to do if I can't get them in time. Anyone got any ideas how I don't imbalance myself?
Be much appreciated
LM
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In all seriousness though I wouldn't pirate something I'd later have to pay for. I feel that if I want a product I simply pay for it. Works out better for all parties that way.
Alpha 360 you should know better about the rules of the forum..
2. Encouraging others to break the law, especially with regards to stealing, pirating, or "sharing" digital goods or intellectual property, is not acceptable and not allowed.
3. Those who encouraging others to break the law, especially with regards to stealing, pirating, or "sharing" digital goods or intellectual property, may be banned at any time, permanently, at the discretion of the forum administrators, and without warning or explanation.
Thanks for that Ben, number 3 sounded scary but we are blessed to have a mod like u that really has great discretion. I'm being honest!
Ben I know my post could have been misinterpreted but what I wanted to say is that it's impossible.
, there is no way out.
Anyway I said I feel like I wanted to break the law but I didn't say I will do it. Sorry if it is misrepresented. It seems AM6 is removing some fear I have so I'm no longer fearing breaking the law. All I have to do now is to think properly and not do it because I know it's stupid to break the law.
I never said to him that he should do it.
So let's forget about it, I don't want to be banned for that. So sorry for that, won't happen again.