Subliminal Talk

Stage 2 Day 1

Finally the next Stage, wondering what will coming up now. Didnt feel any change in the few hours of being on the new stage yet compared to stage 1.

Started on STM and taking internet business more serious now!

Stage 2 Day 2

Had alot of Energy, didnt need any nap and waking up early.

Just acepted. With great payment and interesting projects in the future.
Finaly get bet into a big city in a month.
Awsome

Stage 2 Day 3

Had alot of weird dreams were i woke up covered in my own sweat.
Felling happy from inside and positive about my future. Just total relaxed.

Sad i cant remember what my dreams where about

Stage 2 Day 4

Nothing really happen. Just another day

Stage 2 Day 5

Feeling slightly depressed again. Dont know if my new job is the right thing. I should just keep travelling around the world and follow my passion but at some point i have to work again

(04-04-2016, 07:40 AM)Dano Wrote: [ -> ]

(04-03-2016, 11:58 PM)HorizonPUA Wrote: [ -> ]Stage 2 Day 5

Feeling slightly depressed again. Dont know if my new job is the right thing. I should just keep travelling around the world and follow my passion but at some point i have to work again

I hear ya about the job thing but if you don't like it, there's millions of others out there just gotta find out that makes you happy. perhaps something with a lot of travel?

Yeah, something with travel would be great, but this jobs are usually underpaid and still cant really travel free.
At the moment i will just get this well paid job for a year or two. I can save up alot there for a new around-the-world-trip, living in a big city which i love, with many beautiful girls.
Additionaly i will build up my privat Affiliate-Business in the evenings to hopefully have enough income in 2 years to quit forever

So in the end i do a job i dont really like, but i will get alot out of it
And its not that i will work my ass of as an Software-Developer and in Germany we still have alot of holidays

Stage 2 Day 6

Feeling good today, getting alot of things done.
Got a job and a flat, being in contact with alot of old friends i will meet up again and some business contacts for a mastermind group.
Making faster decisions now as in the past i always was very indecisive...

Also seems like people notice me alot and treat me in a very respectfull way

Stage 2 Day 7

Tried to hear on a bit higher volumne, seem like effect is stronger. Just wanne be careful to not damage my ears if i listen nonstop at night, but seems like still a comfortable level.

Feeling relaxed and in control today. Had some crazy dreams again, need to begin dreamjournal to remember my dreams better.

Stage 2 Day 8

Searching for a flat currently, but its pretty hard since there is a big scarcity in my city.
Otehrwise feeling pretty relaxed and good.

Stage 2 Day 9

Less and less in my head and just enjoiny the moment. Its a great feeling since I dont worry so much anymore. I realized that i can handle most problems anyway. All the things I worried so much in the past were no big deal afterwards and i can laugh. so why worrie, right?!

Stage 2 Day 10

Feeling more relaxed. I dont have a flat yet and may have some problems when i start to work, but i see it easy, i will find a solution.
Planning already for my next worldtrip

Stage 2 Day 11

What a bad day, feeling absolutly down and depressed. Met my older brother for a family get together,
feeling he is superior, getting more trust from my family and he takes fast action and gets what he wants, even i know i probably have better life.

Also feeling i just procrastinate. Getting new job and home just to earn money and safe up. Its like the hamster wheel and in the end i just accepted the ebst offer i got from the few. Was applying to so many companies. Seems like they dont like my long time off for travelling, also i am afraid since my skillset (IT) actually sucks.

yeah so feeling pretty low, without hope, even i know im probably in the top 3% of people job and lifestyle wise in my country

Stage 2 Day 12

Felling still tired and bit hopeless.
I guess i need to lower my standards and be happy what i already have and experienced, whicht is still alot more teh most people ever do

Stage 2 Day 13

Had a bit of alcohol, first time since 4 month. Feeling tired and had weird dreams:
I was with alot of old friends in a club. The mostly had their girlfriends with them and was drinking and taking drugs. Had not much fun and couldnt dance like them. And people stressed me and wanted to fight, but i was afraid even my friends said u have to stand and fight.
Felt somehow like i faked to be alpha and other wanted to see me being that, but it was all fake and people found out....
Its weird that i can remember it that vivid, normally i have problems to remember dreams.