Subliminal Talk

Stage 1 Day 8

felling a deep and depri. Probabaly because i was drunk this weekend. Also be depri afterwards and also hate to drink lately. Had a alcohol problem in the past. didnt drink in few month and now again....

Otherwise i feel like i doing big steps forward

Stage 1 Day 9

Had alot of negative thoughts and slept ultra long.
Feel like really down, until i started do work for my goals
nearly seems like with AM i get more negative feelings if i dont purchase my goals, so i get pushed to stand up and do sth

Stage 1 Day 10

feeling introverted and bit shy, but people seem to notice me alot and smile towards me. Feeling unsure what i want out of my life and in my future

Stage 1 Day 11

was awake half the night and couldnt sleep. Alot of weird dreams but cant remember
Feeling productive today

Stage 1 Day12

sleeping every day more, getting lazy. I have a deepn in my current life and dont know what i want. I guess AM6 just makes it even harder, but looking forward for the breakthrough.
Going out againn

Stage 1 Day 13

Still sleeping way to long, have to work against it. Any tips?
Getting depressiv from laying around in bed....

Making a list now what i wanne archive and what i have to do daily to get to this goals
Feeling bit bad, since i have no real social contact as i live at home and search for new jobs...

Stage 1 Day 14

awake with energy and motivation
But was out last night alone and had high appraoch anxiety. couldnt open any girl

Stage 1 Day 15

nothing special. reading alot of alpha material
BlackDragon with Alpha Male 2.0 is best i was ever reading!!!

And my Sleephones broke. Any idea to fix it?

Stage 1 Day 16

getting better and better everyday
but tsill my sleephones broke, so miss some time on subs

Stage 1 Day 17

still listening less
reading alot of books about being Alpha and Business
first time i wrote down excately my life misson and personal code
really helpfull and inspiring stuff.
Feeling pumped.

Stage 1 Day 18

Felling great. I meditate daily and seeing big growth.
I read alot of good books and apply the concepts to my life

Stage 1 Day 19

Feeling AWESOME
i meditate alot and do mirror affirmations.
Also i feel listening to subs while meditating has a deep impact

Stage 1 Day 20

What a great day. My meditations get better and deeper every day.
Feeling like my internal talk chnages slowly. In the past it was "you cant do this" you are a looser" "you never will ..." now its more positive.

I think subliminals + meditations + mirror affirmations + sedona method and alot of books/work gives incredible results.

Stage 1 Day 21

Feeling bad and depressed. Didnt went out, instead just lying in bed....
Feeling like on big failure. Nothing is right in my life right now.
No social contacts, no job, no sex, no hobbies...

I work still alot on my beliefs, have the feeling i get stronger, but yesterday was a big setback.
Maybe first time i was real honest with myself, but gave me big motivation to change