Day 32 Stage 5
Well as seems to be the case the effects of this stage weren't felt until the last
week. Primarily the effects on me have been an obsessive compulsion to get into shape, keep my place and car clean and really feel the limitations of my new working environment
No external female results, or rather no new females at all or any reactions from the ones around. My sex drive has stabilized which I'm really grateful about because that part was a nightmare.
I will definitely finish the sub but I won't be running it again or SM until I'm in a better place for women otherwise I might as well be the richest man in the cemetery
I'm happy with the overall internal improvements from both AM and WM and I don't regret doing them for those effects alone. I don't want to enter into the realms of mental masturbation and upset the more '
advanced members' on this forum, but these improvements are big positives for me, personally.
WM is probably better if you're in a place of many single women or at least easy to
come across new ones on a regular basis. Using the old chestnut of a poor
foundation with AM doesn't really fit too well because that's not the whole issue,
it's also the lack of women and availability to meet new ones. I also think that
beautiful and
single are not two words that fit together for women. I mean, come on, really, what beautiful women are single these days? It took me a while to realise this! I think, to be honest, I'd settle for
Not too Bad and Single.
So going forward and after a great deal of thought (and after doing stage 6) I will
take a couple of weeks rest then start the LM/US combo for the rest of the year I
will stick a journal up and put down any interesting occurrences. I'll also try more
masked through the ears, as I've bought a pair of sleephones which people say
are good. US is reckoned to improve the success of subliminals and LM is the
good old short term needs from manifestation sub. I have some 'interesting' goals for this but I don't want to articulate them here..spoilers you know
After these two, or rather in the New Year I will probably do AM6 again to get
another run through under my belt. After that, if I'm still where I am (I'm trying to go back to
London) then I'll go for AYP otherwise I'll do SM3.