04-17-2015, 02:17 PM
Now I reached the end of SM3. I met a girl at a party this week. It turns out that she lives in the same house as me. Had some smalltalk with her that went well. The interesting thing is I met her several times on the floor next day. It's interesting because I never met her before. We had pretty good conversations. I noticed that it was pretty much effortless but I still noticed some discomfort and a slightly inferiority feeling. It is probably because she has a pure ten body. I thing EPRHA will help here. (And AM6 at a later time)
The next thing I noticed in the last few days is that I could appreciate women to a higher degree for who they are. I realized today that I probably still had some hate or anger towards women because of my past experience. However, today I had a much better attitude towards women. There was a more lovely vibe. The book Alpha360 recommended also helped to developed this attitude.
When it comes to the summary so I can't add much more to my pre-summary. The sub had improved certain things but there is still a lot to improve. I will take about ten days off and continue with EPRHA. I hope the upgraded version is there when I begin. Question to Shannon here: If I would continue with AYPSL after SM3, would it catch on the AYP programmings of SM3 and continue the manifestations or would it manifest something different? Or simpler: is the AYP program compatible with the AYP part of SM3?
I am not sure if I want to make a real journal for EPRHA, because I don't feel this way, but I think I will write a summary after the first 32 days (and maybe later again if decide to do it for longer). So far. Thank you for reading my journal. All the best for you.
The next thing I noticed in the last few days is that I could appreciate women to a higher degree for who they are. I realized today that I probably still had some hate or anger towards women because of my past experience. However, today I had a much better attitude towards women. There was a more lovely vibe. The book Alpha360 recommended also helped to developed this attitude.
When it comes to the summary so I can't add much more to my pre-summary. The sub had improved certain things but there is still a lot to improve. I will take about ten days off and continue with EPRHA. I hope the upgraded version is there when I begin. Question to Shannon here: If I would continue with AYPSL after SM3, would it catch on the AYP programmings of SM3 and continue the manifestations or would it manifest something different? Or simpler: is the AYP program compatible with the AYP part of SM3?
I am not sure if I want to make a real journal for EPRHA, because I don't feel this way, but I think I will write a summary after the first 32 days (and maybe later again if decide to do it for longer). So far. Thank you for reading my journal. All the best for you.