My point was that I have already done 31 of 32 days before I started MIR.
Exactly so finish your 32 days then apply the rules accordingly, it doesn't change anything unless you want to skip one day. I don't think you want to do that.
Ok, that's I wasn't sure about. Thanks.
After using MIR for six days I started to listen to SM again last weekend. I didn't felt 100% recovered at that time but I didn't want to start SM from begin on so I started SM again. After two days MIR I felt much better first, but then got worst again. It felt like something older got reactivate or so, don't know. Anyway, in the whole time I didn't felt that bad I would usually do and looking to other people who got sick at the same time as me and still are I would say it was really helpful to do MIR. It just sucks that I have to add nine days to the first stage I almost finished before getting sick. Looking forward for stage 2.
My first week of stage 2 is almost over. In the first few days of the stage I probably hit some resistance because I felt depressed and tired all the time. I was even thinking on giving up this sub. Yesterday was the first day I felt better. I started to feel more open. I was caring about not getting friendzoned in the past, but now I even start on don't caring about that. Besides of this one I also was pretty productive yesterday. I was working almost all the day on things that had to be done and I literally had to force myself to stop working in the evening. The last time I remember being so productive was at stage 3 of AM6. This night I had a dream about a woman. She was hot and started to get closer but I pushed her away in a not-gentleman like manner several times. Then I realized that it was wrong to act like this and I excused myself for doing this stuff. It was a honest feeling of regret and not something to make her still like me. Later in the dream there was a guy pinning me down on the floor. It was like he tried to be dominant. I pushed him away, too. It's like I am pushing people away to make them respect me because I felt this way in the dream.
Still experiencing some resistance so I wasn't in the best mood in the last days. But anyway, I know the sub is doing it's work due to some situations I was in. For example I had lunch and some people I know were there and some I don't know. Even if I felt depressed the given day I felt pretty open to the people. So they started talking to me about different things, even the guy I didn't know. Another day there was a guy I didn't know, too, and he also started talking and came also with different topics. So OAA makes me MUCH more approachable. Even on my bad days I am much more open and approachable than I have been on my best days before doing SM and AM.
The same with other areas of my life. Yesterday I was somehow horny and went to a porn website. But after looking for about a minute on some pics I just started to find it....well...boring - somehow. So I turned off the computer and went out. I wasn't in a club or something, but anyway I wanted to be somewhere where I had a chance to meet other people.
When it comes to women so there isn't much happened. This is also due to the reason that there were just a lot of things that went plain wrong in the last weeks. And even the things that didn't go completely wrong didn't work in the way as expected. Some of the things lead even to more outgoings so some of the debts I paid off raised again. I have been thinking if I am also in some kind of cycle. However, all the things together make it difficult right now. I hope I overcome this bad patch soon.
Today I was doing some PSTEC. First I did two basic tracks and the accelerator. After doing the accelerator there came so much anger and hate towards women that I had to do the basic track and two eef tracks to clear that. I was really surprised about the intensity. It looks like there is still a lot of garbage inside me so I probably will do EPRHA for 1 - 2 month after finishing SM. Some of you might ask why EPRHA and not AM? Well, I definitely will be doing AM again at some point, but I feel like the first run brought me a good first Alpha-Male-Layer but there is still enough junk to deal with. So I feel like give the focus to "bringing out the garbage" first is a good idea. And then I will decide what to do afterwards.
Anyway, I feel like the resistance decreased and it looks like the things around me are getting a bit better, too. Shannon's post about the resistance and the reasons seemed also to be helpful here. When it comes to the sub so it's doing it's work. Few days ago I was at a party. The first thing is I paid only one drink for full. For the other ones I got discount or got it even for free. So who says you need money to be a Sex Magnet
. I also had good eye contact with some women here and several people started talking to me. Some of the I didn't know. So socializing is getting definitely better. The highlight was that while I was standing there for a while two women came over, took my hand and dragged me to the dancefloor without saying anything. Honestly, before starting Shannon's subs I could be happy when women looked at me in a friendly way, and now that! It's a big difference. So if this sub isn't working I don't know what is.
I just have to work on my conversation skills. It isn't difficult to start talking to someone but holding the conversation and leading it to the direction I want - especially with women when I want to take the sexual direction - don't work that good yet. But I don't have got that much practice here so I think I get here better with the time. The same with being in now. I think if I could do that I wouldn't have much trouble with the talking thing. So far.
(11-16-2014, 11:52 AM)sebastian Wrote: [ -> ]It looks like there is still a lot of garbage inside me so I probably will do EPRHA for 1 - 2 month after finishing SM. Some of you might ask why EPRHA and not AM? Well, I definitely will be doing AM again at some point, but I feel like the first run brought me a good first Alpha-Male-Layer but there is still enough junk to deal with. So I feel like give the focus to "bringing out the garbage" first is a good idea. And then I will decide what to do afterwards.
Yep, I'm thinking the same. 1-3 months of EPRHA, maybe followed by AM6. I hadn't realized it, but EPRHA has self-validation and OGSF in it, so it should basically tackle all that junk at once and nothing else (= effective). I mean if you consider that "junk" is either being blocked by your past, blocked by your GSF, or being needy (=lacking self-validation). And I guess then then there's negative programming, like "Sex is bad" and such that are handled in AM/SM/WM.
(11-16-2014, 12:05 PM)LionKing Wrote: [ -> ] (11-16-2014, 11:52 AM)sebastian Wrote: [ -> ]It looks like there is still a lot of garbage inside me so I probably will do EPRHA for 1 - 2 month after finishing SM. Some of you might ask why EPRHA and not AM? Well, I definitely will be doing AM again at some point, but I feel like the first run brought me a good first Alpha-Male-Layer but there is still enough junk to deal with. So I feel like give the focus to "bringing out the garbage" first is a good idea. And then I will decide what to do afterwards.
Yep, I'm thinking the same. 1-3 months of EPRHA, maybe followed by AM6. I hadn't realized it, but EPRHA has self-validation and OGSF in it, so it should basically tackle all that junk at once and nothing else (= effective). I mean if you consider that "junk" is either being blocked by your past, blocked by your GSF, or being needy (=lacking self-validation). And I guess then then there's negative programming, like "Sex is bad" and such that are handled in AM/SM/WM.
Exact.
(11-16-2014, 12:05 PM)LionKing Wrote: [ -> ]. And I guess then then there's negative programming, like "Sex is bad" and such that are handled in AM/SM/WM.
Or do PN on that statement, "Sex is bad" and have it gone in about 15 minutes.
(11-16-2014, 05:06 PM)Geodude Wrote: [ -> ] (11-16-2014, 12:05 PM)LionKing Wrote: [ -> ]. And I guess then then there's negative programming, like "Sex is bad" and such that are handled in AM/SM/WM.
Or do PN on that statement, "Sex is bad" and have it gone in about 15 minutes. :)
Nah, I decided to do SM3 instead :)
Does SM really work ?. It sounds complete bullshit how a subliminal program can create an aura around you to make you attractive to women. I am sure if it really worked everyone would be buying it.
You seem to have some doubt. All I can tell is that there is definitely a progress and I am only at the mid of stage 2. So there are 4 stages left. And if AYP programs are working and bring you your perfect lover why wouldn't creating an aura work, too?
Crazy things happen. Yesterday I had an appointment and had to wait for a while. Other people were there, too. A young girl sat next to me. She was really cute and it looked like she was attracted to me due to the body language I have seen. The crazy thing is that she took a photo of me. I wouldn't realize this but the flashlight of her phone turned on while the phone was turned to my direction. She probably forgot to turn it off because she seemed uncomfortable after that happened, turned immediately the phone away and tried to cover the flashlight (which didn't work well...). After a while she took the phone in her hand again and pointed it again to my direction in a pretty similar way like before. No flashlight the second time, but it looked like she had taken some pics again. She also held the phone a bit lower at a given point. In this position it looked like she was taking pictures of my crotch (!?). I was somehow amused about that stuff.
The really good thing about it is that I became aware of some things that holding me back approaching women. So I almost don't feel a general fear of rejection, but I am really uncomfortable to get rejected if other people are around. I fear somehow that they will laugh at me at this case. I am also uncomfortable starting to talk in such a situation because if all people around are quiet I become the center of attention immediately and I also don't like the idea that they might think I am pervert or something like that. I am sure I had talked to her if that things were different because she really was my type and her body language indicated some interest, too. Probably good stuff to do some PSTEC on.
Anyway, today I felt really attractive and confident like never before. It was like I really have got all my sh*t together. In the same way the neediness I still had regarding some special things/circumstances started to decrease.