Subliminal Talk

Quote:...Overall I've really been enjoying V2, it makes me feel good and I have lots of little pangs of happiness for no reason - these feel like the same as when I was a child and life was stress free. I know I have a long way to go and I dont know what an end game will be, at what point do i say "yeah im fixed"...

Quote:...I am amazed how productive I have become during the past weeks. I almost cannot understand anymore what held me back so long and so hard. I am almost done with my article. It is amazing to watch it grow on a day to day basis...

Quote: ...People that hurt me in my past, that I feel owe me an apology and didn't apologize. I have been able to pretend they don't exist, in my memory their actions that hurt me are like a movie I watched and had no effect on me.

I know they exist because I see and interact with them. EHPRA 2.0 has given me the ability to smile and laugh around them without having to act fake. The way I feel and act are genuine.

I can see from the expression on their face and body language that my actions make them feel uncomfortable, they know that I'm not faking it and they aren't sure how I'm able to feel so at ease around them. The power they had over me is gone.

Quote:...i'm thoroughly enjoying my life right now. good vibes have almost entirely replaced the depression from a couple weeks ago. there was some work to be done, and it was done...

one major note i feel compelled to tell y'all is that i'm SUPER comfortable being myself around people, strangers and friends... and this in and of itself is a far greater female magnet than pheromones and SM3 combined.... granted i only ran sm3 once, and do expect to run it again, but from where i stand, my ability to be ME has been my greatest asset, something i'm learning over the course of the E2 run. i'm blossoming into the best version of myself as possible. although the vibe i have now is a softened version of alpha, i don't believe that i am any "less self actualized" from running this program.

i've been hearing the words "i adore you" and "you are amazing" and "i love you" from women of all types lately. not so much in thes sense that they're attracted to me, but in the sense that i'm a bright light shining in their life... and that definitely makes me feel GOOD...

Quote:This E2 is quite interesting. By that I mean that I feel different every day. It's not always the best of days, but every day something seems to change.

Today for the first time I felt like rather going to class than staying home!!!! WHAT THE FCUK?? I have never in my life felt like rather going out than staying in (with the exception of alcohol). Today I had a class with all new people and I seemed to be an absolute social magnet. My social anxiety seems to lessen with time, since my jokes were on point! At one point a dude in my class couldn't stop laughing for 5 minutes because the timing of what I said was perfect. Actually, usually I wouldn't even talk during class, however this time I was one of the few people who did and I probably talked the most...

Quote:My case has been very difficult and intricate and with E2 I have almost completely got passed my issues...

Quote:...I have noticed that I am standing up for what I believe in and calling people out on their BS that comes my way. Most of the time I just brush it aside, because they're not even worth my time or effort. I also feel a overall contentment, happy, some times just carefree not giving a care about anything sometimes.

Quote:I'm moving the biggest stones of my life with E2. You know, the ones that you throw into your life early on completely unaware of how far reaching and negative the consequences might be.
Yeah, dissolving the problem at the very root...

Quote:...Having high self-esteem is something I've found really elusive before. I can imitate an alpha and for a while I can put myself in the mindset of one and convince other people I am one, but I've never fully BEEN it before. It's always been an act.

This sub has helped me realize what having self-esteem is actually like. I wake up and it feels like there's permanent sunshine on my body. My mood is always high...

Quote:So it's officially been one month of running EPRAHA.

The subliminal continues to be amazing for me as far as emotional healing and growth is concerned and I feel that I've leveled up once or twice while using it....

Quote:...Even if I never used EPHRA2 on its own again, I am 100% satisfied with what it would have given me over the course of 1 month for the price I paid. It's a fantastic program...

Quote:...Almost 3 months in, the way I think has changed to the point of I have seemingly let go of demons that have pulled my strings for the last 20 years of my life, if not longer...

Quote:So i stopped e2 today so that i have a break before aosi. That means i did 24 days. I know this seems low, but with 5.5g the progress made over a short period of time has been unbelievable.

-higher energy everyday, even if im tired i dont feel fatigued if that makes sense. What i used to mistake for fatigue i think was actually negativity wearing me down

-i was a chronic worrier. Theres an event coming up for work that i would usually be worried about. Now i dont think about it and see it as an adventure instead of a potential disaster.

-dont care how im perceived by others and far happier as a result

-feel more joy on a daily basis. Increases love for my family, less concerned with pleasing friends

-feel more comfortable and relaxed in public

-shop workers and random people light up when they see me and engage in pleasantries more

-how traditionally "sexy" a girl is less important. Im more concerned with if she has a pretty smile and a sense of humour. Im a sucker for girls with a loving and genuinely happy laugh that makes me feel all warm and fuzzy. Kim kardashian type big arse/tits and a narcistic personality does nothing for me.

-i want to be a writer but always procrastinated. Since the program started ive been taking steps toward writing. Ive linked my phone up to my pc and throughout the day i think of ideas and jot them down. I read about writing, i listen to interviews from my fav tv writers.

All from 24 days. 5.5g is no joke, i cant imagine a full 6g. Very excited to see what aosi can do with even more advanced tech.

Quote:I feel like I'm going to be a broken record saying this, but E 2 is pretty darn poweful...