Subliminal Talk

Quote:Summary of effects: Everybody has stuff from the past that we haul around for no good reason. EHPRA v5 has helped me dump a lot of that stuff after only two months, stuff that was really bothering me and weighing me down. I don't see that as "mission accomplished", I see that as evidence of how effective it is. I'm giving it the full eight months for two reasons. 1. Use as directed for best results. 2. If I've gotten that benefit already - and I have - what else will this do for me? Only one way to find out.

Quote:Day 104; listen day 2; cycle 16

Rollercoaster day; not extreme, just ups and downs.

I find myself recovering from the downs more easily. My self talk turns positive more quickly, and I get back on an even keel. That's definitely new since I started E5.

Quote:Feel like I’m undergoing a massive shift right now. This is one of the only times I got an urge to use the program out of turn so I am. I’ll add some time off to compensate. At first I was like “this is a mistake” because I felt my head swell up, but that faded and now I realize it was a great choice. I feel like I’m breaking through.

Amazing results are so tantalizingly close. It’s like there’s a thin curtain between me and a titanic shift and the curtain keeps teasing me by revealing a little bit. There’s also a subtle glowing coming from the curtains, indicating there’s something beautiful on the other side. We shall see if “close” means in two weeks or 2 years. I wish I could estimate but all I know is that it’s incredibly close and getting closer each day.

I will update if I notice anything worth trying to explain since my breakthrough is likely to continue into the night. I guess for now I just notice a subtle lucidity rising up from unconscious to conscious. This one’s been happening since OGSF2. That along with an increase in good mood and a feeling like I’m overcoming issues coming up a lot easier. (This isn’t all I notice, just one of the easier to explain.)

P.S just to clarify the breakthrough I’m going through now is different than the “titanic” one I feel coming. That one will be the result of many breakthroughs coalescing.

Edit: I feel more stable, whole and vibrant, and the changes are still coming. It feels like I’m reclaiming a foothold in myself, if that makes sense. It’s like I’m sinking billiards that I’ve been lining up for awhile. It really sucks that I can’t communicate the subjective experience I’m having right now properly. Basically just understand that E6 is fucking awesome and can’t be described in words why. You just have to run it yourself and watch as it changes the entirety of your experience of reality for the better in profound ways. It may take time, like it did for me (almost a decade of subs), but make no mistake, this shit is fucking awesome.

Quote:Listing every transformation I’m going through would be exhausting and impractical. There’s too much to report. A lot of it I don’t fully understand using my logical mind associated with the formation of language anyways. Just wanted to come here and say that my results are awesome and continue to be awesome. I might just dip off and become part of the crowd silently getting results. I’ll probably still post here and there but no promises.

It’s funny because the changes I’m going through don’t feel like that big of a deal, and yet logically I know it is. I just feel like me. I’m aligning more with who I am and stripping away what I am not. I’m beginning to truly live authentically.