whome: UH

[Frosted]

Cycle 4 (Days 40–52)

It’s springtime, and as we move out of the deep freeze the boiler has been cycling even more and the wall has been popping even more. What that means is that of the nine overnights of this cycle, four of those times I had to put in an earplug to sleep before the six loops were complete. However, because I start the sub a while before I go to sleep, I’m usually about 6–7 hours into the 8 hours total, so I did get most of the loops.

I understand that’s not completely following the rules, but right now that’s the best I can do. In a week or so, it should be warm enough that they’ll turn off the boiler for the system and I can just hit play and fall asleep without worrying about things like this.

It’s been four cycles now, and there’s no sign of autoconfig. On the other hand, either the earplug requirement to sleep is interfering, or perhaps it just doesn’t work for me, so I can’t say I’m surprised here. Let’s wait to see what happens once the popping stops, and I’m listening strictly to schedule.

(This summer I’m doing some construction with lights in my ceiling, but come next winter, I am chopping a hole in the wall to figure out what’s up with that popping.)

Meanwhile, I’m emotionally shot. The grief and pain continue to burn, and I’m not sensing anything going on from the sub. I am not ruling out the possibility of it doing something that I’m missing, for the reasons I noted above, but I’m not in any position to catch anything that is only subtly manifesting.

Next on cycle begins Wednesday/Thursday. Maaaybe the boiler will be off by then?

Im interested to see what Shannon has to say about the lackluster results with UH.
Im planning to use it but it doesnt look promising from the journals Ive seen.

Healing isn’t always glorious and can seem unending. Of course it seems underwhelming to you when you’re not experiencing it. But even if you were, healing can be one of those results that are harder to pinpoint when you are running a sub.