07-12-2021, 05:51 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-12-2021, 05:59 AM by whome.
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Day 51
Visiting my family out of town. Going ok so far.
Speaking of dreams, I had a nightmare of a magnitude greater than anything I remember ever having before. It was a cross between torture and sexual assault. I remember dissociating in my dream, noticing the pain but holding on by counting seconds and it was at least two minutes before a round was over. The whole time I didn’t realize that I was dreaming during it and then I somehow found myself awake.
This matches nothing in real life. I have no idea how this relates to OF either. Dunno if this is the right place to speak about this.
Visiting my family out of town. Going ok so far.
Speaking of dreams, I had a nightmare of a magnitude greater than anything I remember ever having before. It was a cross between torture and sexual assault. I remember dissociating in my dream, noticing the pain but holding on by counting seconds and it was at least two minutes before a round was over. The whole time I didn’t realize that I was dreaming during it and then I somehow found myself awake.
This matches nothing in real life. I have no idea how this relates to OF either. Dunno if this is the right place to speak about this.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
