Day 16
Dealing with some tough shit again today. There's a lot of old things that I "dealt with" by saying no, rejecting and resisting that have resurfaced. They're fucking chewy ones though and it's fairly difficult to digest to be able to say yes and let go.
Mood has swung down because of the above and I'm skipping my friends birthday even though I know it could bring me out of this state and elevate my mood (hello depressive tendencies). I'm choosing to let this be this time and give myself the space and time to make peace with myself.
Dealing with some tough shit again today. There's a lot of old things that I "dealt with" by saying no, rejecting and resisting that have resurfaced. They're fucking chewy ones though and it's fairly difficult to digest to be able to say yes and let go.
Mood has swung down because of the above and I'm skipping my friends birthday even though I know it could bring me out of this state and elevate my mood (hello depressive tendencies). I'm choosing to let this be this time and give myself the space and time to make peace with myself.
