08-02-2015, 07:17 AM
(08-02-2015, 05:26 AM)CatMan Wrote:(08-02-2015, 04:59 AM)GlaizenGold777 Wrote: This make me think about the aura, did they feel they unsafe around you because your aura from "approachable" become "unapproachable"? We don't know. I'll still run SM and let see if my assumptsion is correct or not. In AM v6, my journal is have a lot similarity with yours, great manifestation, great social circle, easily talk with women, etc, etc. I learnt much about aura, and I don't know but your result pick interest to me to that subject.
Again, looks like you fight the program tooth and nail. If you don't mind, can you give little detail about your past regarding to sex and woman? Maybe you have trauma and you have deep fear that doesnt' want that experience happen again in the future? But it's okay if it's too personal to you.
I wish you the greatest of luck, friend!I'm almost positive you will do well, you seem well calibrated and have two runs of AM6 under your belt.
The auras in SM3 (and AM6) are for good, they don't change to something negative. So I think there's been some change during the subs that created this issue. If it was a simple status boost and intimidating result, my social skills AND the fact they knew me beforehand would've negated that. So it's odd.
I've already spoken about my issue with women. I'm not embarassed about it...hopefully other guys in the same boat can get benefit from my words so I'll be open about it. I have zero dating or sexual experience, not without trying my whole life. For some mysterious reason, girls and sex, making out, dating, you name it, has completely eluded me. Nothing but failures and friend zones. Gave up for a long period of time. Tried again, experimented with PUA, spent a fortune there, absolute fortune not giving up and trying everything I could including with some of the biggest names in the field with one-on-one coaching, didn't work. Tried pheromones, first glimmers of something, but not much. Found this company through a pheromones forum in September 2014, and here I am.
I would never have done SM3, given my situation of zero experience with girls, had it not been for many guys having success despite that same handicap. I also find it very hard to believe I could stonewall a 5G program with lots of techs behind it. As in, almost impossible to believe...however, I probably should've seen definitive results by now of it working, other than just the OGSF component. So, who knows.
All in all, I'm both very disappointed, and very surprised by the lack of results. This was not what I was expecting. Again, it could pick up the last two stages, but as I've said before, I feel if that was going to happen I probably should've seen something other than the OGSF by now.
Hey CatMan. I don't post much, mostly follow along with how others are doing, especially when I'm feeling the heat from these subs. I'm about 1 or 2 weeks behind you, and I've been following your progress pretty closely; silently rooting for your success. I am currently running SM after one run of AM6, and I am logging about 12-14 hours a day. I'm a little older than you, I've been married, have kids, BUT that was the result of me settling at one point, not because of my skills with women. I'm in about a 5-year dry spell after a 12-year marriage. OK - enough background I think...
I realize this isn't the best thread for this - your journal would be better - but I prefer to respond to your comments directly since you made them here. I too felt like SM was giving me a lack of results. Until this past week. Then something snapped, and it's like a surreal flood of changes has come all at once. Women are coming out of the woodworks so to speak.
Here are just a few examples - all this past week... While they may seem minor, I can assure you that they are not. It's just hard to convey what happened in a forum post.
I have one really hot woman that I've seen in my building at work, but never approached or talked to, start pursuing me. Never happened before.
I had a women in a bar start testing me while I'm sitting alone - telling me I give off a freaky ex-husband vibe, with a guy hanging on her arm. She reacts to my response so strongly that she tells the bartender that the room is "full of extreme sexual tension" while gazing right into my eyes and licking her lips. That guy still hanging on her arm - utterly confused. Reactions like this have never happened to me before. People were still talking about it the next day - about how she looked like she was going to **** me right there in the bar.
I've had more than one fight with the female bartenders (21 & 29 y/o) at my usual hangout. I've never fought with them before - but I can't help calling out their BS. My BS destruction meter is pegged full-throttle. I am changing, and they don't understand their reactions to me. They are confused.
Now granted, I am not having sex at the moment. But then again, these changes are clearly showing me that SM3 is working. I can feel it working now, where I couldn't feel it 2 weeks ago. Stage 3 has been hard for me. I've broken down and cried several times (which I haven't done in years). I've had massive mood swings, and what felt like a brick wall of resistance.
My point is - keep moving. Start meditating just a few minutes a day (try the Mindfulness Meditation app if you have an iPhone). Begin to let go of the labels that you continue to apply to yourself. The past doesn't matter AT ALL. Concentrate on right now. Keep listening, keep growing and learning. And remember, I'm right behind you.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate,
I am the captain of my soul.
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate,
I am the captain of my soul.