08-02-2015, 04:59 AM
(This post was last modified: 08-02-2015, 05:01 AM by GlaizenGold777.)
Quote:I have to be honest, I wasn't expecting it either. I was expecting a journal along the lines of Mini's as well. I haven't been writing in my SM3 online journal because nothing good was happening and I didn't want it to turn into a repetitive pity party. I've written detailed daily entries in my offline journal, but haven't published them because the posts would be redundant after awhile.
I understand, I'll do the same if I in "nothing good happened" situation.
Quote:Oh, there's a difference, a REGRESSION. Some of the girls I like at events, they avoid me and are cold when I try to talk to them or open them back up. Before subs, they were amazing with me which is what made me like them to begin with. I can't explain this. Somehow, the subs have actually made this part of my life WORSE. That's why I warned you about these magnets. I'd hate to see this happen to somebody else. Granted, it's only a few girls, but each is one I liked before I started subs, and now they're distant and cold for no apparent reason and are fine with other guys and instantaneously light up and are wonderful again. So, something is going on...
This make me think about the aura, did they feel they unsafe around you because your aura from "approachable" become "unapproachable"? We don't know. I'll still run SM and let see if my assumptsion is correct or not. In AM v6, my journal is have a lot similarity with yours, great manifestation, great social circle, easily talk with women, etc, etc. I learnt much about aura, and I don't know but your result pick interest to me to that subject.
Quote:But, I assume you mean positive effects. So no, no positive effects like sexual attraction etc. This stage introduces women seducing me, and none of that either. Also, the "manifesting" thing, seems to mean bringing girls into your life from the past or new girls, to be attracted and have sex with you. None of that either sadly. No manifesting. Not sex, not a date, not a kiss. Nothing. Just a decrease in social stuff with the girls I've spoke of, that's the only difference.
Again, looks like you fight the program tooth and nail. If you don't mind, can you give little detail about your past regarding to sex and woman? Maybe you have trauma and you have deep fear that doesnt' want that experience happen again in the future? But it's okay if it's too personal to you.
Quote:I thought about the exhaustion thing too. But, SM3's script is MUCH smaller than AM6's, and I handled AM6's much bigger script with ease. So I don't think that can be the case. And if so, why would the OGSF be punching through? It seems the OGSF is getting through, but the other stuff, the main script, isn't. To me, all that says it's unlikely I'm exhausting myself. The truth is, I'm not sure about why I haven't had any positive effects yet.
There is difference in AM script and SM script, it's not about AM6 is much bigger script, but about the technology planted in SM. SM use two manifestation method, SM generate seven aura, SM use technology that only applied in BAMM 2.0, and this subs is all out going into sex. From what I learnt, manifestation need VERY HUGE amount source of energy, it uses all your focus, that's why it need six month at least to see manifestation work.
I won't give any advice or suggestion to you, I'll use myself as object to this.
I assume SM more than 16 hours is too much. Maybe this nonsense. That's why I'll try it for myself and report back after that.
I said this because I know you'll run AM SM back to back, and maybe can help on your next progress.
Wish me luck.
Thanks.
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