Williamx25's Journal 2018 - 5.5G - DMSI 3.2A

[Williamx25]

Ben does have a good point you might want to stick at DMSI for at least 8 weeks this is from personal experience.

I’m waiting for DMSI 3.3

I’m on a break until DMSI 3.3 comes out so I have enough rest days to completely start a new session.

I don’t have the money for maximum learning speed and I will be tight on money for the rest of this year. I’m a poor college student.

So I guess I have to stick with DMSI 3.3 and the final versions of it.

Also the fact that I was stone walling was due to my body. I’m working hard on dropping in body fat levels. I’m now on a tight diet and if I reach ~ 10% bodyfat my facial structures/ features will be more attractive.

My body will be more attractive which will give me huge confidence boost.

I think that i’m not worthy of being with a highly attractive woman, even if she’s interested in me. Because I am/was a fat slob I’d feel incompetent in bed and around her. With my body in check and muscle mass I feel way better.

I was sabotaging myself because of this thinking, and i’m very stubborn.
I’m sure that DMSI will work better if my gym goals are reached. I was fighting against DMSI because I still didn’t reached my gym goals.

I’m a high sensitive person and i’m a crazy perfectionist. I have insanely high standards for myself. Not only my appearance, also my future career, business, university, grades etc etc

But strangely enough I don’t have those standards for a woman. I could be happy with a 6 in terms of attractiveness if we had insane chemistry.