07-02-2018, 12:30 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-02-2018, 12:30 PM by Williamx25.)
Small update:
Regular dreams about healing & clearing. The usual stuff happened what I described in previous posts.
I went to the gym today and had strong eyecontact multiple times with multiple girls. I still have no intention to approach. Something is holding me back. The fact that i'm overweight is hindering me. But I have accepted it. There is still this huge feeling of shame when I have to take my clothes off in bed with a girl. I'm still hyperconsciouss about my own body image. But that doesn't matter. I am living a healthy lifestyle. Going to the gym 3x per week. Watching my diet closely, so I will be in lower digits bodyfat percentage soon.
I feel more confident overall. More happy to live. Happy to go do my things. I have developed self discipline. The Nofap helps alot. More energy, clear memory, focus, studying habits improved. I'm still at 1 loop per day. I will finish a 90 day cycle first. After that I will evaluate and do another cycle with increased loops. I am not in a hurry. Maybe I will try out the free Absolute Confidence when it comes out in 6G.
5.5G DMSI 3.2A: day 15
Nofap : day 15
Regular dreams about healing & clearing. The usual stuff happened what I described in previous posts.
I went to the gym today and had strong eyecontact multiple times with multiple girls. I still have no intention to approach. Something is holding me back. The fact that i'm overweight is hindering me. But I have accepted it. There is still this huge feeling of shame when I have to take my clothes off in bed with a girl. I'm still hyperconsciouss about my own body image. But that doesn't matter. I am living a healthy lifestyle. Going to the gym 3x per week. Watching my diet closely, so I will be in lower digits bodyfat percentage soon.
I feel more confident overall. More happy to live. Happy to go do my things. I have developed self discipline. The Nofap helps alot. More energy, clear memory, focus, studying habits improved. I'm still at 1 loop per day. I will finish a 90 day cycle first. After that I will evaluate and do another cycle with increased loops. I am not in a hurry. Maybe I will try out the free Absolute Confidence when it comes out in 6G.
5.5G DMSI 3.2A: day 15
Nofap : day 15
