11-17-2018, 02:11 AM
I've been on USLM3 for 3 days now, and I finally had my first dream on it.
I was home alone in a former rental me and my wife were living in. She might of been at work. I walked in a room, and a man taller than me was looking at me. I saw he had eyes/had no eyes, as just skin coverings showed, back and forth. It made no sense. My survival thoughts were " fight? run? comply?" I stayed, scared to resist him. I realized he was a burglar, but I kept eye contact, to communicate I wasn't a threat. I never raised my voice or challenged him in any way, and I wasn't owned by terror doing this. I stayed in his vicinity since this was our place, and I knew he had no right to be there. To disguise the tension, I asked him if I knew him, me wondering if he'd worked for the company I work for now. This made him leave. His car was even right in the driveway.
This is very similar to how I handle fear of others now.
My main goal on USLM, which came up days ago, is to not be controlled by fear. I'll be more specific as I identify the sources.
I was home alone in a former rental me and my wife were living in. She might of been at work. I walked in a room, and a man taller than me was looking at me. I saw he had eyes/had no eyes, as just skin coverings showed, back and forth. It made no sense. My survival thoughts were " fight? run? comply?" I stayed, scared to resist him. I realized he was a burglar, but I kept eye contact, to communicate I wasn't a threat. I never raised my voice or challenged him in any way, and I wasn't owned by terror doing this. I stayed in his vicinity since this was our place, and I knew he had no right to be there. To disguise the tension, I asked him if I knew him, me wondering if he'd worked for the company I work for now. This made him leave. His car was even right in the driveway.
This is very similar to how I handle fear of others now.
My main goal on USLM, which came up days ago, is to not be controlled by fear. I'll be more specific as I identify the sources.
I want to be FREE!