03-10-2016, 11:23 AM
Stage 7 day 44
I'm projecting now that it will be the end of April, at minimum, before this current cycle of heavy resistance wears off. It feels incredibly unique because i feel positive, like I'm going the right direction with everything, but smaller things tend to be off or go wrong, but I know internally that everything will be fine.
Reflecting now, I suppose i could have rerun the whole program again, stages 1 - 6, over this next 6 month period, but that would have meant slower assimilation. So right now I'm really where i should be in terms of growth and diving into the subterranean caves of my psyche with all the crap that's being pulled up. I will definitely be a notably different person even a month from now, so the end of April (which is roughly 3 months on stage 7) should mean quite the emotional and mental upheaval.
The resistance I feel now is more in tune with stuff i should have let go when i was a single digit of age. But of course back then you can't really know how to let go of stuff like that, so you just push it to the back of your mind. Yeah, it's been pretty deep lately.
I know it will be 1000% worth the effort once BASE is fully assimilated and I can move onto better things (Ultimate Writer, for example), but I am starting to see why i might not actually recommend BASE 5G to friends and family right now.
For one, it's freaking intense. Once you hit the first few roadblocks it's unsettling and you *hope* that's all there is. But obviously that can't be all that there is. That was literally just one hurdle you experienced, no matter how unsettling, there will be many many many others and with more reality shaking and emotionally taxing effects.
All of that can sound horrible, because most people avoid the crap out of that sort of experience just so they can be 'ok' and get by during the day and work week. But what if that enormous upheaval is required so that you can get ahead to your bigger goals later on? What if this is a check point to see if you're ready for the seriously good stuff down the road? That's how I see the resistance stuff. You never really know how much you have enough you're meeting it face to face, but once you're over the hill who's to say it wasn't worth it?
Now more than ever I also see why so many people don't make it in general. Doesn't matter what the goal is, most can't persist through the obscene amounts of pain at certain stages to grow that thick skin so future challenges aren't nearly as bad. If your goals are big, expect smooth mountains to climb with zero grip and footholds. How the hell are you supposed to get over the mountain if you can't find a grip? You make them. This is called making your own path, because you're the first one to make this particular journey. Your ass is going to be bruised and cut up like crazy, but when you look back it will be your success that brought you over the mountain.
The more i work with people the more i see how many don't want to work on x or y in their lives or business, and they are therefore stuck. Just completely, not moving anywhere, stuck. And that's why i suppose I'm different. I move even when things are fine. I find where my systems can be made better and I do the work to make it better. I deal with the crap so that later on i can enjoy the good. Simple, almost painfully simple, but most people simply don't want to deal with the negative. Doesn't matter what it is. And 99% of the time, that's why they're stuck.
Perhaps i should recommend EPRHA 2.0 to some of these people, but then again even with minor resistance they're likely to stop using it once the first speed bump is felt. *Sigh* I can't force them to listen just like i can't force them to do any work. But when you realize that you can't change others things change from being frustrating to suddenly being incredibly illuminating / freeing. I suppose that's just part of all this growth stuff then, huh?
I'm projecting now that it will be the end of April, at minimum, before this current cycle of heavy resistance wears off. It feels incredibly unique because i feel positive, like I'm going the right direction with everything, but smaller things tend to be off or go wrong, but I know internally that everything will be fine.
Reflecting now, I suppose i could have rerun the whole program again, stages 1 - 6, over this next 6 month period, but that would have meant slower assimilation. So right now I'm really where i should be in terms of growth and diving into the subterranean caves of my psyche with all the crap that's being pulled up. I will definitely be a notably different person even a month from now, so the end of April (which is roughly 3 months on stage 7) should mean quite the emotional and mental upheaval.
The resistance I feel now is more in tune with stuff i should have let go when i was a single digit of age. But of course back then you can't really know how to let go of stuff like that, so you just push it to the back of your mind. Yeah, it's been pretty deep lately.
I know it will be 1000% worth the effort once BASE is fully assimilated and I can move onto better things (Ultimate Writer, for example), but I am starting to see why i might not actually recommend BASE 5G to friends and family right now.
For one, it's freaking intense. Once you hit the first few roadblocks it's unsettling and you *hope* that's all there is. But obviously that can't be all that there is. That was literally just one hurdle you experienced, no matter how unsettling, there will be many many many others and with more reality shaking and emotionally taxing effects.
All of that can sound horrible, because most people avoid the crap out of that sort of experience just so they can be 'ok' and get by during the day and work week. But what if that enormous upheaval is required so that you can get ahead to your bigger goals later on? What if this is a check point to see if you're ready for the seriously good stuff down the road? That's how I see the resistance stuff. You never really know how much you have enough you're meeting it face to face, but once you're over the hill who's to say it wasn't worth it?
Now more than ever I also see why so many people don't make it in general. Doesn't matter what the goal is, most can't persist through the obscene amounts of pain at certain stages to grow that thick skin so future challenges aren't nearly as bad. If your goals are big, expect smooth mountains to climb with zero grip and footholds. How the hell are you supposed to get over the mountain if you can't find a grip? You make them. This is called making your own path, because you're the first one to make this particular journey. Your ass is going to be bruised and cut up like crazy, but when you look back it will be your success that brought you over the mountain.
The more i work with people the more i see how many don't want to work on x or y in their lives or business, and they are therefore stuck. Just completely, not moving anywhere, stuck. And that's why i suppose I'm different. I move even when things are fine. I find where my systems can be made better and I do the work to make it better. I deal with the crap so that later on i can enjoy the good. Simple, almost painfully simple, but most people simply don't want to deal with the negative. Doesn't matter what it is. And 99% of the time, that's why they're stuck.
Perhaps i should recommend EPRHA 2.0 to some of these people, but then again even with minor resistance they're likely to stop using it once the first speed bump is felt. *Sigh* I can't force them to listen just like i can't force them to do any work. But when you realize that you can't change others things change from being frustrating to suddenly being incredibly illuminating / freeing. I suppose that's just part of all this growth stuff then, huh?
