Transcendental Sith Lord's UMS Journal

[DarthXedonias]

Well, ran into some bad news all of a sudden.

My mother said she would help out with money for the ticket and a bit to hold me over the first month while I don't get paid. All of a sudden she is like she doesn't have anymore money, blah blah blah. This is despite her saying she already paid for the rent for the next 2 months and then already promising this. I'm starting to think she is literally sabotaging me leaving at this point. She already knows if I leave she is practically never going to see me again though I do plan on paying her back but not much else beyond that. I think she is literally trying to keep me here so she can keep having someone that will help "take care of her" despite her beyond a grown ass women.

I am really getting irritated because if this doesn't happen I don't have any other money that can help me get there really and I'm not sure I can ask any relatives. I hope it doesn't end up this way because if so I'm pretty much screwed and after all this money I have sinked into this whole thing of leaving it would be for nothing. I really hope it isn't.