07-27-2019, 04:59 PM
(07-27-2019, 04:26 PM)DarthXedonias Wrote: Well, might have ran into some problems. First off I don't know why but no matter how many jobs I apply for I seem to just not get any replies back. I'm starting to think that the idea of not taking that postal job wasn't due to belief that I could do better but it was a sabotage effort. I just can't get any jobs in my area at the moment. With that in mind I have decide that even though my money is really, really low at the moment I will just get teaching Job in Korea with a private institution. It would be my first choice but I have relatives that are willing to help me out with money for my first 1 month there. Once I get past that difficult period I should be just fine.
As for the crypto thing I ran into one issue with that as well. Turns out the machines use a lot of energy, hence you have to make sure you are in a place where energy requirements are not high to keep making a profit. Luckily, I am still willing to make this work as this is one of the most profitable endeavors I can find. Since I will be traveling anyway, I will be more than happy to setup an industrial level farming site somewhere else to take advantage of low energy elsewhere. I will definitely try to make this work.
As for anything else not much going on. Besides a few internal stuff at times (like not giving up attitude, etc) I am not really seeing anything from this. Its like some part of me is fighting this tooth and nail big time. I just don't get what is going on. At this level of power for a sub I am still fighting this this though without giving the usual signs of tiredness, etc (at least at higher levels of usage). I don't know, am I actually experience stonewalling now or something? I just don't get what's going on and I am at my wits end. Obviously, I won't be giving up but I do admit this is discouraging to me. I would think at this level of power that I would be having no problem (on the job front anyway) but my subconscious has other plans I guess.
The thing about not taking a postage job I wouldn't say is resistance. I'd say it's knowing you're better than that. Without being rude or contentious, I'd realistically say a job in postage is a low/no skilled and low pecking order job that you know you're better than thanks to this sub and hence declined to take it. You should instead be thankful that you refused to accept such a position and have your heights set on higher things unlike the other 99.9% of the population who'll forever be stuck in menial positions with little to no influence on the wider world.
