04-02-2019, 04:06 AM
(This post was last modified: 04-02-2019, 04:12 AM by DarthXedonias.)
Well, thought I would give an update since I noticed a change.
Currently listening to Hybrid for the first time in a while (I only listened to it once before on the first day LTU 5.0 came out). I didn't start the other day because I noticed myself getting a slight headache again and decide to take a two day break (I had been on the 5th day of listening with ultra sonic). eh, I should have known something was up when like 30 minutes before I started going back and forth in my head about whether I wanted to listen to hybrid (since listening to it annoys me due to the mask element). Eventually I just said "F it" and just continue with the plan to listen to hybrid. I'm already about 5 hours in but now I think I realize why my subconscious tried to get me to not go through with it.
Literally, since about 20 minutes after I started listening to hybrid I have been doing nothing but work or getting other things that I needed to get done. Its practically been non-stop just about. I revised a paper I needed to get done, downloaded some paperwork I needed for my trip to Indonesia in a few months, and started studying for another course after I submitted the paper for the other. ugh, I guess ultrasonic by itself gave my subconscious at least some wiggle room to resist but Hybrid doesn't really give it that luxury. If this is the case I should probably see even more major results after another month of hybrid most likely.
On another note, I have noticed even more change in regards to how I see women. I just don't care about them all that much. Sure, there is the Indonesian women but I like talking to her for other reasons besides the fact that she is the women. I've also noticed that the resistance to watching porn is just getting stronger and stronger. Its like I just see it as a waste of time, energy and it just seems like some cheap way to get a dopamine rush. Funny enough, the other day my thoughts came upon the subject of DMSI final and it was like I really wasn't even interested in running it. I know eventually I might though if I had to run a sexual/romance sub in the future I would just go for a manifestation sub in 6G. I rather have the best I can get as far as extra partners than just moderately above average. Granted, I shouldn't be too negative since I wouldn't have even met the Indonesian women had it not been for 3.3.1.
Overall I think LTU is making me acting as if i'm on AM6, something Dissonance has noticed as well. Its like when I was thinking about DMSI final and the fact that I would get lots of attention from women, its like my mind just said "Why?". Why would I care about getting attention from women in the first place? I don't know seems like a even bigger shit for me. It seems to me that pursuing my purpose and goals are way more important to me. Everything else is secondary and if something hinders my progress I have no problem letting it go from my life. Well, I guess this is the true power of life tune up. Wasn't expecting things to go this far rofl.
One other quick thing I should mention is that this entire time that I've been listening to hybrid I've been feeling really "jittery". Like its hard to sit down and I need to do something. I feel like I have these currents of energy running through me that are making me just want to do something. Haven't felt this way before.
Currently listening to Hybrid for the first time in a while (I only listened to it once before on the first day LTU 5.0 came out). I didn't start the other day because I noticed myself getting a slight headache again and decide to take a two day break (I had been on the 5th day of listening with ultra sonic). eh, I should have known something was up when like 30 minutes before I started going back and forth in my head about whether I wanted to listen to hybrid (since listening to it annoys me due to the mask element). Eventually I just said "F it" and just continue with the plan to listen to hybrid. I'm already about 5 hours in but now I think I realize why my subconscious tried to get me to not go through with it.
Literally, since about 20 minutes after I started listening to hybrid I have been doing nothing but work or getting other things that I needed to get done. Its practically been non-stop just about. I revised a paper I needed to get done, downloaded some paperwork I needed for my trip to Indonesia in a few months, and started studying for another course after I submitted the paper for the other. ugh, I guess ultrasonic by itself gave my subconscious at least some wiggle room to resist but Hybrid doesn't really give it that luxury. If this is the case I should probably see even more major results after another month of hybrid most likely.
On another note, I have noticed even more change in regards to how I see women. I just don't care about them all that much. Sure, there is the Indonesian women but I like talking to her for other reasons besides the fact that she is the women. I've also noticed that the resistance to watching porn is just getting stronger and stronger. Its like I just see it as a waste of time, energy and it just seems like some cheap way to get a dopamine rush. Funny enough, the other day my thoughts came upon the subject of DMSI final and it was like I really wasn't even interested in running it. I know eventually I might though if I had to run a sexual/romance sub in the future I would just go for a manifestation sub in 6G. I rather have the best I can get as far as extra partners than just moderately above average. Granted, I shouldn't be too negative since I wouldn't have even met the Indonesian women had it not been for 3.3.1.
Overall I think LTU is making me acting as if i'm on AM6, something Dissonance has noticed as well. Its like when I was thinking about DMSI final and the fact that I would get lots of attention from women, its like my mind just said "Why?". Why would I care about getting attention from women in the first place? I don't know seems like a even bigger shit for me. It seems to me that pursuing my purpose and goals are way more important to me. Everything else is secondary and if something hinders my progress I have no problem letting it go from my life. Well, I guess this is the true power of life tune up. Wasn't expecting things to go this far rofl.
One other quick thing I should mention is that this entire time that I've been listening to hybrid I've been feeling really "jittery". Like its hard to sit down and I need to do something. I feel like I have these currents of energy running through me that are making me just want to do something. Haven't felt this way before.
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche
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