06-30-2018, 02:01 AM
(This post was last modified: 06-30-2018, 02:04 AM by DarthXedonias.)
Well, I think I should update.
Not much going on the sub front besides I did have another horrifying dream about me getting chased down by some horrifying monster and being close to dying again before I woke up. Some part of me is really resisting this all very badly. In other news I ended up not getting the job even though that would have really helped out with things, help me get back to the Philippines a lot quicker and help pay for stuff with one job while I'm going to school. As it stands now I either really need to search harder or I might have to break down and get 2 jobs possibility. We shall see what happens. For right now, things aren't looking good on that front.
Either way, due to stuff between my girlfriend and me, and my experiences over there I am highly motivated to finally get my degree no matter what. I know that's the only way I can get around to traveling around South East Asia like I want and probably spend more time with her and potentially other girls. I am considering getting a MBA in international business after my B.S. Degree but we shall see what happens. It would really help with my income and such and getting non-teaching jobs in Asia. I could potentially just work for a international corporation and be a regional leader with them which would be very nice. Good to US standards pay while living in a low cost country would be great. That's the hope anyway. Either way, I just feel this motivation and this idea that I can't fail in any of this. I want to live the life that I've wanted and not be dragged down to live some meaningless existence like the one my toxic relatives are living. I refuse to join them in that way of living.
Not much going on the sub front besides I did have another horrifying dream about me getting chased down by some horrifying monster and being close to dying again before I woke up. Some part of me is really resisting this all very badly. In other news I ended up not getting the job even though that would have really helped out with things, help me get back to the Philippines a lot quicker and help pay for stuff with one job while I'm going to school. As it stands now I either really need to search harder or I might have to break down and get 2 jobs possibility. We shall see what happens. For right now, things aren't looking good on that front.
Either way, due to stuff between my girlfriend and me, and my experiences over there I am highly motivated to finally get my degree no matter what. I know that's the only way I can get around to traveling around South East Asia like I want and probably spend more time with her and potentially other girls. I am considering getting a MBA in international business after my B.S. Degree but we shall see what happens. It would really help with my income and such and getting non-teaching jobs in Asia. I could potentially just work for a international corporation and be a regional leader with them which would be very nice. Good to US standards pay while living in a low cost country would be great. That's the hope anyway. Either way, I just feel this motivation and this idea that I can't fail in any of this. I want to live the life that I've wanted and not be dragged down to live some meaningless existence like the one my toxic relatives are living. I refuse to join them in that way of living.
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche
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