Transcendent Sith Lord's DMSI 3.3 D Journal

[DarthXedonias]

That's cool to be able to start to overcome PTSD. I know the issues it causes as i've had it myself, not from the military but from being attacked with a weapon mainly plus I feel combined and stacked on alot of fights from doing security for 6 years which probably didn't help.

The main issue it's caused for me was making me isolate myself alot, i've done alot of work on it but I still spend alot of time by myself. And for a while it made me kind of in 'overkill mode' (can't think of the word I really meant) like when something happened in security after that i'd react too early because of the extreme thread that seemed to be imprinted from it. Time off and healing helped with that though.

Should be all good man, just as long as people realize it isn't something we would recommend (e.g combining drugs with the programs) and that doing so is your own responsibility.

Well, thats good to hear then. I was actually really considering If I should post this or not. Didn't want to make it look like a bad reflection on you guys or this community at all. I guess I will just name it since I already got my first PM moments after updating this thread and the person guessed it on the first go.

"M'= MDMA

As I already told people in PMs don't confuse MDMA with Ecstasy. Ecstasy does have MDMA as a main component in it but Ecstasy usually has much more than just MDMA in it. What I had was 83% pure grade MDMA. Anyway, that is all.