Tiger's Blood - DMSI 3.1A -Don Juan, Hugh Hefner, Tony Montana, Raykon

[Raykon]

On a side note, A chick I got a bj from 2 1/2 years ago messaged me randomly on facebook today. I think dmsi did this. It's been soo long she hasn't ever tried contacting me.

[Raykon]

Sarge btw. I really really like your see everything as a shit test mentality.!!!

[Raykon]

BTW Shannon. I know you say alcohol affects DMSI state shifting .. but in my personal experiences. Alcohol only enhances the experiences.

[Benjamin]

I don't like the 'everything is a shit test' mentality at all. I prefer how my mindset seems to be going, similar to what Mark Manson said "Take it at face value".

If she's being an incredible bitch straight up then i'll take it at face value, as it speaks to how she treats people. And it's not true at all that most girls are bitchy straight up as a 'shit test'.

Maybe for pua's that are coming from it at the wrong angle. But the majority of girls I talk to, especially at the gym for example I get very little of that. It's definately not a given like the pua's try to convince you.

[Raykon]

I don't like the 'everything is a shit test' mentality at all. I prefer how my mindset seems to be going, similar to what Mark Manson said "Take it at face value".

If she's being an incredible bitch straight up then i'll take it at face value, as it speaks to how she treats people. And it's not true at all that most girls are bitchy straight up as a 'shit test'.

Maybe for pus's that are coming from it at the wrong angle. But the majority of girls I talk to, especially at the gym for example I get very little of that. It's definitely not a given like the pus's try to convince you.

Yeah I don't literally take everything as a shit test but I rather assume something negative she says is a shit test then take it personally.

That's why I think Sarge's philosophy if used properly can be beneficial.

It's better to think it's a shit test and not take it personal. That's why I choose to believe and feel that.

[Raykon]

I also forgot to mention at one point brunette 1 kissed me on the cheek while at the bar counter together.

and in the picture I took with brunette 3, just looked at the picture and she looks really happy with em holding her.

[SargeMaximus]

Another term for it is "busting balls". She's just busting balls. I don't think we need to be so sensitive and threatened by a little attitude. If she's slandering you in ways that can cause you to lose your job or the respect of other people (like false rape claims), well obviously that's not right. A little attitude is fine tho imo.

But then I can usually tell when there is a little ball busting vs. malicious put-downs. The latter always feels like a dagger while the former is just playful.

[Raykon]

So I sent a picture of me and Brunette 3 together to brunette 3 last night on fb when I got back.

This morning she said

Haha cute pic LOL
And sick! Ya I went home I was so sleepy
Glad u had fun tho! I should've gone aha
And fuck ya ! Yay no cops lol

So she's clearly into me at least a bit to say "cute pic"

She's still dating someone apparently if it actually wasn't a lie.

I don't know how to proceed from here but at least we got to know each other a bit and she got to see my personality outside of work.

I was such a fucking rockstar last night. Most confident person in the building in both partys and the happiest too.

DMSI was effecting me strongly. I hadn't eaten food either because I was expecting food to be served while I was there but there was no Vegan food. So I was running on beer the whole night basically and no food.

I also realize I was getting MAJOR shit tests from brunette 1 at the after party last night. I wasn't affected by them or hurt by them so I passed every one.

[Raykon]

btw I feel more sexual then I was on Sex Magnet stage 3, and more alpha then I was on AM v6.


I don't feel as emotionally numb as I did on AM v6.

But I do feel more ALPHA overall and higher self esteem.

I feel like the healing finally broke threw enough to see results. Not done yet though.

[Raykon]

I got a date for next weekend with that girl who gave me a BJ before. she's 18 years old or 19 now.

She asked ME out. She said we should go hiking with your dog and me sometime.

[SargeMaximus]

Wow. You're killing it Ray.

[Raykon]

Wow. You're killing it Ray.

Not where I want to be yet but I definitely feel some major inner growth has occurred and i'm on the verge of having sexual abundance.

My needyness has dropped so dramatically and my "let go of rejection" is amazing now. Many other changes as well i'm pretty happy with DMSI healing.

[SargeMaximus]

Wow. You're killing it Ray.

Not where I want to be yet but I definitely feel some major inner growth has occurred and i'm on the verge of having sexual abundance.

My needyness has dropped so dramatically and my "let go of rejection" is amazing now. Many other changes as well i'm pretty happy with DMSI healing.

Yeah I know what you mean, the internal shifts are massive when they happen.

Are you still on ver. A?

[Raykon]

Wow. You're killing it Ray.

Not where I want to be yet but I definitely feel some major inner growth has occurred and i'm on the verge of having sexual abundance.

My needyness has dropped so dramatically and my "let go of rejection" is amazing now. Many other changes as well i'm pretty happy with DMSI healing.

Yeah I know what you mean, the internal shifts are massive when they happen.

Are you still on ver. A?

Yes Version A indeed.

I won't be running Version B for a few months.

I want 3-6 months of Version A to really heal me.

I find more value in healing then in an aura.

I personally think inner growth and self esteem is more attractive then an aura.

But that's just my opinion and I might be wrong.