Bounce off Me, and Stick to You - DMSI v5.1 (with DRS)

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Day 2,
I purchased streaming to this subliminal yesterday. 
Went to the gym today; I'm finding myself not considering the attractive women there to be hot anymore; on a raw, physical visceral level, I mean. But even intellectually or relationally, I don't have a desire to go up and talk to them.
Started to come down with a sore throat yesterday, and I might have gone through the worst of it.

I also haven't jorked it for about 10 days now, and my drive is just fine.

[ncbeareatingman]

My first reaction to your title for DMSI "Bounce off Me, and Stick to You " Ha! Squirt !! Hee-Larry-Ree-Us !!
All the best with the new program!!

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Day 5,

Depressed as shit today. Doesn't help that I'm at the tail end of my very mild cold.

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Day 7,

Really going through it right now. Very low motivation for my usual things. Was quite intense this morning; did some Jiu Jitsu and I feel a bit better.
Have been really into reading; I have five books out from my public library and I've finished one of them; about Canada's treatment of our Indigenous populations, and the path to reconciliation. My current book is about walkable cities, and the steps to implement one.

It's gotten me to thinking about how much of our current cities are built up to accommodate cars and drivers.

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Day 9,

I miss Shannon haha.

I'm still having this dynamic where I'm drawn to the women in my gym, but I'm not interested in going through the logistical steps of dating.
And I'm not really interested in "getting to know her"; it feels like I'd be fighting my internal tendencies by doing that.

Even if an attractive woman gave me her number, I'd still view it as an annoyance to try to turn it into a date, etc. I simply foresee obstacles and distractions (for her) and redirecting.

I've noticed that my speaking ability and elocution have been very poor today, and that I've been needing more sleep than usual, such that I've slept in twice by an hour so far this week.