The Ultimate AM6+7 dual pack (Autism Edition)

[MrGnome]

Chapter Prologue: 

Day -1 

Hey everyone!, Guess who's back! 

Yeah I left the forum for a while because I had the feeling I couldn't report that much on BROP.. 

However, Here are some of the noticable things BROP gave me: 

- More awareness of things going around me. 

- I found 5 euro lying on the street for the first time in my life haha xD 

- While on the subject on money: I was able to buy an item that went on discount from 800 euro to 740 that somehow even got a bigger discount as soon as I bought it, So yes!, I bought an item from 800 to 609 euro's haha xD

-I'm getting better in coming with solutions for my problems 


So yeah, I got some nice money related benefits from BROP, Dont know how since I haven't used any money related sub/exp before but hey, I gladly take it xD

I also got an seizure attack again in januarie from being bussy last christmas, I know it got nothing to do with BROP but still felt mentioning..


Anyway: Tomorrow night I can finally start with AM6 and I'm feeling ready for it, Despite being a little bit nervous about not knowing what will happen in the future..

But I know I have to do it, Otherwise I might become homeless or something one day..

So, Let's go and see where my future will take me!

Even more so since I planned to use Both AM6 and 7 so I bet the results will be really nice, To the point that I will no longer know myself but thats okay..

I'm done with being a man childisch hermit loser anyway.   

(although there are some things worth mentioning but that will come tomorrow)

[Shannon]

Homeless unless you use AM6, eh? That's a new angle.

[MrGnome]

Homeless unless you use AM6, eh?  That's a new angle.

Jup, I'm so horrible at my finance that I'm almost broke again (the first time happening in february).. Luckly I never been in debt though but still.. struggling to get through the month even while being on wellfair is not a good sighn hehe..

Even more so when I think back on all the money I wasted on mobile games >.< 

also when buying new items I also always have the feeling that I should buy the newest there is simply because it's the best there is.. 

I'm not sure but I think I'm just trying to show off to someone or mayby even just myself, As a compensation to my low self worth..

Also I'm 34 years old and still living with my mother who is 65 now.. 

I love her very much but I do know she doesnt have eternal life.

meaning when she either goes to a retirement home someday or dies, I means I'm screwed as well since I have no place to live.. (mayby my older siblings but still not sure..) 

So yeah this is why I want to improve my relationship with money 

Meaning I'm going to use AM6+7 as a base for UMS. 

and mayby later use one of the magnet subs/exps. 

[MrGnome]

Chapter Prologue:

Day 0

Welp, Before I start with the sub/exp tonight.

Let me tell you some info about my self that might be relevant:

- I dont know why but since I was born most people seem to like me (not that I'm friends with everyone but more like i bearly have people that hate me and that people enjoy my company despite not knowing what to say or do with strangers..)

-I dont know how but I seemed to have some succes with the ladies in the first 21 years of my life (to be fair they were more average-unatractive range but still)
even tried a relationship with one just because I was curious at what it was like.. ofcourse I payed the price by being dumped 6 month's later and being replaced on that same day with someone else

-I was alot happier before following politics ands news and stuff..

-Like I just said before, I'm horrible at saving money to the point I once wasted 15k on a mobile game -_-

-I buy stuff just to prevent me from being bored..

-I'm an emotionale eater and this play's a big part of why I'm still obese..

-I lost a lot of weight, 10 years ago by fasting but it all came back before I knew it.

-I have problems with lazyness and become easily distracted, Even more so when I'm tired from work and masking

-It's extreemly hard for me to let the past go: The Mistakes I made, The People I lost along the way, The end of my D&D session since it's one of the thing that made me see my friends once a week (we live in different provinces) they still follow me..

-I'm Dutch (Just in case I might talk about something the reader might not get)

-My autism was found when I was 3 years old, Thanks to my epileptic attack (this is also the reason I can't ever use DSMI)

- I'm a people pleaser and very needy..

-Some of the things I mentioned might be pointless but still, It's easier to see improvements when people know where I'm coming from..

[Shannon]

This is going to be interesting.

[MrGnome]

Chapter 1: How AM6 Make's a man out of me

Stage 1:

Day 1: Despite being sleepy, I notice I'm in a good mood and got slightly more energy.

So that's a nice start.

I also used the Program on 8 clicks and 12 loops, Wich I just reduced to 10, In order to find out if my player apps keep looping them endlessly or not.. (not to mentioning that I dont want it to get in the way of my dailey schedule..)

[MrGnome]

Chapter 1: How AM6 Make's A Man Out Of Me

Stage 1:

Day 15: Welp.. I reached the moment of extreem tiredness again..

I also started to get more awareness about why I'm doing what I do..

Like buying food as either a reward or to cheer myself up

not to mention that I sleep horribly lately..

So I bought myself some sleeping pills, Hopefully this doesn't hurt my progress..

(Not that it would be my first time on Pills but still..)

Edit: I'm also going to put my mobile futher away from me, Considering the fact that I sometimes sleep on my own mobile..

Edit 2: The 3 Pills are: Sleeping,Rest and Mental Resilience

[MrGnome]

Chapter 1: How AM6 Make's A Man Out Of Me

Stage 1:

Day 23:

Welp, I got this rare day off for liberation day wich happends once every 5 years and I did absolutly nothing with it..

Although to be fair even with the sleeping pills I'm still very tired..

I guess, I also have to many choices about what youtube project I would work on, Not to mention that my need for validation is still a thing but hey.

I wont expect big changes till we're in atleast stage 3 of the sub/exp

and Stage 2 is comming soon wich is nice. (Next week Saterday, So just 12 more days to go for stage 1)