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The Ultimate AM6+7 dual pack (Autism Edition) - MrGnome - 04-13-2025
Chapter Prologue:
Day -1
Hey everyone!, Guess who's back!
Yeah I left the forum for a while because I had the feeling I couldn't report that much on BROP..
However, Here are some of the noticable things BROP gave me:
- More awareness of things going around me.
- I found 5 euro lying on the street for the first time in my life haha xD
- While on the subject on money: I was able to buy an item that went on discount from 800 euro to 740 that somehow even got a bigger discount as soon as I bought it, So yes!, I bought an item from 800 to 609 euro's haha xD
-I'm getting better in coming with solutions for my problems
So yeah, I got some nice money related benefits from BROP, Dont know how since I haven't used any money related sub/exp before but hey, I gladly take it xD
I also got an seizure attack again in januarie from being bussy last christmas, I know it got nothing to do with BROP but still felt mentioning..
Anyway: Tomorrow night I can finally start with AM6 and I'm feeling ready for it, Despite being a little bit nervous about not knowing what will happen in the future..
But I know I have to do it, Otherwise I might become homeless or something one day..
So, Let's go and see where my future will take me!
Even more so since I planned to use Both AM6 and 7 so I bet the results will be really nice, To the point that I will no longer know myself but thats okay..
I'm done with being a man childisch hermit loser anyway.
(although there are some things worth mentioning but that will come tomorrow)
RE: The Ultimate AM6+7 dual pack (Autism Edition) - Shannon - 04-13-2025
Homeless unless you use AM6, eh? That's a new angle.
RE: The Ultimate AM6+7 dual pack (Autism Edition) - MrGnome - 04-14-2025
(04-13-2025, 01:32 PM)Shannon Wrote: Homeless unless you use AM6, eh? That's a new angle.
Jup, I'm so horrible at my finance that I'm almost broke again (the first time happening in february).. Luckly I never been in debt though but still.. struggling to get through the month even while being on wellfair is not a good sighn hehe..
Even more so when I think back on all the money I wasted on mobile games >.<
also when buying new items I also always have the feeling that I should buy the newest there is simply because it's the best there is..
I'm not sure but I think I'm just trying to show off to someone or mayby even just myself, As a compensation to my low self worth..
Also I'm 34 years old and still living with my mother who is 65 now..
I love her very much but I do know she doesnt have eternal life.
meaning when she either goes to a retirement home someday or dies, I means I'm screwed as well since I have no place to live.. (mayby my older siblings but still not sure..)
So yeah this is why I want to improve my relationship with money
Meaning I'm going to use AM6+7 as a base for UMS.
and mayby later use one of the magnet subs/exps.
RE: The Ultimate AM6+7 dual pack (Autism Edition) - MrGnome - 04-14-2025
Chapter Prologue:
Day 0
Welp, Before I start with the sub/exp tonight.
Let me tell you some info about my self that might be relevant:
- I dont know why but since I was born most people seem to like me (not that I'm friends with everyone but more like i bearly have people that hate me and that people enjoy my company despite not knowing what to say or do with strangers..)
-I dont know how but I seemed to have some succes with the ladies in the first 21 years of my life (to be fair they were more average-unatractive range but still)
even tried a relationship with one just because I was curious at what it was like.. ofcourse I payed the price by being dumped 6 month's later and being replaced on that same day with someone else
-I was alot happier before following politics ands news and stuff..
-Like I just said before, I'm horrible at saving money to the point I once wasted 15k on a mobile game -_-
-I buy stuff just to prevent me from being bored..
-I'm an emotionale eater and this play's a big part of why I'm still obese..
-I lost a lot of weight, 10 years ago by fasting but it all came back before I knew it.
-I have problems with lazyness and become easily distracted, Even more so when I'm tired from work and masking
-It's extreemly hard for me to let the past go: The Mistakes I made, The People I lost along the way, The end of my D&D session since it's one of the thing that made me see my friends once a week (we live in different provinces) they still follow me..
-I'm Dutch (Just in case I might talk about something the reader might not get)
-My autism was found when I was 3 years old, Thanks to my epileptic attack (this is also the reason I can't ever use DSMI)
- I'm a people pleaser and very needy..
-Some of the things I mentioned might be pointless but still, It's easier to see improvements when people know where I'm coming from..
RE: The Ultimate AM6+7 dual pack (Autism Edition) - Shannon - 04-14-2025
This is going to be interesting.
RE: The Ultimate AM6+7 dual pack (Autism Edition) - MrGnome - 04-15-2025
Chapter 1: How AM6 Make's a man out of me
Stage 1:
Day 1: Despite being sleepy, I notice I'm in a good mood and got slightly more energy.
So that's a nice start.
I also used the Program on 8 clicks and 12 loops, Wich I just reduced to 10, In order to find out if my player apps keep looping them endlessly or not.. (not to mentioning that I dont want it to get in the way of my dailey schedule..)
RE: The Ultimate AM6+7 dual pack (Autism Edition) - MrGnome - 04-29-2025
Chapter 1: How AM6 Make's A Man Out Of Me
Stage 1:
Day 15: Welp.. I reached the moment of extreem tiredness again..
I also started to get more awareness about why I'm doing what I do..
Like buying food as either a reward or to cheer myself up
not to mention that I sleep horribly lately..
So I bought myself some sleeping pills, Hopefully this doesn't hurt my progress..
(Not that it would be my first time on Pills but still..)
Edit: I'm also going to put my mobile futher away from me, Considering the fact that I sometimes sleep on my own mobile..
Edit 2: The 3 Pills are: Sleeping,Rest and Mental Resilience
RE: The Ultimate AM6+7 dual pack (Autism Edition) - MrGnome - 05-05-2025
Chapter 1: How AM6 Make's A Man Out Of Me
Stage 1:
Day 23:
Welp, I got this rare day off for liberation day wich happends once every 5 years and I did absolutly nothing with it..
Although to be fair even with the sleeping pills I'm still very tired..
I guess, I also have to many choices about what youtube project I would work on, Not to mention that my need for validation is still a thing but hey.
I wont expect big changes till we're in atleast stage 3 of the sub/exp
and Stage 2 is comming soon wich is nice. (Next week Saterday, So just 12 more days to go for stage 1)