The Modern Libertine's diary

[RainbowAbyss]

thanks for the definition bt dubs-very solid and much agreed
its always great cracking open the goofy and ridiculous
back into the mature and boss confident mix..

[Cortez]

I've been way stuck on 60's and 70's music lately. It just has so much more feeling and emotion in it than today's music, by and large. I feel like lately I've had it shoved in my face that there's not a tremendous amount of emotional connection between people these days. Everyone is walking around in a sort of deadened state, always polite and PC, but without any real kind of feeling in their eye's. Then there are those individuals who do still have that, but they're becoming more and more of an antiquity. There's just way too many distractions these days and we don't have time for anything. The best we have are things that mimic connection to other people, such as Facebook.

This has been building, but it's had an extra push lately, I don't know if it has anything to do with this ASC 5G sub or not, but I've just been outright rejecting a good deal of modern societies way of doing things lately. Now that I think of it, the real need to do things in my way instead of following the flock is the main thing in life that does build confidence for me, so I'll say this sub does have a lot to do with it. This was a good choice...even though I'll probably eventually end up living in shack somewhere in the woods, lol. I just don't care for modern society much.

So all in all, the more I move away from doing things on auto pilot the way I've been taught and move towards what's real for me is what builds massive amounts of confidence for me and I just can't pretend to care any more about the things that most people consider important. That said, this is a good sub, it's helping a lot with that.

[Benjamin]

That sounds very cool Cortez. I love the whole "going your own way thing". And alot of the stuff most people follow is simply shit.

I hate political corretness but I do admit it does effect me at times like at times I won't say something because I think people will get upset. I'd love to get to the point where I just don't give a fuck.

I didn't use facebook for a year or two and I do again, I don't really write much on it though. But some of the stuff on it I just find weird.

So it sounds like your going to become a man of the wild.. eating off the land and dragging women back to your cave!

[RainbowAbyss]

Cortez has fused the libertine with Iron John

[Spiral]

Facebook has been giving me that UGH vibe for the last few months... the only reason why I brought it back last time is it's good for networking...

I do have linked in though.. so getting rid of facebook isn't a crazy idea. lol

[Cortez]

I got rid of FB, because I didn't like anybody being able to get in contact with me. Everything is just way too open on FB. You''re getting tagged all the time being places with people and you don't even realize it. Quite silly. I do still use twitter, though. It's entertaining and way less invasive than FB. Not to mention, I don't even use my name on there. I just very much enjoy being a phantom. I couldn't imagine what it be like to be famous. I think it would probably piss me off a lot, lol.

Is "Iron John" a good book? What's it about? I've heard of it before.

[Cortez]

Here's my testimonial for Absolute Self Confidence 5G...it works damn well. I have been on it for over 32 days now and I feel like I'm back with a vengeance. Confidence is an understatement. I'll stay on this a little longer and then I'm going to tackle a Overcoming Fear and Everything is possible combo for a few months.

[Spiral]

hmmm.. back with a vengeance? Explain yourself! lol

[Benjamin]

Yeah I really like the sound of that!

[Cortez]

I'll explain. I just haven't been myself the past few months. I've been very withdrawn from people and not social at all. My social switch flipped back on and I've found a good balance again between my solitude and social life.

[Cortez]

I started the Overcoming Fear sub today, just coming off of 40+ days on ASC 5G. I liked that sub a lot and doing this one afterwards is really going to be invigorating, I think. I'll probably do this one for two months or more, maybe three before I do AM 5.

[Cortez]

I had a lot of strange nervous energy come up today...that's not really a normal thing. I guess I was putting off some kind of vibe as well because women were flirting with me all day and one very pretty girl in particular just straight up asked me out not 30 seconds after meeting me. I said "My. you're a bold one aren't you?" She replied "Well, when you see something you want, you go for it, right?" Very entertaining!

[Cortez]

I really like the way this is making me feel. I was very light hearted today and just all around good. I'm thinking this is a very powerful sub. I will definitely be sticking with this one for 2-3 months.

[Cortez]

I've been having some obviously affected strange dreams. Last night I dreamed that I was getting a colonic. How is that for symbolism in dreams? Lmao