Since i Decided Previously To not own a diary, i have made up my mind that forgetting each stage for a month is my best possible solution and then noting the change after the end of each stage, this was supposed to be just for me but i thought u guys can tell me how things are going with me and maybe i can help those who are planning to try it.
here goes.
Day 1 august 2 progress:
I dont need people as much as i did I am alone but not lonely, the things that pissed me off i am far more cooler with now, and handle in different and more relaxed better ways, my bad moods
are nearly jaw breaking in progress , i can barely last in a bad mood unless
i force myself to, im not like euphorically happy or anything im just in a neutral state most of the time now, fears of failures are popping up more in the last days,
my anxiety around people has cooled down big time even around people that i belived are high value and around girls, i can speak more openly and i am a bit more light hearted now, although i felt i needed a couple more days with S1 because of those fears popping up, but i just decided to move on and start S2, in my opinion beautiful changes for just 1 month and im excited about S2 now.
here goes.
Day 1 august 2 progress:
I dont need people as much as i did I am alone but not lonely, the things that pissed me off i am far more cooler with now, and handle in different and more relaxed better ways, my bad moods
are nearly jaw breaking in progress , i can barely last in a bad mood unless
i force myself to, im not like euphorically happy or anything im just in a neutral state most of the time now, fears of failures are popping up more in the last days,
my anxiety around people has cooled down big time even around people that i belived are high value and around girls, i can speak more openly and i am a bit more light hearted now, although i felt i needed a couple more days with S1 because of those fears popping up, but i just decided to move on and start S2, in my opinion beautiful changes for just 1 month and im excited about S2 now.