07-02-2017, 08:33 PM
Update time. First of all, I WANT to say that my time on DMSI has allowed me to be swamped in poon-tang as Mr. Garrison from South Park would say...but I can't say that.
I WANT to say that I feel on top of the world. That my IDGAF level is back where it was during my initial run of 3.1...but I can't say that.
I WANT to say that I'm getting similar results as people like Oberyn Martell, my boy Chaosvrgn, and a handful of others who are/have achieved the design goal...but I can't say that.
Part of me WANTS to say that DMSI is bunk and ain't doing sh!t...but because of:
*The fact that I managed to land a new job that actually correlates to my major (Kinesiology and Sports Nutrition)
*The fact that I've suddenly been able to reduce my procrastination in regards to school work and maintained a steady focus and motivation level since May.
*The fact that I can see a steady improvement in my financial situation.
*The fact that certain "things" that I feel are important for allowing me to improve myself (getting more fit, improving my health, moving to a new place) seem to be coming to fruition slowly but surely. I should clarify here and say opportunities for these things have/are coming up but it doesn't mean they're working out. In regards to fitness I've actually gotten FATTER. Gained 10 motherf*cking pounds and it ain't muscle. But me and a buddy are starting a serious regiment so hopefully this leads to improvement.
*The fact that when I believed I may have been on the cusp of perhaps LOSING my new job because of work performance I somehow was able to catapult myself above the expectations of our Regional Manager thereby helping our store reach top 3 status in our region in sales even though we have a "smaller" store.
Because of things like this...I can't say its bunk. I can't say that i don't feel my reality slowly changing in OTHER areas. I just wish I could see more man. I'm basically in a situation where I'm jammed up and trapped due to logic. What do I mean? Well, I'm not achieving the design goal which at this point makes me say "You know what, time to get back to approaching and finding ways to do this on my own" (which could be DMSI working in the background). At the same time, there is currently NO subliminal available with the level of power of V3.1. So subliminals that I would normally use in this scenario such as Ultra Success, Overcome Procrastination, and maybe MLS or Luck Magnifier...half of them are in V3.1 already. So logically speaking...why use anything else but V3.1?
So I might as well ride the wave. Switching to version B tonight. Good hunting to everyone and for my fellow Americans happy early Independence Day!
I WANT to say that I feel on top of the world. That my IDGAF level is back where it was during my initial run of 3.1...but I can't say that.
I WANT to say that I'm getting similar results as people like Oberyn Martell, my boy Chaosvrgn, and a handful of others who are/have achieved the design goal...but I can't say that.
Part of me WANTS to say that DMSI is bunk and ain't doing sh!t...but because of:
*The fact that I managed to land a new job that actually correlates to my major (Kinesiology and Sports Nutrition)
*The fact that I've suddenly been able to reduce my procrastination in regards to school work and maintained a steady focus and motivation level since May.
*The fact that I can see a steady improvement in my financial situation.
*The fact that certain "things" that I feel are important for allowing me to improve myself (getting more fit, improving my health, moving to a new place) seem to be coming to fruition slowly but surely. I should clarify here and say opportunities for these things have/are coming up but it doesn't mean they're working out. In regards to fitness I've actually gotten FATTER. Gained 10 motherf*cking pounds and it ain't muscle. But me and a buddy are starting a serious regiment so hopefully this leads to improvement.
*The fact that when I believed I may have been on the cusp of perhaps LOSING my new job because of work performance I somehow was able to catapult myself above the expectations of our Regional Manager thereby helping our store reach top 3 status in our region in sales even though we have a "smaller" store.
Because of things like this...I can't say its bunk. I can't say that i don't feel my reality slowly changing in OTHER areas. I just wish I could see more man. I'm basically in a situation where I'm jammed up and trapped due to logic. What do I mean? Well, I'm not achieving the design goal which at this point makes me say "You know what, time to get back to approaching and finding ways to do this on my own" (which could be DMSI working in the background). At the same time, there is currently NO subliminal available with the level of power of V3.1. So subliminals that I would normally use in this scenario such as Ultra Success, Overcome Procrastination, and maybe MLS or Luck Magnifier...half of them are in V3.1 already. So logically speaking...why use anything else but V3.1?
So I might as well ride the wave. Switching to version B tonight. Good hunting to everyone and for my fellow Americans happy early Independence Day!
