02-17-2017, 01:57 AM
I can't say who specifically you meant, but I definately identify with the being bullied thing. I was bullied in primary school and highschool and it definately has caused me alot of issues.
Also on the hater thing, yep that holds me back too. On the topic of women as we're talking about DMSI when I was my most successful I always had these fuckheads talking shit. Interestingly one was a girl who really liked me and started messaging me every day then a week later said "I don't want a boyfriend anymore" and i'm like "errr, I wasn't your boyfriend" started dating a guy where I worked (they both worked there too). And I can't remember specifically but they started causing issues for me, I remember I said to her once "you're just pissed off and trying to fuck things up for me because both of you have no lives" haha.
The same guy also fucked things up for me with another girl by telling her bullshit. And several others, I could even connect that back to the bullying from school because I know when that happens I tend to shut down and regress.. like the 'haters' are similar to the people picking on me at school.
Also on the hater thing, yep that holds me back too. On the topic of women as we're talking about DMSI when I was my most successful I always had these fuckheads talking shit. Interestingly one was a girl who really liked me and started messaging me every day then a week later said "I don't want a boyfriend anymore" and i'm like "errr, I wasn't your boyfriend" started dating a guy where I worked (they both worked there too). And I can't remember specifically but they started causing issues for me, I remember I said to her once "you're just pissed off and trying to fuck things up for me because both of you have no lives" haha.
The same guy also fucked things up for me with another girl by telling her bullshit. And several others, I could even connect that back to the bullying from school because I know when that happens I tend to shut down and regress.. like the 'haters' are similar to the people picking on me at school.
