10-11-2010, 05:20 PM
Just a quick report on things. I'm on my 2nd week of Stage 2. There are times where I just feel angry and aggressive for almost no reason. I definitely think it's time for a break from pheros because I've been using them pretty extensively for the past week however I've been using mainly A314 which isn't bad since that's the vibe I'm trying to get naturally.
There have been a few ups and downs in school but I've been able to push through most of the turmoil. In the past, when trouble comes up I usually start shutting down, but this time I was able to keep the pace up and I continued working hard.
As far as women, I'm still aloof. Don't care much for them. Not in a bad way. Just don't really care for a relationship. The sole exception is Shannon's Attract Your Perfect Large Breasted Lover program which has been taunting me but I'll keep my mind clear and focus on the Alpha Set. My sleep schedule is erratic but I'm getting a minimum of 4-6 hours a day. I'm going to contact someone to see if I can get the Ultrasonic version of the Alpha Set because that will certaintly make it easier to get more exposure, especially at school where I don't really like having headphones in.
One thing I want to add, is my walk. My dad took note of this a few weeks ago, saying that he was able to identify me because of the way I walk. I did notice it while I was in Walmart, my body was sort of on auto-pilot and my walk was almost automatic.
There have been a few ups and downs in school but I've been able to push through most of the turmoil. In the past, when trouble comes up I usually start shutting down, but this time I was able to keep the pace up and I continued working hard.
As far as women, I'm still aloof. Don't care much for them. Not in a bad way. Just don't really care for a relationship. The sole exception is Shannon's Attract Your Perfect Large Breasted Lover program which has been taunting me but I'll keep my mind clear and focus on the Alpha Set. My sleep schedule is erratic but I'm getting a minimum of 4-6 hours a day. I'm going to contact someone to see if I can get the Ultrasonic version of the Alpha Set because that will certaintly make it easier to get more exposure, especially at school where I don't really like having headphones in.
One thing I want to add, is my walk. My dad took note of this a few weeks ago, saying that he was able to identify me because of the way I walk. I did notice it while I was in Walmart, my body was sort of on auto-pilot and my walk was almost automatic.