Super Fluff - Journal

[Shannon]

I wil reply to the above at a later date I can't be bothered right now.

Last night tonight of my second round of 7 loops, through speakers at night whilst I sleep, hybrid. Then 2 days off.

After these two days off I might switch to 1 loop a night with headphones, to see if that helps....as that is STILL following instructions. Maybe BOMBARDMENT is not the way to go for me....I don't know, but I imagine having to sleep without getting bombarded by 7 loops would be less of a threat in theory right?

Now if I am honest, it feels more like depression, as if a dark cloud is hovering over my reality, big contrast pre sub. I don't think I can keep going with 7 loops, my only option is switching to 1 loop a night and see how that goes.

Depression in response to an Ultra Success sub. That can only mean some part of you is feeling hopeless because it can't resist the sub for much longer at 7 loops, and it is very, very afraid of what will happen if you don't reduce the number of loops or stop.

I wonder what will happen at 1 loop. If I am right, you'll probably experience... nothing. Hopefully, I am wrong.