Super Fluff - Journal

[AriGold]

If you react to it - for example feeling down - then it is working for you.
Feeling down is a resistance or some sort of awakening.
First you have to realize where you are and the further you are away from your goal the worse you feel. It is necessary though some might say they would like an easier more gentle way.

When I was doing AM I felt bad, really bad sometimes. It was not because of just the sub. It was because I realized where I am now and what I wanted from life. As soon as I made steps forward (Shannon might call that executing, but I have to say, I'm still not sure what state "executing" really means) I felt better.

It's like looking in the mirror and not liking what you see. You can put another picture above the mirror or you can say "ok, that seems to be me, now how do I want to be and get there, step by step". And I really mean step by step. If you look for jobs and the weeks before you did not it is progress. If you apply for jobs and before you did not it is progress. If you applied for 3 jobs last week and you applied this week for 3 jobs you are keeping the momentum. Find reasons to be proud of yourself even though you are not there yet. Be proud of the progress.

Stay on this sub as long as you reach your goal. You can write your goal down with specifics so when you think you should quit you can look if it counts as reached. Do you want success bad enough? Then stay (and let others test the new subliminals until you succeeded).

I wish you all the best.

[DarkTempatation]

@Fluffy Moreover there have been times where I was running E2. I was experimenting with it. from 1 loop to 4 loops and I realised the more loops I do, the worse I felt. but I kept going and gradually started to feel better and better. I was running USLM 1 loop a day and not till after a week I noticed results. everyone is different. Could be Subconscious resistance.

You know best! Good luck!

[Shannon]

Fluffy, you state in your own post above that you're resisting it (and probably the other subs of mine too) because "I don't like doing what other people want me to do". Reversal resistance + that = "Fuck you, I'm gonna do it MY way, not YOUR way!"

This is not just an irrational response, it's a deeply immature one as well.

Your problem is that you are trying to have control by "resisting/reversal", when you already had control. You chose to buy the sub, you chose to run it, and you chose to resist and reverse. So your subconscious is basing this choice to resist and reverse on the belief that someone else (probably me) is trying to control you or tell you what to do. That is not just false, but ridiculous. I only created a set of instructions, which, if you execute them, will result in your achievement of the goals of the sub - which YOU must have wanted, since you bought the sub and ran it of your own free will.

Now if that's all you're going to do in response to my subs, then my advice to you is to run this one according to the instructions, and see if it works at the end of 3 months. If not, get a refund, and stop using subliminals. Go use something else that works for you, something you don't resist. There's no point in spending money on things that you just refuse to cooperate with, and don't get results with.

Or, you could choose to execute. And maybe by then I'll have developed a way to get past resistance like yours. But if I were you, I would just use this sub according to the instructions, and if it doesn't produce the desired effect in 3 months, get a refund and move on to something you don't refuse to cooperate with.

[Jake2015]

Fluffy, you state in your own post above that you're resisting it (and probably the other subs of mine too) because "I don't like doing what other people want me to do". Reversal resistance + that = "**** you, I'm gonna do it MY way, not YOUR way!"

This is not just an irrational response, it's a deeply immature one as well.

Your problem is that you are trying to have control by "resisting/reversal", when you already had control. You chose to buy the sub, you chose to run it, and you chose to resist and reverse. So your subconscious is basing this choice to resist and reverse on the belief that someone else (probably me) is trying to control you or tell you what to do. That is not just false, but ridiculous. I only created a set of instructions, which, if you execute them, will result in your achievement of the goals of the sub - which YOU must have wanted, since you bought the sub and ran it of your own free will.

Now if that's all you're going to do in response to my subs, then my advice to you is to run this one according to the instructions, and see if it works at the end of 3 months. If not, get a refund, and stop using subliminals. Go use something else that works for you, something you don't resist. There's no point in spending money on things that you just refuse to cooperate with, and don't get results with.

Or, you could choose to execute. And maybe by then I'll have developed a way to get past resistance like yours. But if I were you, I would just use this sub according to the instructions, and if it doesn't produce the desired effect in 3 months, get a refund and move on to something you don't refuse to cooperate with.

But @Shannon isn't refusal to cooperate not in his or anyone's conscious control but subconscious, and if so isn't this beyond our awareness and thus not something we can consciously control and therefore the purpose of the subliminals to assist both our subconscious minds to execute as well as assist you to get past this form of resistance which we can't consciously get past?

[Jake2015]

@Fluffy
I haven't read your journal just the last 1 or 2 entries and wondered how are you listening to this sub exactly?

Follow the instructions of you aren't this is key.

Also I feel you should maybe have bought um/op instead since I read you have lots to do but don't do it.

Hope that helps and 1 more thing get off this forum for 3 months and write in a diary. This place becomes both a habit and a curse in which all you and we do is fixate on results instead of allowing results to occur first.

After 3 months come back and share what happened. Maybe I should actually do this too. Lol

[Fluffy]

I wil reply to the above at a later date I can't be bothered right now.

Last night tonight of my second round of 7 loops, through speakers at night whilst I sleep, hybrid. Then 2 days off.

After these two days off I might switch to 1 loop a night with headphones, to see if that helps....as that is STILL following instructions. Maybe BOMBARDMENT is not the way to go for me....I don't know, but I imagine having to sleep without getting bombarded by 7 loops would be less of a threat in theory right?

Now if I am honest, it feels more like depression, as if a dark cloud is hovering over my reality, big contrast pre sub. I don't think I can keep going with 7 loops, my only option is switching to 1 loop a night and see how that goes.

[DarkTempatation]

How are You holding up pal? Hope everything is going well for you!

[Shannon]

I wil reply to the above at a later date I can't be bothered right now.

Last night tonight of my second round of 7 loops, through speakers at night whilst I sleep, hybrid. Then 2 days off.

After these two days off I might switch to 1 loop a night with headphones, to see if that helps....as that is STILL following instructions. Maybe BOMBARDMENT is not the way to go for me....I don't know, but I imagine having to sleep without getting bombarded by 7 loops would be less of a threat in theory right?

Now if I am honest, it feels more like depression, as if a dark cloud is hovering over my reality, big contrast pre sub. I don't think I can keep going with 7 loops, my only option is switching to 1 loop a night and see how that goes.

Depression in response to an Ultra Success sub. That can only mean some part of you is feeling hopeless because it can't resist the sub for much longer at 7 loops, and it is very, very afraid of what will happen if you don't reduce the number of loops or stop.

I wonder what will happen at 1 loop. If I am right, you'll probably experience... nothing. Hopefully, I am wrong.

[Fluffy]

One loop a night definitively feels better, it feels like my brain has more time to process.

Couple days ago I had a really productive day, the day after it was 50% less productive and today when I woke up I wondered why I actually feel the motivation/eagerness has dwindled even more, bit by bit, day by day. It is interesting to witness the emotional component/difference in the motivation. It's still there enough for me to do what I gotta do today. I can see how my motivation/moods move in cycles, it would be nice if it was constant.

It's interesting because on 7 loops it feels like just a big cloud over my head and it is more challenging to bit point what is going on. With one loop, there is more space to "breath".

The last few days "negatives" having been coming about about lots of different things about myself (Funny enough not in a emotional crippling way) I then started to think when I achieve a few things I will run AM, as I want to care less about all this stuff and just have more of a IDGAF attitude about my perceived "flaws".

I was thinking this morning...years ago I never use to feel/see and care about these "negatives" about myself.

Then I remembered I am running US/LM and thought about how Success can relate to many areas, so maybe it is bringing these things up to the surface.

The question is what do I do when they come up to the surface?

For example this morning I woke up and had a hard on and looked at it and thought/felt that the size was in inadequate and that it was not hard enough! ...Why did these thoughts/feelings suddenly come up? How is this going to help me get a job? LOL

Anyway, I got out of bed and I am good at moving my thoughts into better feeling places, especially when I have been in a pretty good feeling place, so I just brushed it off, mainly because brushing it off felt a whole lot better than dwelling on the not so good feeling thoughts about myself.

You are what you think about yourself right?

I am thinking the sub works through things at more of a random all over the place way, instead of a linear timeline kinda way? As linear "time" is a man made concept, after all. So the past, present and future is now. Ahhhhh some it seems random, but as there is no time, it is not. But still, I wonder how it chooses what to work on and when?

I have had a few dreams involving situations that are kinda like memories from my childhood, you know when you have dreams like that it is going way back in time for sure lol.

Anyway, with this sub I am thinking of it as just a little helper instead of "Going to do everything for me". This way I can just forget about it and then consciously focus on doing what I gotta do.

I got to be choosy about writing on here, as It can actually make me feel worse. I feel much better forgetting about this place and just getting on with things. So I will do my best to up date now and then.

I very much look forward to my two days off, them days are amazing! Especially the second day off....WooooWEEEEEE

[Fluffy]

So...last Monday I had a job interview and it went really good. It's good pay, for part-time, which allows me to focus on studies. I have a taster shift trial next Saturday.

I have been using my conscious mind a lot and not rely on the subliminal to do everything, more like a partnership. I have been focusing on what I want to achieve and doing what I gotta do consciously.

I am doing pretty good, I am on the ball and I feel sharp.

The only thing that comes up sometimes is I feel I am not succeeding and/or achieving enough. I have goals... they are long terms goals, where bit by bit over long period of time success will come. So maybe it's just a "push" towards more success that I feel in these instances.

I think everybody's experience will be different as I really do feel that whatever your current belief system says about what will help you succeed, you will go in that direction. Another way of saying it is going down the path of least resistance towards success. Obviously everyone is going down different paths, has different belief systems, so everyone's journey will be unique.

This is a marathon race and I am still running, it's not over yet.

[Fluffy]

Nearly coming to the end of the 5 round of US/LM. Last few nights I having been bumping the loops up, the night before last 4 loops, last night 6 loops. Just going with the flow on how I feel, experimenting. My cognitive function is definitely better on lower loops and I do need my cognitive function... to function.

It's a weird one, as I don't know what it is doing, or what the potential for it is yet. Apart me thinks maybe it is doing nothing and another part of me thinks I am just not aware of what it is doing.

It would be nice if I see it working with this particular hot girl called "K" that I met and have started texting. Hint Hint Universe! Her ass, body, young feminine vibe, really gets my primitive urges going . I am totally cool and non attached about it though, as there is an abundance of hotties out there....What I remember anyway!

Success shower upon me! Like Niagara falls.

[Fluffy]

I gotta let this girl go, she is kind of strange.

When I first started texting I said about meeting up and she didn't reply for 4 days, and her reply was so sorry I didn't reply and that basically she broke her phone and only just got a replacement and asked how I am. I received the text in the evening, I didn't reply until the next day because I was busy. I didn't fully believe her excuse, but I made the decision not to bother asking to meet up again, as I felt it was disrespectful of her not even replying. So I just messaged back general, and allowed for her to share something of herself. Well, that was Saturday morning and she hasn't replied. It has annoyed me again, as I find it disrespectful....but it just has made me more inclined not to bother with her at all.

I'll be seeing her in class tomorrow again and will every Tuesday, I feel with my few text messages I have already gave her way too much attention. She will realize soon, I am not a guy that chases.

It's very strange though, because to say the reason you didn't reply was because your phone is broke and then saying you have got a replacement...and then not replying again! ...you have kind of shot yourself in the foot.

[Zane]

If only I had a "Bitcoin" everytime I heard that excuse.

[Fluffy]

Yeah it is quite amusing really, I am not use to it. From a psychological perspective it is quite interesting when I think about it. I am use to mature women that answer back in reasonable time (no games).

I was curios how a younger girl does things...I am pretty observant and good at seeing/putting together patterns. She was the one that hinted getting my number and I said yeah sure after class. I got the first red flag at the beginning when I got her number and I said I will message her on Whatsapp and she said she is not on Whatsapp and she said just send her a normal text and she will reply. I waited until I got home to message her which was about 1 hour later and she replied back exactly one hour later lol and on my Whatsaap she is on there Photo, everything... facepalm. I think she might be a bit ditzy.

I am looking forward to seeing her tomorrow, I am interested in how her brain works lol.

Nothing to do with that I like eating human meat, I swear.