While I render a video I think I'll write an update.
I've had a really tough time with Stage 6 and today is no exception. I feel slightly numb but that's because I havn't gotten quality sleep lately. That's starting to turn around though thank goodness. This feeling of numbness though has forced me to get work done. I'm like "My time is filling up fast with the gym, cooking and dancing. And I still gotta get work done" So I've been managing my time much better. I don't keep a schedule I just make sure to plan ahead for my trips to the grocery store in accordance to my dance classes as well as when I need to make my body building meals. I'm down to around 2 days a week I go to the grocery store. I'm also going to look into more recipes for the slow cooker. Since now, I don't take my time for granted I HAVE to always be doing something. Of course, If I get burnt out I go and meditate. I don't read, I don't practice drums.. nothing but meditating. Nothing a 30 minute trance won't fix. I am now spending any down time at work reading or doing research on software's as well as running through tutorials. So up until this last week I've been the procrastination king while still managing to get work done. Now, to save a little extra stress I'm increasing my focus and also developing better discipline (thanks stage 6). I think why I had such a hard time with stage 6 is because I was a serial talker and a moderate doer. I'm FINALLY transitioning to a moderate talker and a serial doer. I love it
When I said I'm turning into the man I've always envisioned of being I wasn't kidding. And I don't expect things to get any easier. I just expect to become more inspired and motivated with every passing day.
My sexual libido is starting to energize again. It's been almost a year since I finished my last run of Alpha Male which completely flat lined my libido. I think what's contributing to that though is BAMM. My fear is dissolving and as a man I must act and do what I need to do to remove the shackles fear has put on me. My ability to maintain consciousness (present state of mind) is improving but I also am improving my logical thinking process as well which is optimal for fast growth. I still have a long way to go since I'm just starting out but it's all looking up.
As I increase my motivation and determination the walls of fear should start melting faster. My patience is increasing and I'm happy for that because I need to be ok with where I am at and a part of me isn't ok with that. I accept it though that I'm not ok with it. Hence why my work ethic is becoming what it is
I have a few more days on stage 6.
I've had a really tough time with Stage 6 and today is no exception. I feel slightly numb but that's because I havn't gotten quality sleep lately. That's starting to turn around though thank goodness. This feeling of numbness though has forced me to get work done. I'm like "My time is filling up fast with the gym, cooking and dancing. And I still gotta get work done" So I've been managing my time much better. I don't keep a schedule I just make sure to plan ahead for my trips to the grocery store in accordance to my dance classes as well as when I need to make my body building meals. I'm down to around 2 days a week I go to the grocery store. I'm also going to look into more recipes for the slow cooker. Since now, I don't take my time for granted I HAVE to always be doing something. Of course, If I get burnt out I go and meditate. I don't read, I don't practice drums.. nothing but meditating. Nothing a 30 minute trance won't fix. I am now spending any down time at work reading or doing research on software's as well as running through tutorials. So up until this last week I've been the procrastination king while still managing to get work done. Now, to save a little extra stress I'm increasing my focus and also developing better discipline (thanks stage 6). I think why I had such a hard time with stage 6 is because I was a serial talker and a moderate doer. I'm FINALLY transitioning to a moderate talker and a serial doer. I love it
When I said I'm turning into the man I've always envisioned of being I wasn't kidding. And I don't expect things to get any easier. I just expect to become more inspired and motivated with every passing day.My sexual libido is starting to energize again. It's been almost a year since I finished my last run of Alpha Male which completely flat lined my libido. I think what's contributing to that though is BAMM. My fear is dissolving and as a man I must act and do what I need to do to remove the shackles fear has put on me. My ability to maintain consciousness (present state of mind) is improving but I also am improving my logical thinking process as well which is optimal for fast growth. I still have a long way to go since I'm just starting out but it's all looking up.
As I increase my motivation and determination the walls of fear should start melting faster. My patience is increasing and I'm happy for that because I need to be ok with where I am at and a part of me isn't ok with that. I accept it though that I'm not ok with it. Hence why my work ethic is becoming what it is
I have a few more days on stage 6.
"To love completely and hold onto nothing-that is the only freedom." -David Deida
"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
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"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.
