Fear keeps rearing it's ugly head but I'm becoming more comfortable confronting that fear. For example, tonight there was a latin dance social at the school I've been going to to learn how to dance. I didn't want to go because it was more of an improv class where you wouldn't really get to sit back and learn. It's funny though I actually thought that because I've had alot of fun in the classes and the teachers are real patient with me. Also, I'm pretty sure a couple of them like me. Anyways, I decided to go with the little knowledge that I had and just to see what it was like. Plus one of the owners/teachers invited me. It was another test for me and I beat it. Not gracefully but I did have fun and one of the more experienced students worked me through some longer moves that I had already forgotten. One of the teachers that likes me, and that I also like, taught me a new dance style. I think everybody enjoys my presence because I do enjoy there's. Even if I don't feel "on" all the time I fake it as best as I can just so I can feel it. so I can feel alive, that burning passion. So I punched fear in the face and I laughed at it 
It really does feel good now to know I went to a dance social where they dance dances I'm just learning with little to no experience. I really like the environment and the people are non judgemental.
I was invited also by one of the other dance teachers who owns the place that next time they go to this night club where they have latin nights they would let me know. I'm committed for 6 more classes but I'm going to sign up for another 10. And maybe another 10 after that.
Shannon truly once again proved to me that he knows what the hell he's doing with writing his scripts. The moments where I can punch fear in the face even though it has me grappled to the floor are the moments I cherish now. Like I said, I wasn't going to go to the dance social tonight because I didn't really want to.. and in that moment I knew I had to. I know this has nothing to do with BAMM but maybe it does.
It really does feel good now to know I went to a dance social where they dance dances I'm just learning with little to no experience. I really like the environment and the people are non judgemental.
I was invited also by one of the other dance teachers who owns the place that next time they go to this night club where they have latin nights they would let me know. I'm committed for 6 more classes but I'm going to sign up for another 10. And maybe another 10 after that.
Shannon truly once again proved to me that he knows what the hell he's doing with writing his scripts. The moments where I can punch fear in the face even though it has me grappled to the floor are the moments I cherish now. Like I said, I wasn't going to go to the dance social tonight because I didn't really want to.. and in that moment I knew I had to. I know this has nothing to do with BAMM but maybe it does.
"To love completely and hold onto nothing-that is the only freedom." -David Deida
"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
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"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.
