This past weekend had alot of fun with my friends. My good buddy was graduating and he really enjoyed the gift I got him. It meant alot to me and I know it meant alot to him.
He rented a table at a club with his architecture buddies he graduated with. I knew I was going to get to meet alot of new people especially women who were in our group and that's the mindset I went in with. I wanted to enjoy myself as much as possible and a part of me wanted others to have more fun than me, too. That feeling was amazing. I want more of that. I know I will get there but the reality is is that not everyone will have fun with others or themselves. So some interactions seemed force but I didn't spend much time with those people anyways. I was flirting with all the girls (cept maybe 2 or 3). I know how it feels now and how I need to go about developing this new habit of excellence. I was very touchy feely with the women and they loved it. I wanted to give more to them but I held myself back. I know what it is too. Still need to adjust to my new mindset and move forward in ways that favor myself and women sexually and romantically. As I continue to shed off the layers I will soon be where I want to be. I want to go out every weekend but for now I must focus on earning my freedom from the 9-5 job and continue saving money. I'm very much impatient but I finally know what it feels like to enjoy the process and it's beautiful. Life is beautiful and I want everyone to be happy. This stuff is still scary for me and it's also very frustrating to let go of everything I thought was real.
He rented a table at a club with his architecture buddies he graduated with. I knew I was going to get to meet alot of new people especially women who were in our group and that's the mindset I went in with. I wanted to enjoy myself as much as possible and a part of me wanted others to have more fun than me, too. That feeling was amazing. I want more of that. I know I will get there but the reality is is that not everyone will have fun with others or themselves. So some interactions seemed force but I didn't spend much time with those people anyways. I was flirting with all the girls (cept maybe 2 or 3). I know how it feels now and how I need to go about developing this new habit of excellence. I was very touchy feely with the women and they loved it. I wanted to give more to them but I held myself back. I know what it is too. Still need to adjust to my new mindset and move forward in ways that favor myself and women sexually and romantically. As I continue to shed off the layers I will soon be where I want to be. I want to go out every weekend but for now I must focus on earning my freedom from the 9-5 job and continue saving money. I'm very much impatient but I finally know what it feels like to enjoy the process and it's beautiful. Life is beautiful and I want everyone to be happy. This stuff is still scary for me and it's also very frustrating to let go of everything I thought was real.
"To love completely and hold onto nothing-that is the only freedom." -David Deida
"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
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"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.
