Forgot to add this to my post, but I had a pretty crazy vivid dream last night. I was at a church I used to go to when I was younger with one of my buds that I was hanging out with last night. We were listening to the sermon and talking to some people around us. All of a sudden a voice came on the loudspeaker saying everyone needs to go to the basement of the church. We started exiting the church area to the front entrance where you would enter the church, and outside the doors was a huge blazing fire that prevented us from going outside. Everyone at once started panicking and we all started rushing down the nearby stairwell. There was utter chaos and people flailing about and screaming everywhere. Usually if I have a scary dream like this I realize its a dream and try to wake myself up, but it seemed so real and vivid that I thought it was real life. I remember thinking something along the lines in the dream of "I cant believe this is happening". I eventually woke up out of it and was surprisingly calm for what happened. The thought of it was scary, but my heart was not pounding and I still remained calm in spite of it. The last time I had a vivid scary dream of this caliber which I posted about in an earlier journal entry I woke up with a pounding heart and was pretty damn frightened. I was impressed with my ability to remain calm and fall back asleep.
I now have had two dreams involving fire, two involving mass chaos, and one my own death while on dmsi 3.2. My theory is it is the symbolism of the inevitable death of my current paradigm. Lets keep going and smash through it baby!
I now have had two dreams involving fire, two involving mass chaos, and one my own death while on dmsi 3.2. My theory is it is the symbolism of the inevitable death of my current paradigm. Lets keep going and smash through it baby!
