So last night ol kinky gal was at a concert and hit me up saying she was horny.She ended up coming over after it was done.Shes pretty submissive to me so im usually the one that initiates but she started playing with my dick pretty quick this time and then it was on.My first bangage on 3.2 then officially commenced(party streamers and and balloons are released with horns sounding in background) Now lets see if we can get some new girls in the mix.
Now lets talk about some crazy ass dreams I had last night after she left... these legit disturbed/terrified me after I had them and I wasn't planning on journaling about them and honestly hoped I would just forget them. The emotional charge that I experienced from them right after I had them has died down though so I think im alright to share them now.
So in the first one I was at my grandparents on my dads side house. They have both been deceased for awhile now. Some stuff was going on beforehand but I just want to get to the last intense part. So my grandparents were sitting next to each other in chairs and my grandpa started to legit burn alive. Like he wasnt on fire but his skin was turning all ashen and he was smoldering. My grandma was crying saying something like she could smell that he was going(cant remember exactly) My grandpa struggled to say some sort of parting words as he continued to smolder. I got all upset in the dream and turned around and was trying to go upstairs to leave, I ran into my Dad who was on the stairs videoing the whole thing around the corner. He saw that I was upset and started to cry himself and said I need you here son. Which made me even more emotional and I put my arm on his shoulder and said im here for you dad. And that was it. Pretty intense stuff right?
So a little context....my grandfather was a very intelligent man, but at the end of his life developed Alzheimers and pretty much mentally degraded into a child. My grandmother single handedly took care of him up until almost the end. She was one of the strongest most kind hearted individuals I have ever known. Im not sure if the dream had to due with the Alzheimers symbolically or what, but it definitely affected me emotionally right after.
Then theres this next dream.....I was driving in a car in some city when on the radio all of a sudden there was this breaking news that there was a gigantic terrorist attack happening on the city and thousands were being killed. Then all of a sudden I start hearing multiple gun shots and screams. There was a loud explosion and this big building to the left of me started to completely collapse inwards on itself. The shockwave sent my car swerving out of control and straight through a window of another building. I got out of the car and ran inside looking for cover. Everyone was frantically screaming and running about, and then BOOM, another explosion and shockwave. The building starts to collapse down on us and we are all starting to get covered up in rubble. I am stuck in place as rubble continues piling on top of me crushing and suffocating me to death. Im not gonna lie to you guys, I felt utter terror during this dream. It felt so real it was crazy. I legit thought I was dying. Usually in dreams if something scary happens I realize im in a dream and can wake myself up. Not this one though. It crossed my mind in it "is this a dream"? then the realization hit me that it wasnt cause it honestly felt real at the time and that was pretty damn frightening to experience.
These two dreams happened back to back and when I awoke from them I was pretty overwhelmed. I wasn't sure what to think. I haven't had such intense dreams like these in a long time, if ever.I have no idea what they mean if anything, but thought I might as well share them.
Now lets talk about some crazy ass dreams I had last night after she left... these legit disturbed/terrified me after I had them and I wasn't planning on journaling about them and honestly hoped I would just forget them. The emotional charge that I experienced from them right after I had them has died down though so I think im alright to share them now.
So in the first one I was at my grandparents on my dads side house. They have both been deceased for awhile now. Some stuff was going on beforehand but I just want to get to the last intense part. So my grandparents were sitting next to each other in chairs and my grandpa started to legit burn alive. Like he wasnt on fire but his skin was turning all ashen and he was smoldering. My grandma was crying saying something like she could smell that he was going(cant remember exactly) My grandpa struggled to say some sort of parting words as he continued to smolder. I got all upset in the dream and turned around and was trying to go upstairs to leave, I ran into my Dad who was on the stairs videoing the whole thing around the corner. He saw that I was upset and started to cry himself and said I need you here son. Which made me even more emotional and I put my arm on his shoulder and said im here for you dad. And that was it. Pretty intense stuff right?
So a little context....my grandfather was a very intelligent man, but at the end of his life developed Alzheimers and pretty much mentally degraded into a child. My grandmother single handedly took care of him up until almost the end. She was one of the strongest most kind hearted individuals I have ever known. Im not sure if the dream had to due with the Alzheimers symbolically or what, but it definitely affected me emotionally right after.
Then theres this next dream.....I was driving in a car in some city when on the radio all of a sudden there was this breaking news that there was a gigantic terrorist attack happening on the city and thousands were being killed. Then all of a sudden I start hearing multiple gun shots and screams. There was a loud explosion and this big building to the left of me started to completely collapse inwards on itself. The shockwave sent my car swerving out of control and straight through a window of another building. I got out of the car and ran inside looking for cover. Everyone was frantically screaming and running about, and then BOOM, another explosion and shockwave. The building starts to collapse down on us and we are all starting to get covered up in rubble. I am stuck in place as rubble continues piling on top of me crushing and suffocating me to death. Im not gonna lie to you guys, I felt utter terror during this dream. It felt so real it was crazy. I legit thought I was dying. Usually in dreams if something scary happens I realize im in a dream and can wake myself up. Not this one though. It crossed my mind in it "is this a dream"? then the realization hit me that it wasnt cause it honestly felt real at the time and that was pretty damn frightening to experience.
These two dreams happened back to back and when I awoke from them I was pretty overwhelmed. I wasn't sure what to think. I haven't had such intense dreams like these in a long time, if ever.I have no idea what they mean if anything, but thought I might as well share them.
