07-29-2020, 08:07 AM
Last I tried to take a break, GF told me she didn't want to. I tried to anyway. The next 1.5 days were hell. It allowed her fearful parts to dominate, and they were NOT happy. I only went one day off, before I started running it again. The first half of the second day she was very upset also. Then she calmed down and we ended up having her take me on a very expensive date and then seducing me afterwards. Which, I have to say, was quite a nice surprise.
So I haven't had a break since then, few days ago. I'm no longer exhausted by OF. Neither is she. Whatever is going on appears to be a situation where fear removal is in deep process, and the parts of her that are changing are not happy to be changing. As long as we keep using the program, everything is fine. So I guess without exhaustion anymore, I'll just let her tell me when she needs a break, or stop when I need one.
So I haven't had a break since then, few days ago. I'm no longer exhausted by OF. Neither is she. Whatever is going on appears to be a situation where fear removal is in deep process, and the parts of her that are changing are not happy to be changing. As long as we keep using the program, everything is fine. So I guess without exhaustion anymore, I'll just let her tell me when she needs a break, or stop when I need one.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
