01-31-2026, 02:28 AM
I’m about 6 weeks into using PRA v1. After using OSC for 6 months and E7 for 4 months, which was almost totally a brutally painful experience, I had a huge breakthrough right at the end of that 10 month run that was certainly helped by the subliminals bringing stuff right up to the surface, although the breakthrough actually happened while engaging in another form of therapy. Shortly after that I switched to PRA.
Since then I have felt mostly good. The afterglow of the breakthrough lasted weeks where I would have random happy emotions and sensations. That slowed down about a month in, but I haven’t regressed back to feeling bad all the time like I was before, just not as good as I had been for that really good month. I think perhaps the program is digging into and working on some deeper things now but it’s happening in a much more tolerable way than what I experienced in the previous programs. About a month in I felt like I was probably working through something for a few days. Then I had at least 2 dreams that were obviously working through one of the biggest emotional issues I have, something that I spent probably a full month thinking about and experiencing in an excruciating way while on OSC and E7. Back then, my reality was literally bringing old stuff back into my life and triggering the shit out of me. This time I’m getting a couple of dreams about it and it seems to be handling it in a much more subtle way.
I have also been able to start taking some small steps on things I have been putting off for a long time. Stuff I wanted to do or at least wanted to be able to do but couldn’t get myself to do them. I am more optimistic about being able to start building the life I want to live. I have some more energy than before to be able to take action on that, although it still feels like there’s a lot more potential energy that I’ve yet to unleash and I would like to unlock more energy, motivation, confidence etc to be able to take more positive action.
I also had the most disturbing nightmare I have ever had a couple weeks ago. I subscribed to DRS to use for a few days as I was going to be travelling and I wanted to make sure things went as smoothly as possible in unknown and unpredictable circumstances. The first night I played it, I had a dream of something right out of a horror movie. Entities and demons and stuff I’m probably not supposed to talk about on here. It seems like not a coincidence that it happened when I started a protection program. Is it possible that DRS triggered fears of that kind of thing and I was working through those with the help of PRA? I definitely don’t ever remember having a nightmare like that before.
Today it feels like I’m working through something deep again. I can feel heavier energies moving as I breathe into them. Again, this is way easier than it was on the previous programs and before I had the breakthrough. I’m not debilitated by whatever healing is going on now and I know I will get through it and I have experience of what kind of good things are on the other side of the tough moments. One other difference is that even when I was feeling awful before, I started eating healthy and I was losing weight. In the last few weeks and even more so in the last few days I’ve been eating a lot and a lot more heavy sugary foods like cookies etc. maybe a part of me is trying to numb myself as I’m working thorough whatever this is.
I’m probably going to switch to AM stage 0 when this 2 months is up as that should likely be out around that time.
Since then I have felt mostly good. The afterglow of the breakthrough lasted weeks where I would have random happy emotions and sensations. That slowed down about a month in, but I haven’t regressed back to feeling bad all the time like I was before, just not as good as I had been for that really good month. I think perhaps the program is digging into and working on some deeper things now but it’s happening in a much more tolerable way than what I experienced in the previous programs. About a month in I felt like I was probably working through something for a few days. Then I had at least 2 dreams that were obviously working through one of the biggest emotional issues I have, something that I spent probably a full month thinking about and experiencing in an excruciating way while on OSC and E7. Back then, my reality was literally bringing old stuff back into my life and triggering the shit out of me. This time I’m getting a couple of dreams about it and it seems to be handling it in a much more subtle way.
I have also been able to start taking some small steps on things I have been putting off for a long time. Stuff I wanted to do or at least wanted to be able to do but couldn’t get myself to do them. I am more optimistic about being able to start building the life I want to live. I have some more energy than before to be able to take action on that, although it still feels like there’s a lot more potential energy that I’ve yet to unleash and I would like to unlock more energy, motivation, confidence etc to be able to take more positive action.
I also had the most disturbing nightmare I have ever had a couple weeks ago. I subscribed to DRS to use for a few days as I was going to be travelling and I wanted to make sure things went as smoothly as possible in unknown and unpredictable circumstances. The first night I played it, I had a dream of something right out of a horror movie. Entities and demons and stuff I’m probably not supposed to talk about on here. It seems like not a coincidence that it happened when I started a protection program. Is it possible that DRS triggered fears of that kind of thing and I was working through those with the help of PRA? I definitely don’t ever remember having a nightmare like that before.
Today it feels like I’m working through something deep again. I can feel heavier energies moving as I breathe into them. Again, this is way easier than it was on the previous programs and before I had the breakthrough. I’m not debilitated by whatever healing is going on now and I know I will get through it and I have experience of what kind of good things are on the other side of the tough moments. One other difference is that even when I was feeling awful before, I started eating healthy and I was losing weight. In the last few weeks and even more so in the last few days I’ve been eating a lot and a lot more heavy sugary foods like cookies etc. maybe a part of me is trying to numb myself as I’m working thorough whatever this is.
I’m probably going to switch to AM stage 0 when this 2 months is up as that should likely be out around that time.
