Shannon's Journal Discussion

[Shannon]

Going back to Soul mates I'll elaborate on what Shannon means by twin flames. Twin Flames are 2 halves of soul where one is the masculine polarity and the other is the feminine. It is the exact opposite of you and you won't meet your twin flame without significant spiritual growth.

Hercules, you have to remember that that is one point of view on the matter. Other points of view state that there is no "masculine and feminine" for the soul, because the soul is not a body and does not require gender for reproductive purposes.

According to that point of view, "twin flames" are, depending on who you ask, two fragments of the same original soul, or two souls who were "created to be together".

But we don't have any real way of knowing what or how much of this is accurate.

[Shannon]

Since we are all opening up let me share my first sexual experiance. It was at one of the first parties i've ever went on because i was very shy and did not know how to deal with people but inspite of that i was very alpha in my core i just could not bring it out, after getting drunk i was the center of the party my confidence and humor are unparrareld when im drunk. So one Polish girl got very interisted in me and kept following me around. I was so drunk i just grabbed her and started to make out, then immediatly i took her by the hand to the shower room and we did it there, i was so drunk i kept """" her but could not orgasm. honestly speaking all i remember are 2D memories and its so long ago.
So yeah alcohol did help me lose my v card, then i stopped taking women as seriously as i did before.
Yeah and all my life i thought i had a small d but the next day apperantly she told everyone all the girls at the party what happend and that i have a huge d. So yeah that was it i guess.

Penis size is relative to the point of view of the viewer. And especially when she's drunk. lol

[Illumi]

Since we are all opening up let me share my first sexual experiance. It was at one of the first parties i've ever went on because i was very shy and did not know how to deal with people but inspite of that i was very alpha in my core i just could not bring it out, after getting drunk i was the center of the party my confidence and humor are unparrareld when im drunk. So one Polish girl got very interisted in me and kept following me around. I was so drunk i just grabbed her and started to make out, then immediatly i took her by the hand to the shower room and we did it there, i was so drunk i kept """" her but could not orgasm. honestly speaking all i remember are 2D memories and its so long ago.
So yeah alcohol did help me lose my v card, then i stopped taking women as seriously as i did before.
Yeah and all my life i thought i had a small d but the next day apperantly she told everyone all the girls at the party what happend and that i have a huge d. So yeah that was it i guess.

Penis size is relative to the point of view of the viewer. And especially when she's drunk. lol

What was the average ? 6 or 5 inches i guess am average :/ i was drunk too and could not orgasm so that maight have been why she thought something else , but hey it pays to advertise

[SargeMaximus]

Yeah I can understand that. I am who I am in any given moment.

With me though, I can "see" all these things, I am talking about.

I can understand I am who I choose to be.

I suppose what I am actually getting at is the choicesI have been making is not the person I want to be. So, if I am doing things I don't want to do (for whatever reason) I am not being genuine to myself.

It might help to think about why you do not want to be the person you think you are being when doing certain things.

Muscles is a big one for me, I only strength train because it makes me feel good, which makes me feel more attractive, which makes me feel more confident which attracts certain type of women.

If I decided one-day I don't want to do this no more then what the women found attractive about me in the first place won't be there, so what's the point doing it in the first place.

I want to be my pure basic self and be OK with being that, then no matter where I go or what I do, I always have my self as I am. I won't need a gym, I won't need to eat enough, I won't feel less confident or less attractive, because I am attractive, confident as I am, my pure basic self.

I want to cut out all the added things, that can easily be lost. If I am confident, attractive and OK as I am, I will never need anything outside of myself and to me that is my genuine self.

But you'll still need food.

Sounds like you're on the path to enlightenment. Have you looked into Buddhism? I recommend some Alan Watts lectures, you can find them easily on youtube.

You're right that the type of women you attract will change once you change. This is because we live in a world of forms. Like attracts like, and form fits with form. If you want a certain type of girl, you must be a certain form. If you want to break that form, then you will attract a different kind, or none at all (Don't think there are many monk playboys lol).

I've been trying to find a way to help people understand, but I think it has to be experienced.

Basically: you already ARE yourself, no matter what you do, and that will never change, whether you realize it or not, it is true.

Enlightenment is like an old man who forgot that he was wearing his glasses on the top of his head, and searches the room looking for them.

But other than that, I can relate to your dilemma. What has helped me is simply realizing that "all the world's a stage" as shakespeare says, and that, no matter what, I'm always "me".

[Shannon]

Since we are all opening up let me share my first sexual experiance. It was at one of the first parties i've ever went on because i was very shy and did not know how to deal with people but inspite of that i was very alpha in my core i just could not bring it out, after getting drunk i was the center of the party my confidence and humor are unparrareld when im drunk. So one Polish girl got very interisted in me and kept following me around. I was so drunk i just grabbed her and started to make out, then immediatly i took her by the hand to the shower room and we did it there, i was so drunk i kept """" her but could not orgasm. honestly speaking all i remember are 2D memories and its so long ago.
So yeah alcohol did help me lose my v card, then i stopped taking women as seriously as i did before.
Yeah and all my life i thought i had a small d but the next day apperantly she told everyone all the girls at the party what happend and that i have a huge d. So yeah that was it i guess.

Penis size is relative to the point of view of the viewer. And especially when she's drunk. lol

What was the average ? 6 or 5 inches i guess am average :/ i was drunk too and could not orgasm so that maight have been why she thought something else , but hey it pays to advertise

I think the average American man is 5.5 inches erect. But, consider this.

I have had some women tell me I was too big... some women tell me I am just right... and two women told me I was too small.

The first of those two decided this after she took a particular liking to being fisted, and the second was just busy doing every guy she could find. In both cases, it was kind of like throwing a hot dog down a hallway, if you get my drift.

Yet some women have struggled to take all of me, and the majority tell me I am just right.

It all depends on how she is built inside, my friend. If she can only take 5 inches, then you're just right at 5 inches. If she's 9 inches deep when she's aroused, and she needs to have you pound her cervix to get off... well, you'd better be 9+ inches, then, brother!

That's what I mean by penis size is relative.

[swisston]

Seven days minimum for validity, gentlemen. Otherwise I can't know that you'll have standard results.

This will be my third night without the sub, if you want someone testing it 48 hours earlier.

[Shannon]

Swisston: Eager for destruction! lol

I'll figure that part out when I'm not focused on building the damned thing still.

[swisston]

That is taken care of by the Optimus Engine, which basically says, "Hey, subconscious mind! Everything you know will make me sexier? Let's do that."

Does that require an initial understanding of what makes us sexy though? If I've never felt sexy or desirable before, does my subconscious actually know what to do? Can I educate myself somehow?

[Shannon]

That is taken care of by the Optimus Engine, which basically says, "Hey, subconscious mind! Everything you know will make me sexier? Let's do that."

Does that require an initial understanding of what makes us sexy though? If I've never felt sexy or desirable before, does my subconscious actually know what to do? Can I educate myself somehow?

It already knows or has access to everything you need to know. Believe it.

[Illumi]

When im in a good mood and feeling great is where im in my most attracticve state, that what i felt the most on ASC. mood plays a roll on how sexy you appear i quess.

[dissonance]

Since we are all opening up let me share my first sexual experiance. It was at one of the first parties i've ever went on because i was very shy and did not know how to deal with people but inspite of that i was very alpha in my core i just could not bring it out, after getting drunk i was the center of the party my confidence and humor are unparrareld when im drunk. So one Polish girl got very interisted in me and kept following me around. I was so drunk i just grabbed her and started to make out, then immediatly i took her by the hand to the shower room and we did it there, i was so drunk i kept """" her but could not orgasm. honestly speaking all i remember are 2D memories and its so long ago.
So yeah alcohol did help me lose my v card, then i stopped taking women as seriously as i did before.
Yeah and all my life i thought i had a small d but the next day apperantly she told everyone all the girls at the party what happend and that i have a huge d. So yeah that was it i guess.

Edit: forgot to mention the next day she wanted to do it again but i was so scared i pretended that she is not hot enough for me , she was tho actually

lmao how old were you? and how old are you now?

[Shannon]

When im in a good mood and feeling great is where im in my most attracticve state, that what i felt the most on ASC. mood plays a roll on how sexy you appear i quess.

of course. When I'm out and about and I encounter a server who is happy and enjoying their job, I like them. If they're female, I might be very attracted to them.

If I encounter a woman who's being negative, it turns me off. Fast. Same for women.

[Shannon]

Audio recorded. Now comes the long slog through the processing of all this audio.

[Daredevil]

Going back to Soul mates I'll elaborate on what Shannon means by twin flames. Twin Flames are 2 halves of soul where one is the masculine polarity and the other is the feminine. It is the exact opposite of you and you won't meet your twin flame without significant spiritual growth.

Hercules, you have to remember that that is one point of view on the matter. Other points of view state that there is no "masculine and feminine" for the soul, because the soul is not a body and does not require gender for reproductive purposes.

According to that point of view, "twin flames" are, depending on who you ask, two fragments of the same original soul, or two souls who were "created to be together".

But we don't have any real way of knowing what or how much of this is accurate.

The Universal law of Gender cannot be broken so anothing in creation must have a Masculine and Feminine polarity.