Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Benjamin]

Shannon hasn't mentioned to take a break yet. He will likely announce it in his journal thread when it's time.

[Ryu]

How is the new sub testing going Shannon?

[Kol]

@Shannon

Last couple of days when running my loops of A, I have randomly pangs of headaches in the form it feel like my skull cracks. Sounds way more dramatic then they actually are but they are felt physical. Im also feel mindfog when it happens.

Are these results of the sub breaking through? They feel actually like pangs and needle pins in my head, or being hit on the head.

[Tigerismyspirit]

I have an interesting thing to share.
I stopped DMSI 3.2 2 days ago, to start the wait for 3.3, after using it since release, and both days i just woke up in the middle of the night, like real full wake up, and couldnt go to sleep again. 1st day i slept 5h, next day 4h, tho i still wake up feeling good, but ofc near the night im tired af.
Has anyone else had the same happen to him and if so, i would like to know if Shannon has anything to say about it.
I would like to add i haven't fully executed, but i do find myself a better man.

I am off DMSI 10 days and now I am only sleeping and lying on my bed.. I was more active on DMSI. How can I be this much relaxed and chill.. I want to be worried about it but damn ARA in DMSI worked so well that I can't even give a **** if I want to lol.. Oh boy

Although I am noticing that I am not using escape tactic anymore.. But I don't 2anna go outside even to an ATM not because I am afraid of meeting people but... Idk I just don't want to.... Shannon any idea buddy

I had the same experience as Zane did a couple of weeks ago when I just chilled on my bed doing nothing. I didn't feel any guilt at all. I didn't think the ARA was working behind not feeling any guilt.

[Tigerismyspirit]

WTF was it??

14 days after stopping DMSI, on Saturday a girl texted me that wanted to be my roommate 6 months ago. So, I hadn't heard from her in six months at all. So, it was kind of unexpected getting a text from her. Long story short, after getting to know that I hadn't found anybody and already moved into my own apartment, she asked what my plan for the night was. Having found that we had nothing planned, we set up a hang out and she asked me to come pick her up. I go, she turns out to be an attractive black woman, we drive to a pharmacy to pick her medication, I plant the idea to go to a liquor store to buy whiskey, go to my place, she makes us drinks, we dance to the music, I go in for the kiss, she reciprocates, then I slowly escalate, I cum, we stop playing, hang out and drink some more, share stories and I confess that I hadn't had penetrative sex in over three years, go at it again, a little foreplay happens, I cum again, she laughs, I blame it on her for being too sexy, we're tired and cuddling on the bed, now I'm ready, she gives me a rough hand job that my dick was about to tear, I reach out for the pussy but she was resistant, my dick hurts and I ask her to stop, we sleep for a couple hours, she wakes up and tells me to drop her at her place, we get into my car, I keep fingering her with my right hand while the steering in my left, we stop, go hard at kissing and kneading her breasts, I tell her to go to the back of my car cause I want to have her now, she resists again, I tell her not to distract me in a funny way but keep fingering her until we reach her place, she gets off (pun intended), kisses me, says that we're not seeing each other again, I say Ok and leave, go about my day yesterday, get a text form her this morning and she wants to see me again.

WTF was that? Bloom from 3.2? Or TID from 3.3?

[Shannon]

@Shannon

Hey Mate, UM/OP ITM, is that to be played for a full loop? or can it be played and stopped at any time?

It can be used AS NEEDED. Best to finish whatever loop you're doing, at least, but as needed can be stopped whenever and started whenever. If you use it too much outside of daily use, you will disrupt the daily use, and for that reason, it is recommended that you not use it ITM for at least a couple weeks, to see what it does when used as daily standard use only.

2) 3 loops is in the morning, however for ITM, can you play it 3 loops or more if youre working for that long?

I recommend never playing it more than 1-2 loops ITM. Remember that too much of a good thing is not a good thing, and playing it ITM disrupts the ASRB of 3 loops a day to resting the rest of the day. So don't use it ITm until you've seen how it affects you at 3 loops a day for at least a couple weeks, and then if you use it ITM, do so sparingly.

3) and if I recall you said it was ok to play 3 loops and also ITM too, correct?

thanks bud!

Yes, but again, wait at least 2 weeks after starting the program and assess whether you really need ITM. 3 loops a day is most effective without ITM usage. ITM basically breaks ASRB, and so it is only useful if you're absolutely needing it.

[Zane]

WTF was it??

14 days after stopping DMSI, on Saturday a girl texted me that wanted to be my roommate 6 months ago. So, I hadn't heard from her in six months at all. So, it was kind of unexpected getting a text from her. Long story short, after getting to know that I hadn't found anybody and already moved into my own apartment, she asked what was my plan for the night. Having found that we had nothing planned, we set up a hang out and she asked me to come pick her up. I go, she turns out to be an attractive black woman, we drive to a pharmacy to pick her medication, I plant the idea to go to a liquor store to buy whiskey, go to my place, she makes us drinks, we dance to the music, I go in for the kiss, she reciprocates, then I slowly escalate, I cum, we stop playing, hang out and drink some more, share stories and I confess that I hadn't had penetrative sex in over three years, go at it again, a little foreplay happens, I cum again, she laughs, I blame it on her for being too sexy, we're tired and cuddling on the bed, now I'm ready, she gives me a rough hand job that my dick was about to tear, I reach out for the pussy but she was resistant, my dick hurts and I ask her to stop, we sleep for a couple hours, she wakes up and tells me to drop her at her place, we get into my car, I keep fingering her with my right hand while the steering in my left, we stop, go hard at kissing and kneading her breasts, I tell her to go to the back of my car cause I want to have her now, she resists again, I tell her not to distract me in a funny way but keep fingering her until we reach her place, she gets off (pun intended), kisses me, says that we're not seeing each other again, I say Ok and leave, go about my day yesterday, get a text form her this morning and she wants to see me again.

WTF was that? Bloom from 3.2? Or TID from 3.3?

That's the Bloom from DMSI 3.2.. Congrats.. Now go get em.

Tbh I was really wonder few days ago that you might start blooming from 3.2 soon..

Even in Thors Sex Magnet Journal.. Shannon says that whatever thor is experiencing is bloom from DMSI..

You can't take this as a coincidence.. She calls u out of the blue.. Its a definite manifestation.. Make sure u write this on ur journel.. Keep Us updated buddy

[Shannon]

This text is about all about body size, which is indeed related to status in terms of Alpha 1.0, not about dick size. And I mean you don't walk through the city and show everyone your dick, do you? So I definitely agree here with Ben.

If it is accurate concerning height and weight, I have a hard time thinking the dick size isn't part of the equation. Especially when considering the amount of attention that this topic receive everywhere. And people don't need to be naked to evaluate that size. Depending on clothing style, you can pretty much put in evidence that 'asset'.

Just because I love to throw book references here and there. There is another one called My Secret Garden from Nancy Friday which expose the most common female fantasies. One of them are women looking at a man bulge in his pants and get excited to the thought of seeing a man who appear to have a big one.

One possible experiment to settle this question for good. Would be to attend to a swinger wild party (no need to participate) and just make observations about social interactions of the people out there. I'm pretty sure that if that was done, it would be very eye opening... (ie: who are the alphas and who are the betas in that particularly sexual context...)

How about we settle the issue for good like this. Penis size isn't what the Alpha Male Training Set is about. It doesn't need to be in the AMTS and if you want to increase your penis size, you can do so separately.

[Shannon]

I’m debating on wether or not to quit my DMSI run. I keep getting more and more tired which totally fucks up my other activities like studying/ gym / daily life. I listen 9 loops at night for like 3 days now in a row. I have exams in a few days and I can’t even concentrate anymore on my textbooks. The more I increase my loops the more i’m agressively resisting against the sub.... It doesn’t work out for me. I can’t break through.

I don’t know what the **** is wrong with me i’m so damn frustrated it’s not funny anymore.
I’ve tortured myself for weeks with this dmsi v3.2 sub and got nothing out of it. Apparently it doesn’t work for me and that’s okay. Some people just don’t respond to it.

I think i’m gonna have a break and just let the program run out and i’ll come back when the final version is released because this isn’t working for me. Way too taxing on my mind and body. God damnit I hate my self so much for resisting it. I’m totally broken and frustrated and I have to take my math and physics exams in 2 days and it’s not looking good. Too much taxing on the body and mind, never thought I would be resisting so hard. I’m ***** up beyond repair.

I’m sorry that I let you guys down.

Why do you think you let someone down? It's an experimental sub, and you need to focus on something else.

[Zane]

Shannon, I seriously think we need "Overcome Premature Ejaculate Module in DMSI" You gotta add one

[dissonance]

Shannon, I seriously think we need "Overcome Premature Ejaculate Module in DMSI" You gotta add one

I SO agree 100%. But obviously only script it for males for those modules, since DMSI is for females too LOL

[Zane]

Shannon, I seriously think we need "Overcome Premature Ejaculate Module in DMSI" You gotta add one

I SO agree 100%. But obviously only script it for males for those modules, since DMSI is for females too LOL

I am sure Shannon can figure that out

[Shannon]

Shannon, I seriously think we need "Overcome Premature Ejaculate Module in DMSI" You gotta add one

I SO agree 100%. But obviously only script it for males for those modules, since DMSI is for females too LOL

I am sure Shannon can figure that out

Sure, because you know I have that while "if/then" statement thing figured out, right?

So far the best I have been able to do is delay execution, not prevent it with a gender limiter. And the program is already designed in such a way that you'll get that effect if you execute fully and you are having sex on a regular or semi-regular basis. Each time you have sex and execute, you will have a better sexual performance.

[CatMan]

How are things coming along with your mystery program and of course with V3.3, Shannon? I will post a few small notes on my V3.2 run when you're actively working on V3.3.

Hope all is well with you!